In Dreams of Nightmares.....
Like the day of fill in darkness,
Blowing soul come in one forest,
I never rest to know more ever,
Like it's been forever trap in this fever....
Full of crap in my mind now,
Where it lies through the face of fire,
It burns as hell burns,
Approach like I will know more,
Crying to see isn't anymore,
Nut if I stay where I belong,
Maybe that is my destiny after all....................................
Benny Liew.........
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Sigh......
Time:02.24pm
Date:12.May.2010
Location:Room 14.......
Wendy wake me up and I didn't wake up cause...I was a little lazy...and what a day....now I just wake up at 12.50pm..
Time:01.30pm
Location:Room 14........
I woke up..and saw Law was next me...he was panting and look at me.I wonder what he want to say???...He just come near and sniff at my hand...and I take my hand and put on his head...and stand up.
Then...I go to the garden for a walk and then...I saw Miss.Landlady planting some flowers and I walk back to my room.I go back to my room...bath...go back again...and on my laptop....hearing songs....and looking at Law.
Time:NOW.....
Now.....I had nothing to say...well....looks like there will be another two weeks will be holiday........and also...one more week exam...just wish luck to all my friends and her....see you all.....
To Be Continued................................................
Benny Liew...................................(Sigh....)............................
Date:12.May.2010
Location:Room 14.......
Wendy wake me up and I didn't wake up cause...I was a little lazy...and what a day....now I just wake up at 12.50pm..
Time:01.30pm
Location:Room 14........
I woke up..and saw Law was next me...he was panting and look at me.I wonder what he want to say???...He just come near and sniff at my hand...and I take my hand and put on his head...and stand up.
Then...I go to the garden for a walk and then...I saw Miss.Landlady planting some flowers and I walk back to my room.I go back to my room...bath...go back again...and on my laptop....hearing songs....and looking at Law.
Time:NOW.....
Now.....I had nothing to say...well....looks like there will be another two weeks will be holiday........and also...one more week exam...just wish luck to all my friends and her....see you all.....
To Be Continued................................................
Benny Liew...................................(Sigh....)............................
Monday, May 10, 2010
When You Say You Love Me...
"When You Say You Love Me"
Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly,
I'm falling, lost in a dream.
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.
What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breath.
When you say you love me,
The world goes still, so still inside and,
When you say you love me,
For a moment, there's no one else alive,
You're the one I've always thought of.
I don't know how, but I feel sheltered in your love.
You're where I belong.
And when you're with me if I close my eyes,
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly
For a moment in time.
Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth ,
And frozen in time, Oh when you say those words.
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive
And this journey that we're on.
How far we've come and I celebrate every moment.
And when you say you love me,
That's all you have to say.
I'll always feel this way.
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
In that moment,I know why I'm alive
When you say you love me.
When you say you love me.
Do you know how I love you?
Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly,
I'm falling, lost in a dream.
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.
What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breath.
When you say you love me,
The world goes still, so still inside and,
When you say you love me,
For a moment, there's no one else alive,
You're the one I've always thought of.
I don't know how, but I feel sheltered in your love.
You're where I belong.
And when you're with me if I close my eyes,
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly
For a moment in time.
Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth ,
And frozen in time, Oh when you say those words.
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive
And this journey that we're on.
How far we've come and I celebrate every moment.
And when you say you love me,
That's all you have to say.
I'll always feel this way.
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
In that moment,I know why I'm alive
When you say you love me.
When you say you love me.
Do you know how I love you?
There is nothing for us and maybe....
Time:10.25pm
Date:10.May.2010....
Location:Room 14...........
Today...I can't trust anyone anymore to anyone at all!!!....Damn them all...who just gave betrayal smile and side...maybe..I was right...
Today....I wanna tell you all that....my friends..you...are my hope...and my love once.I...can't know why...you can betray me....why???
Wendy...when you read this...I know...still got another 6 month you will leave here...and....we may never see again....I hope....you will understand how...I love you and how..you know me back again.
Well....from now on....I will not blog...but I will blog the most important and special day I had the most...or maybe...I should stop blog...what I had done...lost..in a dream memories of flesh and blood.
Since...now....I can't go on....my tears...was tears...rain...tears of rain...
After all....I was a fool to myself...leaving best hope....
You...whoever read this...might understand my feeling towards you all who am I now..
Likely the last poem.....it was like...
~A dream push me away,
Like making me fading in a stray,
It's wasn't any wonders,
Cause me may not meet in forever.....
Well...maybe...this is not my last blog...but...I will write what is special days to me...or maybe....I will make a new blog...like I do always.....
Wendy...Fong...Riby....all...my friends...family.....see you again...and I will not...saying goodbye....in another way.....
To Be Continued............(In another way special days)............
Benny Liew...........(Doesn't mean the end yet........and for me...I will repeat it..."I WILL RETURN"....)
Date:10.May.2010....
Location:Room 14...........
