Time:12.00am
date:01.May.2010
Location:Room 15....
I didn't know now it was May...and this year will going fast.I hope...I can turn back..but..we can't...cause...it's time.
Today....it was chill...
Time:09.20am
Location:Room 14....
I woke up..and I know..she had fever again..so,I not going to school and take care of her.Yesterday night..I didn't dream a thing.Just cool and chill off..
I went to the bathroom and clean up..after that..change my cloth.Then...I open Wendy room..look inside and see if she still sleeping...and she still.I touch her forehead and still a little hot...kinda warm.I just pray for her and walk out the door.
Miss.Landlady and Ka Zi woke up and went to the kitchen..so,I went to the kitchen..ask Miss.Landlady if she got any "panadols".She gave me two and I thanked her.I went back to her room..and she was awake.I got a bottle of mineral water and two panadols...her eyes were blur so I just help her up.She try too but can't...and she feels like wanna sleep back.So..I let her seat and rest.
Time:10.00am
Location:Room 15....
She was okay..and I gave her medicine..and a water.She try to hug me aside but...she really really fell asleep.Can't think a second I lay her down and blanket her.I was so worry.
Later.....I plan to take her to clinic later..and hopefully I got a better cure for her.
So...I went to the garden site and seat down...rest and look up...thinking...and holding the ring I got.
Then...I saw Ian and Mui Mui..walking aside...they saw me and greet me.I just wave my hand.
I walk back to my room..and rest...on the alarm at 01.30pm...and later I wanna take Wendy to clinic.I ask Ka Zi and she told me she will take us there.
Then...I had to rest..and sleep....and mind thinking.......
ZZZZzzzzzzzzzz......................................
Time:01.20pm
Location:Room 14...
Woke up late....a bit...then..I went to her room...........told Wendy to wake up....pull her up and take her.Told her to change and she did..but very slowly.She just finish and Ka Zi ready her car.
I had to piggy back her....and put her in the car.
Then....
"Clinic Ragavan"...I told Ka Zi...
Time:02.00pm
Location:Clinic....
I bring her to the doctor and then...he treat her..and told us she had suffer of hot and cold temperature fever.She cannot stand hot for sometimes.So..the doctor had to inject her some medicine and gave us medicine.I had to pay...and it's for her.
Later...Ka Zi ask me her condition...and she was okay.I was a little worry...and her hands were with me...as I always do.
Time:05.30pm
Location:Room 15....
I was in her room...she was online and talk with her friends for a moment...in Facebook and I was happy to know she was okay now...a little...and I smile at her,as she was smile at me too and thanked me.It was my responsibility like I promise to her parents a month ago.
Later....she wanna rest for a while and her heart beating were cool down..as I touch her heart side...and I know...she'll be fine.
Time:08.00pm
Location:Dining room........
Later...Nick call us and it's dinner...Wendy looks like wanna take a meal..so...she can heal up and go on.
I had to carry her a side and help her a little.
Miss.Landlady ask us about her condition and she said she'll fine.I hope she'll fine as fast as possible.Mui Mui help her and gave her vegetable too.
She smile at her and thanked her...and I like when she smiles....her sweet smiles.
Later...I told Mui Mui carry her to her room and told her to wait for me...so..I help Miss.Landlady clean the table..wash the plates and cups...then...the spoon and fork too.Miss.Landlady thanked me but...I should thanked her.I hold her shoulder..and said.."You been a good care of us...and I should be thankful"........she just smile at me.
Later....
Time:11.00pm
Location:Room 15........
I went in her room..help her...talk to her and laugh...about our life when we were young..and still remember about it.Then...Law barked twice and look at us.Wendy shook it's head and I hug it up.It lick my face and look at us both.She said.."You both look cute and she take a photo...of us three...we three were seating and Law were looking infront.It was a perfect shot!!Tomorrow I will frame it.Then...Law went under the bed and sleep...like little lazy dog puppy..hahaha....
Then...she wanna rest too...so,I blanket her..hold her hand and close our eyes,pray for us and kiss her forehead...and say "See ya"..as I walk outside.She look at me..and I close the door.I really love her...but...this time..it would be.
Time:Now......
location:Room 14............
I online and look sadly....and remember a song....it's about smile...and the title is SMILE....
Smile though your heart is aching,
Smile even though it's breaking,
When there are clouds in the sky,
You'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow,
You'll see the sun come shining through for you.
Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness,
Although a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile what's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.
