Friday, April 30, 2010

Worry of my dear....(Smile)

Time:12.00am
date:01.May.2010
Location:Room 15....


I didn't know now it was May...and this year will going fast.I hope...I can turn back..but..we can't...cause...it's time.


Today....it was chill...


Time:09.20am
Location:Room 14....


I woke up..and I know..she had fever again..so,I not going to school and take care of her.Yesterday night..I didn't dream a thing.Just cool and chill off..
I went to the bathroom and clean up..after that..change my cloth.Then...I open Wendy room..look inside and see if she still sleeping...and she still.I touch her forehead and still a little hot...kinda warm.I just pray for her and walk out the door.
Miss.Landlady and Ka Zi woke up and went to the kitchen..so,I went to the kitchen..ask Miss.Landlady if she got any "panadols".She gave me two and I thanked her.I went back to her room..and she was awake.I got a bottle of mineral water and two panadols...her eyes were blur so I just help her up.She try too but can't...and she feels like wanna sleep back.So..I let her seat and rest.

Time:10.00am
Location:Room 15....

She was okay..and I gave her medicine..and a water.She try to hug me aside but...she really really fell asleep.Can't think a second I lay her down and blanket her.I was so worry.

Later.....I plan to take her to clinic later..and hopefully I got a better cure for her.
So...I went to the garden site and seat down...rest and look up...thinking...and holding the ring I got.
Then...I saw Ian and Mui Mui..walking aside...they saw me and greet me.I just wave my hand.
I walk back to my room..and rest...on the alarm at 01.30pm...and later I wanna take Wendy to clinic.I ask Ka Zi and she told me she will take us there.
Then...I had to rest..and sleep....and mind thinking.......

ZZZZzzzzzzzzzz......................................

Time:01.20pm
Location:Room 14...

Woke up late....a bit...then..I went to her room...........told Wendy to wake up....pull her up and take her.Told her to change and she did..but very slowly.She just finish and Ka Zi ready her car.
I had to piggy back her....and put her in the car.
Then....

"Clinic Ragavan"...I told Ka Zi...

Time:02.00pm
Location:Clinic....

I bring her to the doctor and then...he treat her..and told us she had suffer of hot and cold temperature fever.She cannot stand hot for sometimes.So..the doctor had to inject her some medicine and gave us medicine.I had to pay...and it's for her.
Later...Ka Zi ask me her condition...and she was okay.I was a little worry...and her hands were with me...as I always do.

Time:05.30pm
Location:Room 15....

I was in her room...she was online and talk with her friends for a moment...in Facebook and I was happy to know she was okay now...a little...and I smile at her,as she was smile at me too and thanked me.It was my responsibility like I promise to her parents a month ago.
Later....she wanna rest for a while and her heart beating were cool down..as I touch her heart side...and I know...she'll be fine.

Time:08.00pm
Location:Dining room........

Later...Nick call us and it's dinner...Wendy looks like wanna take a meal..so...she can heal up and go on.
I had to carry her a side and help her a little.

Miss.Landlady ask us about her condition and she said she'll fine.I hope she'll fine as fast as possible.Mui Mui help her and gave her vegetable too.
She smile at her and thanked her...and I like when she smiles....her sweet smiles.

Later...I told Mui Mui carry her to her room and told her to wait for me...so..I help Miss.Landlady clean the table..wash the plates and cups...then...the spoon and fork too.Miss.Landlady thanked me but...I should thanked her.I hold her shoulder..and said.."You been a good care of us...and I should be thankful"........she just smile at me.
Later....

Time:11.00pm
Location:Room 15........

I went in her room..help her...talk to her and laugh...about our life when we were young..and still remember about it.Then...Law barked twice and look at us.Wendy shook it's head and I hug it up.It lick my face and look at us both.She said.."You both look cute and she take a photo...of us three...we three were seating and Law were looking infront.It was a perfect shot!!Tomorrow I will frame it.Then...Law went under the bed and sleep...like little lazy dog puppy..hahaha....

Then...she wanna rest too...so,I blanket her..hold her hand and close our eyes,pray for us and kiss her forehead...and say "See ya"..as I walk outside.She look at me..and I close the door.I really love her...but...this time..it would be.

Time:Now......
location:Room 14............

I online and look sadly....and remember a song....it's about smile...and the title is SMILE....

Smile though your heart is aching,
Smile even though it's breaking,
When there are clouds in the sky,
You'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow,
You'll see the sun come shining through for you.

Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness,
Although a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile what's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.

When there are clouds in the sky you'll get by,
If you smile,
And maybe tomorrow,
You'll see the sun come shining through for you.

Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness,
Although a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile what's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile...............
(For you...all..my dears....)

Hopefully she will be as always...smile...in my warm heart...

Now...I look infront of my laptop...holding the ring....and hopefully she will be fine...and Miss.Landlady too...hopefully she will be chill always from busy.
Well....looks like I got to end now.and Wendy....smile always...and be chill...

To Be Continued.......................

Benny Liew.............(Smile...as if you just smile..and my heart will feel warm)..................

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Can't stop what happen actually...

Time:11.24pm
Date:29.April.2010
Location:Room 14...


I dreamed again last night..and still,the same.Can't really know what's going on now..and my head spin where I go round and round.Well....


Last night....


Time:Between 12.30am..
Location:Corridor...

Wendy and me were seating at the corridor...looking up...where the white moon shines.Still remind me..that...heresy.But who cares....and who does?
I talk to Wendy about study life where we want to go on if we success but she said that success is a hope where is lies under your destiny.I understand that.Thanks...

Then....her eyes were wanted to sleep..so,I had to piggy back her...and put her to bed.I blanket her and told her to sleep well...and kiss her head and sleep on her sofa...with my big blanket.

ZZzzzzzzz..............

Time:05.00am
Location:Room 15...

I though I put my alarm at 05.50am but...she wake me up at 05.00am...it still so early so,I decided to iron my cloths and prepare everything for school.Miss.Landlady wake up earliest...and she prepare breakfast to everyone.I ate bread with jellybeans..and sweet.Thanks....to you,Miss.Landlady...

Time:06.30am
Location:On the way....to school...

Ka Zi send us to school and she wanted to go work earlier.I don't know she had a job.
Don't want to know....about my 8 hours crap plus 3 hours of academics.As usual...help Riby..study....see left and right...thinking...and this!??...GOSH!!!..

Time:05.20pm
Location:SMKTK canteen


Waited for Uncle Jo...he arrives late again..feel like wanna break his fishing rod but nevermind...I don't care...and I hope so.

While on the way home..Uncle Jo tell me that Wendy is sick.I was shocked!!!Really???And he said "Yes".

Location:Home...
Time:06.00pm

I rush to my room...take my shower and change...then..I meet Wendy...she was weak.Oh no...it's all my fault..came home late...
Then...ask her..if she is okay..and she said she was fine.I know..she needed someone accompany her...and she was asleep.

Later...I went into my room..feeling disappointed of myself.What have I done??...sigh...then..on my laptop...chat with Riby...about the bluetooth device...not bluetooth detector....and see if does really can install to her laptop...and it does.
Later...she call me...and I went to her room...bring warm water.She don't want it..and I hold her hand.She was okay..still can laugh with me.

Later....I also feeling sleepy and I pray for her...heal...

Time:07.50pm
Location:Dining room...

Mui Mui ask me if Wendy is alright...and I hold her shoulder said.."She'll be fine".Mui Mui just look down...and tell me she was not well in school also.Must'a be the hot weather.
Sigh..........
I didn't eat dinner...just enjoy a little soup..and take a bowl of hot soup to her room...

Time:08.12pm
Location:Room 15...

I know she hungry...so,I bring hot soup and rice to her room.I take the spoon..feed her a little by little...making me worry and worse is...it touch me.Remind..me...I..can't do it.I look at her...and she smile at me...still...I..sigh....I just stand my cries behind...not to cry...and I try...

Later....she wanted to rest...but to hear music too...so,I bring my mini speaker and on in her room..hopefully my pendrives still enough memory..well..it does.
She hearing it sweetly..and I look at her...kiss her head and told her go sleep...and let go....she really really does remind me one thing.

Time:Now.....
Location:Room 14....

I went out for a while...seat at the pond alone..with Mui Mui and Miss.Landlady...talking about her health condition...they both really worry.I also...and they both...ask me.."Ben..Wendy hope is yours"..and my face were blush.Mui Mui laugh and tease us.I stop her...then..it was late.Mui Mui had to sleep early..so..I tell her to sleep early and Miss.Landlady want to rest too...so..they gone for themselves.

I went to my room...online...blogging here...and prepare my cloths..looking back...and hopefully she'll be fine.
I pray just now...and my tears drip one by one..can't really stand.Look at it also...can't feel what is happiness for 10 times.Oh...hopeful my hope.
Well...I had to end here...my tears were stop..still cool...try to chill too.Well..I read my books for a while and look at my laptop...hearing music.
Well...looks like I had to end here...and see you all...later...maybe....and Wendy...sleep well..and also...hopefully you'll be fine and be school next week.