Today...I can't trust anyone anymore to anyone at all!!!....Damn them all...who just gave betrayal smile and side...maybe..I was right...
Today....I wanna tell you all that....my friends..you...are my hope...and my love once.I...can't know why...you can betray me....why???
Wendy...when you read this...I know...still got another 6 month you will leave here...and....we may never see again....I hope....you will understand how...I love you and how..you know me back again.
Well....from now on....I will not blog...but I will blog the most important and special day I had the most...or maybe...I should stop blog...what I had done...lost..in a dream memories of flesh and blood.
Since...now....I can't go on....my tears...was tears...rain...tears of rain...
After all....I was a fool to myself...leaving best hope....
You...whoever read this...might understand my feeling towards you all who am I now..
Likely the last poem.....it was like...
~A dream push me away,
Like making me fading in a stray,
It's wasn't any wonders,
Cause me may not meet in forever.....
Well...maybe...this is not my last blog...but...I will write what is special days to me...or maybe....I will make a new blog...like I do always.....
Wendy...Fong...Riby....all...my friends...family.....see you again...and I will not...saying goodbye....in another way.....
To Be Continued............(In another way special days)............
Benny Liew...........(Doesn't mean the end yet........and for me...I will repeat it..."I WILL RETURN"....)
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Last Night.......
Time:09.43am
Date:08.May.2010
Location:Room 14.....
Yesterday....our Youth went to Mentakab....and I can't blog what happen because...I will write in my diary book.Can't really tell you all first here...and I just bought a champagne for my dad and a recipe book for my mother...And now...about last night....
Time:10.00pm
Date:07.May.2010
Location:Room 14.......
I just return and online....then...I had bath...after bath...I change and went to my room.I look at her room door...and wanna tell her something but tied up...
Will I wanna know more...or keep on more....or...see on more?
Later...I online...my heart sad...and Mother's Day is coming...and the book I haven't gave her and Father's Day also coming so...I not sure when I will give them.
My heart try to break but I stand...stand and keep on trying...and I look at the photo...me with her...and I just look...can't do it and my tears flow slowly......
Time:12.50am
Location:Room 14..........
I just leave it.....and off my laptop...and when to sleep...and while I was asleep...I did not dream anything...just chill...and awake...in early morning...now...
Time:Now............
Location:Room 14..................
Today...I had go to see my camp site...and not going yet...just check and see first...for this June....and the bad thing is...all girl Youth join..and I'm the only boy was in....what the??!!!...All the boys Youth not sure yet....
Now......I gotta go at 12.00pm........and y wish upon here...is to see my day smile....and my life....was not in black and white....................just in colors...you and me...my friends and my family...and everyone I had..........
To Be Continued...................................
Benny Liew.............................(There is no black and white.....just colors..............)........................................
Date:08.May.2010
Location:Room 14.....
Yesterday....our Youth went to Mentakab....and I can't blog what happen because...I will write in my diary book.Can't really tell you all first here...and I just bought a champagne for my dad and a recipe book for my mother...And now...about last night....
Time:10.00pm
Date:07.May.2010
Location:Room 14.......
I just return and online....then...I had bath...after bath...I change and went to my room.I look at her room door...and wanna tell her something but tied up...
Will I wanna know more...or keep on more....or...see on more?
Later...I online...my heart sad...and Mother's Day is coming...and the book I haven't gave her and Father's Day also coming so...I not sure when I will give them.
My heart try to break but I stand...stand and keep on trying...and I look at the photo...me with her...and I just look...can't do it and my tears flow slowly......
Time:12.50am
Location:Room 14..........
I just leave it.....and off my laptop...and when to sleep...and while I was asleep...I did not dream anything...just chill...and awake...in early morning...now...
Time:Now............
Location:Room 14..................
Today...I had go to see my camp site...and not going yet...just check and see first...for this June....and the bad thing is...all girl Youth join..and I'm the only boy was in....what the??!!!...All the boys Youth not sure yet....
Now......I gotta go at 12.00pm........and y wish upon here...is to see my day smile....and my life....was not in black and white....................just in colors...you and me...my friends and my family...and everyone I had..........
To Be Continued...................................
Benny Liew.............................(There is no black and white.....just colors..............)........................................
Friday, May 7, 2010
She,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
She...
She screams in silence.....
A sullen riot penetrating through her mind........
Waiting for a sign......
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control........
Are you locked up in a world......
That's been planned out for you?.......
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use?.....
Scream at me until my ears bleed.......
I'm taking heed just for you.........
She...
She's figured out...........
All her doubts were someone else's point of view............
Waking up this time........
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control.....
EHHHHHH,AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She screams in silence.....
A sullen riot penetrating through her mind........
Waiting for a sign......
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control........
Are you locked up in a world......
That's been planned out for you?.......
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use?.....
Scream at me until my ears bleed.......
I'm taking heed just for you.........
She...
She's figured out...........
All her doubts were someone else's point of view............
Waking up this time........
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control.....
EHHHHHH,AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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