When there are clouds in the sky you'll get by,
If you smile,
And maybe tomorrow,
You'll see the sun come shining through for you.
Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness,
Although a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile what's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile...............
(For you...all..my dears....)
Hopefully she will be as always...smile...in my warm heart...
Now...I look infront of my laptop...holding the ring....and hopefully she will be fine...and Miss.Landlady too...hopefully she will be chill always from busy.
Well....looks like I got to end now.and Wendy....smile always...and be chill...
To Be Continued.......................
Benny Liew.............(Smile...as if you just smile..and my heart will feel warm)..................
Friday, April 30, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Can't stop what happen actually...
Time:11.24pm
Date:29.April.2010
Location:Room 14...
I dreamed again last night..and still,the same.Can't really know what's going on now..and my head spin where I go round and round.Well....
Last night....
Time:Between 12.30am..
Location:Corridor...
Wendy and me were seating at the corridor...looking up...where the white moon shines.Still remind me..that...heresy.But who cares....and who does?
I talk to Wendy about study life where we want to go on if we success but she said that success is a hope where is lies under your destiny.I understand that.Thanks...
Then....her eyes were wanted to sleep..so,I had to piggy back her...and put her to bed.I blanket her and told her to sleep well...and kiss her head and sleep on her sofa...with my big blanket.
ZZzzzzzzz..............
Time:05.00am
Location:Room 15...
I though I put my alarm at 05.50am but...she wake me up at 05.00am...it still so early so,I decided to iron my cloths and prepare everything for school.Miss.Landlady wake up earliest...and she prepare breakfast to everyone.I ate bread with jellybeans..and sweet.Thanks....to you,Miss.Landlady...
Time:06.30am
Location:On the way....to school...
Ka Zi send us to school and she wanted to go work earlier.I don't know she had a job.
Don't want to know....about my 8 hours crap plus 3 hours of academics.As usual...help Riby..study....see left and right...thinking...and this!??...GOSH!!!..
Time:05.20pm
Location:SMKTK canteen
Waited for Uncle Jo...he arrives late again..feel like wanna break his fishing rod but nevermind...I don't care...and I hope so.
While on the way home..Uncle Jo tell me that Wendy is sick.I was shocked!!!Really???And he said "Yes".
Location:Home...
Time:06.00pm
I rush to my room...take my shower and change...then..I meet Wendy...she was weak.Oh no...it's all my fault..came home late...
Then...ask her..if she is okay..and she said she was fine.I know..she needed someone accompany her...and she was asleep.
Later...I went into my room..feeling disappointed of myself.What have I done??...sigh...then..on my laptop...chat with Riby...about the bluetooth device...not bluetooth detector....and see if does really can install to her laptop...and it does.
Later...she call me...and I went to her room...bring warm water.She don't want it..and I hold her hand.She was okay..still can laugh with me.
Later....I also feeling sleepy and I pray for her...heal...
Time:07.50pm
Location:Dining room...
Mui Mui ask me if Wendy is alright...and I hold her shoulder said.."She'll be fine".Mui Mui just look down...and tell me she was not well in school also.Must'a be the hot weather.
Sigh..........
I didn't eat dinner...just enjoy a little soup..and take a bowl of hot soup to her room...
Time:08.12pm
Location:Room 15...
I know she hungry...so,I bring hot soup and rice to her room.I take the spoon..feed her a little by little...making me worry and worse is...it touch me.Remind..me...I..can't do it.I look at her...and she smile at me...still...I..sigh....I just stand my cries behind...not to cry...and I try...
Later....she wanted to rest...but to hear music too...so,I bring my mini speaker and on in her room..hopefully my pendrives still enough memory..well..it does.
She hearing it sweetly..and I look at her...kiss her head and told her go sleep...and let go....she really really does remind me one thing.
Time:Now.....
Location:Room 14....
I went out for a while...seat at the pond alone..with Mui Mui and Miss.Landlady...talking about her health condition...they both really worry.I also...and they both...ask me.."Ben..Wendy hope is yours"..and my face were blush.Mui Mui laugh and tease us.I stop her...then..it was late.Mui Mui had to sleep early..so..I tell her to sleep early and Miss.Landlady want to rest too...so..they gone for themselves.
I went to my room...online...blogging here...and prepare my cloths..looking back...and hopefully she'll be fine.
I pray just now...and my tears drip one by one..can't really stand.Look at it also...can't feel what is happiness for 10 times.Oh...hopeful my hope.
