Thursday, June 24, 2010

Good Bye-THE END

Time:02.40pm
Date:24,June.2010
Location:In my room..now...


I was wondering to write/type my last diary today and as I thought...I'll write it.

This one is about the last moment of my friendship with Wendyll....


Time:04.30pm
Date:21,June.2010
Location:KLIA(Kuala Lumpur International Airport)

On that last moment...

Wendyll was together with her parents at the airport station.Before we all when off..I was there with my friends a group and together with the villa residence too.

This is my last note with her.

"Wendyll...is this goodbye?"

"I think so.."she said and her tears weeping.

I hold her hand and said..."good bye.." and she had to go off....and before that she kiss my lips for a last time.....with thickness..... unforgettable memory...and when she turn her face towards me.....her tears show a meaning of sadness.Her parents also thank me on the day that I take care of her in the villa.
My tears flow slowly and like I can't take it off away what has dream off.Looks like it's the end for us now.
When she enter the port..and she was gone...and had to went off now....

Her last word to me was...."Ben...there is another future awaiting for you...and you'll find another for it."


IN MY MEMORIAL LIFE FOR THIS DAY.........THIS IS GOODBYE.....AND GOOD BYE...IS ONE OF THE BITTER MEMORY....AND FOR YOU...FIND A NEW FUTURE...ALWAYS HAD A CHANCE IN LIFE....WE MAY NEVER MEET AGAIN BUT I'LL REMEMBER YOU....AND WE MAY NOT KNOW AGAIN...AND MY FUTURE MAYBE TOWARDS OTHERS....GOODBYE....MY DEAR FRIEND......


.......and until today..I had to leave the villa and keep in touch with Ooya and the others...looks like....we all had leave...and this was my real good bye...and Lawrence...your lucky...bye....

GOOD BYE...FRIENDS......~~



THE END....(Benny Liew..........)~~

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Its End Here...

Goodbye....my friends.....you had been the one for me...and I'll stop here..cause..there is a bother...that I won't want to know anymore.......see you all......GOODBYE.....and sorry.....






SEE YOU SOON.................................................(Benny Liew)

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Postpone......

Permanent two weeks without blog........



Standing by for next online...

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Looks like I won't going to blog...

Time:12.38am
Date:05.June.2010
Location:In my room...


Looks like I'm not going to blog.Sigh...at least..I will blog a series of my nightmare stories...well..at least.


The reason for I not blogging this cause...I won;t be on special..I mean...day...of my real life.

Looks like I gonna write my nightmares....

To Be Continued................

Benny Liew...............(Two weeks is on the run...)...............

Friday, June 4, 2010

Are You or Me??

Time:12.21am
Date:04.June.2010
Location:My room...



Now...I am alone..and I would prefer it that I am not alone...and I was asleep at 10.30pm...and I awake with my nightmares...

It was like....this...


That time...it was a dream I thought and I saw a road...where it head to a place..and I move...and saw a bird...and it flew away...as I follow it..the man appeared behind me and hold my shoulder...and I look at him....as he smiles at me.

Then...he's gone..and I look at the place again..with another three figures..and this time...it's her again.
I heard a laugh and she walks by...I heard a chuckled as she walks in and I heard..a cry as I walk in...and she repeat her words three times..."Ben...stay away.." and i walk further...her face look at me and I straightly awake....and I was sweating and my brother was looking at me and said..

"What the f**k are you dreaming?"

"Nothing"

And he went out and said..."Good night"...he gave me a cup of water and close the door...

I look at my hands..and I lay down my head...and cried.....and then...I wish to blog it..and I wake up and on my laptop...

I saw the figure face were in all black aura just like once I did a black aura when I dream the first time....and our eyes were really exactly pale yellow red...I try to stop it..but IT bugging my mind so much till it so hurt!!...

I wish to stop now....

Now..I wish I was with her now..and my nightmares is just the beginning....

To Be Continued...............

Benny Liew................(Beginning of it.....)..........................

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Unending Night...

At the end of my memories, I searched for the future plans of my ideals,
I feared something, I couldn’t understand what…so I shivered in loneliness.
Without showing it, you always smiled gracefully
and embraced me in you arms.

As if awakening, I fell in love
and took you into my dreams.
But you’ve always, you have always,
tenderly lied to me…


Without saying anything, the reason for my hesitation, that reason
for my own selfishness and out of fear, I made it our vow.
Without being hugged, you’ve always gracefully smiled
and aimed for the unending night…



As if awakening, I fell in love
and took you into my dreams.
But you’ve always, you have always,
tenderly hurt me…


With your invinsible feelings, you gracefully smiled
and aimed for the unending night…


We’ve become so distant that time stopped, our distance become a song…
I’ve waited…I’ve always waited
for that time when we saw the shooting stars…




It's an unending night for us...till we gone...



Benny Liew.....

Figure three..

Time:02.17pm
Date:03.June.2010
Location:My room...



I being alone now...cause...I had to reason..my friends...like they are dying on me....why???



Time:Midnight...
Date:20.May.2010

The man who in my dreams spoke about wonders of death in life...and I just go a walk with his words and feel to another puzzle which a good question to be ask///"Where the hell am I?"

I look back and saw 3 figures....it was Wendyll....Lawrence and who???...Who was the other figure...she look very familiar but...who is she?

Then...they all disappear and I was awake...and look around..with my body sweating worse...I cried and lie down back...as I look at my phone it was still a fresh midnight...that is 02.40am...and I look forward...

Who is she......I wonder...who is the figure on the left near Wendyll??


I don't want to remind at it anymore...but I will find out in this freaking nightmare......by myself...


To Be Continued..........

Benny Liew.......(Incursion dreams in my soul...........)..................

Look At One Day...

Time:02.04pm
Date:03.June.2010
Location:In my room...home...



It has been weeks I haven't blog..I wish to go back to the villa..but....I wonder..how is she now?




I was here..at home...waiting for my week to return and...my father doesn't allow me to return instead staying here.

What about Wendyll???


Date:30.May.2010
Location:Home....


I was alone at home...and thinking what am I doing here now...as I look outside..I wish to walk and around with Rocky and Lucky...since they two like to have a walk with their master.
I took them both at the river and feel myself...it was windy...and the sun didn't show up much.
I see my two dogs relax and sat down..as I look at the river and saw a few people fishing...

Then...I remind myself to Law...another dog....and I look at Rocky...and he look at me and jump on me....I shake his head and walk home...and feel disappointed...
It reminds me a lot of things...that we had go on....

Now....sad...
Now....lonely....
Now....what to do???


Now....I had a day for a chance...and a chance of a useless fence....sigh.......wish I could stop now.....


To Be Continued.................

Benny Liew........(Nothing....empty..... disappointed...)........................