Well...I had to end here...my tears were stop..still cool...try to chill too.Well..I read my books for a while and look at my laptop...hearing music.
Well...looks like I had to end here...and see you all...later...maybe....and Wendy...sleep well..and also...hopefully you'll be fine and be school next week.
To Be Continued............................................
Benny Liew........(I pray you pink,health and good wealth...and also...I love you doesn't enough at all...)..................................................
Date:29.April.2010
Location:Room 14...
I dreamed again last night..and still,the same.Can't really know what's going on now..and my head spin where I go round and round.Well....
Last night....
Time:Between 12.30am..
Location:Corridor...
Wendy and me were seating at the corridor...looking up...where the white moon shines.Still remind me..that...heresy.But who cares....and who does?
I talk to Wendy about study life where we want to go on if we success but she said that success is a hope where is lies under your destiny.I understand that.Thanks...
Then....her eyes were wanted to sleep..so,I had to piggy back her...and put her to bed.I blanket her and told her to sleep well...and kiss her head and sleep on her sofa...with my big blanket.
ZZzzzzzzz..............
Time:05.00am
Location:Room 15...
I though I put my alarm at 05.50am but...she wake me up at 05.00am...it still so early so,I decided to iron my cloths and prepare everything for school.Miss.Landlady wake up earliest...and she prepare breakfast to everyone.I ate bread with jellybeans..and sweet.Thanks....to you,Miss.Landlady...
Time:06.30am
Location:On the way....to school...
Ka Zi send us to school and she wanted to go work earlier.I don't know she had a job.
Don't want to know....about my 8 hours crap plus 3 hours of academics.As usual...help Riby..study....see left and right...thinking...and this!??...GOSH!!!..
Time:05.20pm
Location:SMKTK canteen
Waited for Uncle Jo...he arrives late again..feel like wanna break his fishing rod but nevermind...I don't care...and I hope so.
While on the way home..Uncle Jo tell me that Wendy is sick.I was shocked!!!Really???And he said "Yes".
Location:Home...
Time:06.00pm
I rush to my room...take my shower and change...then..I meet Wendy...she was weak.Oh no...it's all my fault..came home late...
Then...ask her..if she is okay..and she said she was fine.I know..she needed someone accompany her...and she was asleep.
Later...I went into my room..feeling disappointed of myself.What have I done??...sigh...then..on my laptop...chat with Riby...about the bluetooth device...not bluetooth detector....and see if does really can install to her laptop...and it does.
Later...she call me...and I went to her room...bring warm water.She don't want it..and I hold her hand.She was okay..still can laugh with me.
Later....I also feeling sleepy and I pray for her...heal...
Time:07.50pm
Location:Dining room...
Mui Mui ask me if Wendy is alright...and I hold her shoulder said.."She'll be fine".Mui Mui just look down...and tell me she was not well in school also.Must'a be the hot weather.
Sigh..........
I didn't eat dinner...just enjoy a little soup..and take a bowl of hot soup to her room...
Time:08.12pm
Location:Room 15...
I know she hungry...so,I bring hot soup and rice to her room.I take the spoon..feed her a little by little...making me worry and worse is...it touch me.Remind..me...I..can't do it.I look at her...and she smile at me...still...I..sigh....I just stand my cries behind...not to cry...and I try...
Later....she wanted to rest...but to hear music too...so,I bring my mini speaker and on in her room..hopefully my pendrives still enough memory..well..it does.
She hearing it sweetly..and I look at her...kiss her head and told her go sleep...and let go....she really really does remind me one thing.
Time:Now.....
Location:Room 14....
I went out for a while...seat at the pond alone..with Mui Mui and Miss.Landlady...talking about her health condition...they both really worry.I also...and they both...ask me.."Ben..Wendy hope is yours"..and my face were blush.Mui Mui laugh and tease us.I stop her...then..it was late.Mui Mui had to sleep early..so..I tell her to sleep early and Miss.Landlady want to rest too...so..they gone for themselves.
I went to my room...online...blogging here...and prepare my cloths..looking back...and hopefully she'll be fine.
I pray just now...and my tears drip one by one..can't really stand.Look at it also...can't feel what is happiness for 10 times.Oh...hopeful my hope.
Well...I had to end here...my tears were stop..still cool...try to chill too.Well..I read my books for a while and look at my laptop...hearing music.
Well...looks like I had to end here...and see you all...later...maybe....and Wendy...sleep well..and also...hopefully you'll be fine and be school next week.
To Be Continued............................................
Benny Liew........(I pray you pink,health and good wealth...and also...I love you doesn't enough at all...)..................................................
Can I get it?
Time:12.30am
Date:28.April.2010
Location:Room 15...
Well..today is a chill day.Meet back my kai ko and today is Aymee's birthday..that is my kai ma sister birthday.Well......
Time:06.00am
Location:Room 14...
She wake me up and I woke up..saw her face intense.She push me down as I fell and lazy.She said.."BEN!!WAKE UP!!" in Chinese and I reply and quickly wake!!..HA!!??...
I do things normal and she help me a little.I saw the moon in the morning were fading..just like yesterday and I hope..tonight will be better.
Okay...Wendy pull my ears and push me in the car.I had to...kinda.
Time:02.00pm
Location:School...(SMKTK)..like crap...
All crap...fools!!..Damn and curse all those student!!..Sigh...I wonder why they all so bad?
Then...at 02.00pm...I wait Riby at the stairs...cause today we gonna go lunch with Fong.Eat chicken rice and I thought wanna pay..at the end..he had to pay..sorry and thanks bro.You're too kind!!
Well...after that...we had to return and Riby went in to Pandu Puteri Club...while I wait and online one hour.Later...I walk outside...I saw Riby..and she looks tense and headache...and worry something happen and ask her if she need any help.Well...help is needed..close she not fainted or anything.Later..
She's fine and later...we all go back and Uncle Jo arrives at 5.55pm...damn..maybe he busy.Nevermind..
Location:Home...
Time:06.30pm
I tell everyone I had to go my kai ma house because her sister,Aymee,today is her birthday so I had to visit her.I had to leave Wendy alone and tell her I'm a little busy.
So...Sir Leong waited outside and I went in his car.We all had to go.
Time:07.00pm
Location:Tmn.Sri Raub,Sempalit.
Arrives..and greet everyone.I miss my kai ma's mom cooking because her cooking is the best!!Mostly cool Chinese food.
Well...like that...we all at last...enjoy Cappuccino Cake...taste of bittersweet.And then...I played the birthday song to Aymee...and after the birthday finish...we all had to go home..cause...Sir Leong said.."It's late okay...come on"..I know...he do for my own good...but...I always sleep late.I thanked everyone and go home.
Then..Sir Leong send me back and I thanked him.He drove away and I walk in.
Time:11.00pm
Location:Room 15...
I had to teach her about Bible and teach her English better...as she teach me Chinese.Later...I ask her to go moon watching with me...as the moon is bright now...cause...it's a night on where we can't see the sight.
She cuddle me from side and said.."Ben..in life,study hard.Like you always teach me."
I smiled at her and blew a sigh,wondering.Later...I take her up..and sleep in her room..on the sofa.Bring Law inside.Law were playing inside...while chasing and playing with us.
Later...
Time:12.00am
Location:Room 15....
Well...I rest in her room..while blog and help her.She look out the window and she look at me..smile sweetly..I just smile back and look back on my laptop.She later lay down...and start to close her eyes.i look at my laptop..until..she asleep.
Well...she really asleep and turn my laptop volume down.
She also...dreaming?Nevermind...
Time:Now...
Lcoation:Room 15....
I'm really tired.Well..I better stop here..and thank you..Fong...being best to me..and your dearly one...also...hey!!Nest time I pay and spend on you!!
Thanks Aymee...and also...Happy Birthday..although pass 12.00am already.
Err...Sir Leong???..Sorry if I forgot your work but....thanks!!A lot!!By the way...you suite to be a great English teacher!!
Well..I wanna moon watch alone..while I enjoy coffee....got to go.See you all my friends!!!
To Be Continued................
Benny Liew.........(Everyone has to be enjoy!!).......................
Date:28.April.2010
Location:Room 15...
Well..today is a chill day.Meet back my kai ko and today is Aymee's birthday..that is my kai ma sister birthday.Well......
Time:06.00am
Location:Room 14...
She wake me up and I woke up..saw her face intense.She push me down as I fell and lazy.She said.."BEN!!WAKE UP!!" in Chinese and I reply and quickly wake!!..HA!!??...
I do things normal and she help me a little.I saw the moon in the morning were fading..just like yesterday and I hope..tonight will be better.
Okay...Wendy pull my ears and push me in the car.I had to...kinda.
Time:02.00pm
Location:School...(SMKTK)..like crap...
All crap...fools!!..Damn and curse all those student!!..Sigh...I wonder why they all so bad?
Then...at 02.00pm...I wait Riby at the stairs...cause today we gonna go lunch with Fong.Eat chicken rice and I thought wanna pay..at the end..he had to pay..sorry and thanks bro.You're too kind!!
Well...after that...we had to return and Riby went in to Pandu Puteri Club...while I wait and online one hour.Later...I walk outside...I saw Riby..and she looks tense and headache...and worry something happen and ask her if she need any help.Well...help is needed..close she not fainted or anything.Later..
She's fine and later...we all go back and Uncle Jo arrives at 5.55pm...damn..maybe he busy.Nevermind..
Location:Home...
Time:06.30pm
I tell everyone I had to go my kai ma house because her sister,Aymee,today is her birthday so I had to visit her.I had to leave Wendy alone and tell her I'm a little busy.
So...Sir Leong waited outside and I went in his car.We all had to go.
Time:07.00pm
Location:Tmn.Sri Raub,Sempalit.
Arrives..and greet everyone.I miss my kai ma's mom cooking because her cooking is the best!!Mostly cool Chinese food.
Well...like that...we all at last...enjoy Cappuccino Cake...taste of bittersweet.And then...I played the birthday song to Aymee...and after the birthday finish...we all had to go home..cause...Sir Leong said.."It's late okay...come on"..I know...he do for my own good...but...I always sleep late.I thanked everyone and go home.
Then..Sir Leong send me back and I thanked him.He drove away and I walk in.
Time:11.00pm
Location:Room 15...
I had to teach her about Bible and teach her English better...as she teach me Chinese.Later...I ask her to go moon watching with me...as the moon is bright now...cause...it's a night on where we can't see the sight.
She cuddle me from side and said.."Ben..in life,study hard.Like you always teach me."
I smiled at her and blew a sigh,wondering.Later...I take her up..and sleep in her room..on the sofa.Bring Law inside.Law were playing inside...while chasing and playing with us.
Later...
Time:12.00am
Location:Room 15....
Well...I rest in her room..while blog and help her.She look out the window and she look at me..smile sweetly..I just smile back and look back on my laptop.She later lay down...and start to close her eyes.i look at my laptop..until..she asleep.
Well...she really asleep and turn my laptop volume down.
She also...dreaming?Nevermind...
Time:Now...
Lcoation:Room 15....
I'm really tired.Well..I better stop here..and thank you..Fong...being best to me..and your dearly one...also...hey!!Nest time I pay and spend on you!!
Thanks Aymee...and also...Happy Birthday..although pass 12.00am already.
Err...Sir Leong???..Sorry if I forgot your work but....thanks!!A lot!!By the way...you suite to be a great English teacher!!
Well..I wanna moon watch alone..while I enjoy coffee....got to go.See you all my friends!!!
To Be Continued................
Benny Liew.........(Everyone has to be enjoy!!).......................
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Read back phase...
Time:09.03pm
Date:27.April.2010
Location:Room 14
Finally!!!I had return and my room is clear!Well..about yesterday..
Time:05.30pm
Date:26.April.2010
Location:Back to the villa...
Well...I was to happy and my mom take me there.Finally,I had return and saw Miss.Landlady was outside sweeping the front.I call upon her and she smiled at me.She helped me and take my luggage inside.I tell my mom and dad goodbye take care.I also tell my brother take care and see you too.Later..they all go home and I walk with Miss.Landlady inside.I ask her where is Wendy and everyone as she told me everyone is inside doing their work.It was silence there.
Time:05.40pm
Location:In room 14..
I thanked to Miss.Landlady and feel refresh..standing on the "tatami" floor.Then..I went to Room 15.I knocked the door and someone has open.It was her..and I put my hand on her shoulder,told her I had return and she hug me from side.
I was happy..to see her okay.And I talk to her...as...I bought a ring for her..help her where in and my face were blushy...and it was fit.Exact!!She thanked me and kiss me on the cheek.I walk unconsciously.Then..dinners ready by then.
Well..I pull her up and I told her dinners ready.She arm link with me outside and we both walk together to the dining room.
Location:Dining room..
Time:07.50pm
We look at Miss.Landlady cook happily and she cooked..err...(Maggi Noodle with oyster sauce plus garlic).
It was good and I prepared the desert that is...(7-Up plus with lychee's)..and it was sweet and lime taste.
Well..everyone loves it an Uncle Jo happy to see me and so does everyone.They ask me how is life there..and I told them.."As terrible as can be"..and we all laugh.Well..after that...I help Miss.Landlady wash the bowl and plates..then..when to my room.
Wendy start to create her Facebook account and I was surprise on it.I add her..and she add me.Haha..like we both best meant to be.
Later....
Time:10.50pm
Location:Room 14..
I put all my things inside and Wendy was a little busy.Must's be revision and doing her things.I don't want to disturb her so..I online.
I chat with Uncle Peter and Fong..as they both chat with me..I realize...my dog,Law..was with me all the time just now and it sleeping on my lap.It's my son..my cute fella.
Time:12.30pm
Location:Room 14...
When I chat with Fong...my laptop zapped!!It shut down because..I didn't put the battery and I just plug in.It was blackout so..I stop till yesterday and feeling unlucky.Damn...but..it was cold outside..and it was chill..I hope..Wendy will be with me.
Well..about today..
Time:06.30am
Location:Way to school...
As normal...7 hours crap!!!Meet Riby..help her..and worry...about a case in school..what an animal!
Rain falls...damn!!...My cloths!!..That;s is what I worry of.Hang with Riby at the canteen and my brother came...and my dad arrives...but I waited for Ka Zi...then,I went in to my father car and said "See ya" to Riby.Later...my dad put me at the villa and Ka Zi were just want to take me.
Location:Room 15..
Time:05.30pm
Wendy help me as the rain was so heavy.So...I had a bath..later...I went in to Wendy room for study and teach her English and History.She just concentrate on me.She also teach me Chinese as I not so good on it.The rain stops and we both wanna rest.
Time:08.00pm
Location:Dining room...
Nothing special as for it...I was a little hungry so I ate little and went off.Wendy wanted to rest too so she sleep already.I pray for her all my life in justice.
Well...since today rain...the boys..(Ah Sun,Uncle Jo,Nick and Ian) went to fishing at Sg.Ruan.I don't like to fishing.
Well....Wendy looks like fell asleep and she was rest her body and rest well.Sleep well,my dear.
Location:Room 14...
Time:10.03pm
Looks like I end here...and the ring I gave her...was beautifully fit!!Well..I got to go..because...I want to rest and watching movie title Bionicle 3 Web Of Shadows..well..see you all later...
I love you...my dear...and my friends too.
To Be Continued............
Benny Liew.......(Sigh...what a day...cloth wet..T.T"").....................
Date:27.April.2010
Location:Room 14
Finally!!!I had return and my room is clear!Well..about yesterday..
Time:05.30pm
Date:26.April.2010
Location:Back to the villa...
Well...I was to happy and my mom take me there.Finally,I had return and saw Miss.Landlady was outside sweeping the front.I call upon her and she smiled at me.She helped me and take my luggage inside.I tell my mom and dad goodbye take care.I also tell my brother take care and see you too.Later..they all go home and I walk with Miss.Landlady inside.I ask her where is Wendy and everyone as she told me everyone is inside doing their work.It was silence there.
Time:05.40pm
Location:In room 14..
I thanked to Miss.Landlady and feel refresh..standing on the "tatami" floor.Then..I went to Room 15.I knocked the door and someone has open.It was her..and I put my hand on her shoulder,told her I had return and she hug me from side.
I was happy..to see her okay.And I talk to her...as...I bought a ring for her..help her where in and my face were blushy...and it was fit.Exact!!She thanked me and kiss me on the cheek.I walk unconsciously.Then..dinners ready by then.
Well..I pull her up and I told her dinners ready.She arm link with me outside and we both walk together to the dining room.
Location:Dining room..
Time:07.50pm
We look at Miss.Landlady cook happily and she cooked..err...(Maggi Noodle with oyster sauce plus garlic).
It was good and I prepared the desert that is...(7-Up plus with lychee's)..and it was sweet and lime taste.
Well..everyone loves it an Uncle Jo happy to see me and so does everyone.They ask me how is life there..and I told them.."As terrible as can be"..and we all laugh.Well..after that...I help Miss.Landlady wash the bowl and plates..then..when to my room.
Wendy start to create her Facebook account and I was surprise on it.I add her..and she add me.Haha..like we both best meant to be.
Later....
Time:10.50pm
Location:Room 14..
I put all my things inside and Wendy was a little busy.Must's be revision and doing her things.I don't want to disturb her so..I online.
I chat with Uncle Peter and Fong..as they both chat with me..I realize...my dog,Law..was with me all the time just now and it sleeping on my lap.It's my son..my cute fella.
Time:12.30pm
Location:Room 14...
When I chat with Fong...my laptop zapped!!It shut down because..I didn't put the battery and I just plug in.It was blackout so..I stop till yesterday and feeling unlucky.Damn...but..it was cold outside..and it was chill..I hope..Wendy will be with me.
Well..about today..
Time:06.30am
Location:Way to school...
As normal...7 hours crap!!!Meet Riby..help her..and worry...about a case in school..what an animal!
Rain falls...damn!!...My cloths!!..That;s is what I worry of.Hang with Riby at the canteen and my brother came...and my dad arrives...but I waited for Ka Zi...then,I went in to my father car and said "See ya" to Riby.Later...my dad put me at the villa and Ka Zi were just want to take me.
Location:Room 15..
Time:05.30pm
Wendy help me as the rain was so heavy.So...I had a bath..later...I went in to Wendy room for study and teach her English and History.She just concentrate on me.She also teach me Chinese as I not so good on it.The rain stops and we both wanna rest.
Time:08.00pm
Location:Dining room...
Nothing special as for it...I was a little hungry so I ate little and went off.Wendy wanted to rest too so she sleep already.I pray for her all my life in justice.
Well...since today rain...the boys..(Ah Sun,Uncle Jo,Nick and Ian) went to fishing at Sg.Ruan.I don't like to fishing.
Well....Wendy looks like fell asleep and she was rest her body and rest well.Sleep well,my dear.
Location:Room 14...
Time:10.03pm
Looks like I end here...and the ring I gave her...was beautifully fit!!Well..I got to go..because...I want to rest and watching movie title Bionicle 3 Web Of Shadows..well..see you all later...
I love you...my dear...and my friends too.
To Be Continued............
Benny Liew.......(Sigh...what a day...cloth wet..T.T"").....................
Monday, April 26, 2010
Fly back..
Time:02.08pm
Date:26.April.2010
Location:In my room......
Now...I'm alone in my room...my parents gone.I didn't go to school because...today..errr...I'm going back.Home...that is.Wendy went to school I think and everyone must'a been busy.
Sigh...today...
I woke up at 03.50am...and had bath.I changed my cloth with jeans and chains.I took my wallet,phone and my glasses.Then...I took my helmet and my father old motorbike key secretly.I open the door silently and see outside.I lock the door silently and I know all of them sleeping outside cause my mom and dad is a heavy sleeper.Hope my brother also don't know about this.
Then...
Location:Outskirt area...on the way to town.
I push the bike 400 meter from my house and start it.Then..I accelerate to town as fast as possible and I don't want anyone to know.Today...I check my friend police schedule in the file-net.They will do a road-block in Klau 1,Klau 3 and Sepadan Bentong so I no need to worry about it.
Then...I reach to town.I was as empty streets but there are a few people still there.I went to 7-Eleven to buy some snacks and things and the shopkeeper ask me why am I going out late and I told her I got things to do and I had not much to answer so I pay the stuff and went out.
As I step outside,the moon was fading away while the stars were flashing.I start my bike and go off.
Time:04.20am
Location:Go to the park...
I was alone...by then.And I called Wendy...she didn't answer yet until...she answered.I call her if wanna go out with me but she shocked because it was very late midnight...and she can't go.I tell her nevermind and I understand.Nevermind dear...I know...it's late.
Then...I bought snacks and enjoy alone.I seat on the bench at the park and be alone for a moment.I was not afraid.In my heart...ghost are faith.
Later....I ate my snacks and look up.I look at the stars..the moon...fading away from the purple sky.Later...I felt water drip on my head..and it wasn't water...it was rain!!
I quickly take all my snacks and beverage ran to my bike and start it.I quickly start it and then,I quickly go home as fast as possible.
Time:05.30am
Location:Home....
I reach home...silently and put my bike in the garage silently too.I take all my beverage and open the door.No one...all clear.
I go in to my room...and see my laptop still on.
I look outside...and eat my snacks.
I fell asleep..and my nightmare start to ascent.
I fell asleep.......and wake...and then....slumber...
Time:09.30am...
Location:Home....
I wake up and pack my stuff...cause...today...hehehe....I going back to my villa.And I was to happy.
I pack everything up and get ready...and I will go back there at 03.30pm...and I call Wendy...she was cheering and happy.I happy to know that and...my heart...is feeling surprised already.
Now....I had to go and listen to music while waiting my mom finish her things.So...I got to go.....and I hope last night won't happen again....and I see my hand..that...my future is in my hand.
To Be Continued.....
Benny Liew.....(Daring of true heroes..........)........................
Date:26.April.2010
Location:In my room......
Now...I'm alone in my room...my parents gone.I didn't go to school because...today..errr...I'm going back.Home...that is.Wendy went to school I think and everyone must'a been busy.
Sigh...today...
I woke up at 03.50am...and had bath.I changed my cloth with jeans and chains.I took my wallet,phone and my glasses.Then...I took my helmet and my father old motorbike key secretly.I open the door silently and see outside.I lock the door silently and I know all of them sleeping outside cause my mom and dad is a heavy sleeper.Hope my brother also don't know about this.
Then...
Location:Outskirt area...on the way to town.
I push the bike 400 meter from my house and start it.Then..I accelerate to town as fast as possible and I don't want anyone to know.Today...I check my friend police schedule in the file-net.They will do a road-block in Klau 1,Klau 3 and Sepadan Bentong so I no need to worry about it.
Then...I reach to town.I was as empty streets but there are a few people still there.I went to 7-Eleven to buy some snacks and things and the shopkeeper ask me why am I going out late and I told her I got things to do and I had not much to answer so I pay the stuff and went out.
As I step outside,the moon was fading away while the stars were flashing.I start my bike and go off.
Time:04.20am
Location:Go to the park...
I was alone...by then.And I called Wendy...she didn't answer yet until...she answered.I call her if wanna go out with me but she shocked because it was very late midnight...and she can't go.I tell her nevermind and I understand.Nevermind dear...I know...it's late.
Then...I bought snacks and enjoy alone.I seat on the bench at the park and be alone for a moment.I was not afraid.In my heart...ghost are faith.
Later....I ate my snacks and look up.I look at the stars..the moon...fading away from the purple sky.Later...I felt water drip on my head..and it wasn't water...it was rain!!
I quickly take all my snacks and beverage ran to my bike and start it.I quickly start it and then,I quickly go home as fast as possible.
Time:05.30am
Location:Home....
I reach home...silently and put my bike in the garage silently too.I take all my beverage and open the door.No one...all clear.
I go in to my room...and see my laptop still on.
I look outside...and eat my snacks.
I fell asleep..and my nightmare start to ascent.
I fell asleep.......and wake...and then....slumber...
Time:09.30am...
Location:Home....
I wake up and pack my stuff...cause...today...hehehe....I going back to my villa.And I was to happy.
I pack everything up and get ready...and I will go back there at 03.30pm...and I call Wendy...she was cheering and happy.I happy to know that and...my heart...is feeling surprised already.
Now....I had to go and listen to music while waiting my mom finish her things.So...I got to go.....and I hope last night won't happen again....and I see my hand..that...my future is in my hand.
To Be Continued.....
Benny Liew.....(Daring of true heroes..........)........................
"Isn't It Beautiful?".....
My heart was swimming,
In words gathered by the wind,
My voice bounded,
Into a cloud-carried tomorrow.
My heart trembled,
In the moon-swayed mirror,
Soft tears,
Spilled with a stream of stars.
Isn't it beautiful?,
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go,
To your town, your home, in your arms.
I dream of being,
Against your chest,
My body in your keeping,
Disappearing into the evening.
Words halted by wind are,
A gentle illusion,
A tomorrow torn by clouds is,
The voice of a distant place.
My heart that had been,
In a moon-blurred mirror that flowed,
Those stars that trembled and spilled,
Cannot hide my tears.
Isn't it beautiful?,
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go,
To your town, your home, in your arms........
Sigh................................
Benny Liew......(Just flow in my mind...).............
My dream of your face,
That I softly touch,
Melts in the morning.
In words gathered by the wind,
My voice bounded,
Into a cloud-carried tomorrow.
My heart trembled,
In the moon-swayed mirror,
Soft tears,
Spilled with a stream of stars.
Isn't it beautiful?,
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go,
To your town, your home, in your arms.
I dream of being,
Against your chest,
My body in your keeping,
Disappearing into the evening.
Words halted by wind are,
A gentle illusion,
A tomorrow torn by clouds is,
The voice of a distant place.
My heart that had been,
In a moon-blurred mirror that flowed,
Those stars that trembled and spilled,
Cannot hide my tears.
Isn't it beautiful?,
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go,
To your town, your home, in your arms........
Sigh................................
Benny Liew......(Just flow in my mind...).............
My dream of your face,
That I softly touch,
Melts in the morning.
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)