To Be Continued............................................

Benny Liew........(I pray you pink,health and good wealth...and also...I love you doesn't enough at all...)..................................................

Can I get it?

Time:12.30am
Date:28.April.2010
Location:Room 15...


Well..today is a chill day.Meet back my kai ko and today is Aymee's birthday..that is my kai ma sister birthday.Well......

Time:06.00am
Location:Room 14...

She wake me up and I woke up..saw her face intense.She push me down as I fell and lazy.She said.."BEN!!WAKE UP!!" in Chinese and I reply and quickly wake!!..HA!!??...
I do things normal and she help me a little.I saw the moon in the morning were fading..just like yesterday and I hope..tonight will be better.

Okay...Wendy pull my ears and push me in the car.I had to...kinda.

Time:02.00pm
Location:School...(SMKTK)..like crap...

All crap...fools!!..Damn and curse all those student!!..Sigh...I wonder why they all so bad?
Then...at 02.00pm...I wait Riby at the stairs...cause today we gonna go lunch with Fong.Eat chicken rice and I thought wanna pay..at the end..he had to pay..sorry and thanks bro.You're too kind!!
Well...after that...we had to return and Riby went in to Pandu Puteri Club...while I wait and online one hour.Later...I walk outside...I saw Riby..and she looks tense and headache...and worry something happen and ask her if she need any help.Well...help is needed..close she not fainted or anything.Later..

She's fine and later...we all go back and Uncle Jo arrives at 5.55pm...damn..maybe he busy.Nevermind..

Location:Home...
Time:06.30pm

I tell everyone I had to go my kai ma house because her sister,Aymee,today is her birthday so I had to visit her.I had to leave Wendy alone and tell her I'm a little busy.
So...Sir Leong waited outside and I went in his car.We all had to go.

Time:07.00pm
Location:Tmn.Sri Raub,Sempalit.

Arrives..and greet everyone.I miss my kai ma's mom cooking because her cooking is the best!!Mostly cool Chinese food.
Well...like that...we all at last...enjoy Cappuccino Cake...taste of bittersweet.And then...I played the birthday song to Aymee...and after the birthday finish...we all had to go home..cause...Sir Leong said.."It's late okay...come on"..I know...he do for my own good...but...I always sleep late.I thanked everyone and go home.
Then..Sir Leong send me back and I thanked him.He drove away and I walk in.

Time:11.00pm
Location:Room 15...

I had to teach her about Bible and teach her English better...as she teach me Chinese.Later...I ask her to go moon watching with me...as the moon is bright now...cause...it's a night on where we can't see the sight.
She cuddle me from side and said.."Ben..in life,study hard.Like you always teach me."
I smiled at her and blew a sigh,wondering.Later...I take her up..and sleep in her room..on the sofa.Bring Law inside.Law were playing inside...while chasing and playing with us.
Later...

Time:12.00am
Location:Room 15....

Well...I rest in her room..while blog and help her.She look out the window and she look at me..smile sweetly..I just smile back and look back on my laptop.She later lay down...and start to close her eyes.i look at my laptop..until..she asleep.
Well...she really asleep and turn my laptop volume down.
She also...dreaming?Nevermind...

Time:Now...
Lcoation:Room 15....

I'm really tired.Well..I better stop here..and thank you..Fong...being best to me..and your dearly one...also...hey!!Nest time I pay and spend on you!!
Thanks Aymee...and also...Happy Birthday..although pass 12.00am already.
Err...Sir Leong???..Sorry if I forgot your work but....thanks!!A lot!!By the way...you suite to be a great English teacher!!

Well..I wanna moon watch alone..while I enjoy coffee....got to go.See you all my friends!!!

To Be Continued................

Benny Liew.........(Everyone has to be enjoy!!).......................

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Read back phase...

Time:09.03pm
Date:27.April.2010
Location:Room 14


Finally!!!I had return and my room is clear!Well..about yesterday..

Time:05.30pm
Date:26.April.2010
Location:Back to the villa...


Well...I was to happy and my mom take me there.Finally,I had return and saw Miss.Landlady was outside sweeping the front.I call upon her and she smiled at me.She helped me and take my luggage inside.I tell my mom and dad goodbye take care.I also tell my brother take care and see you too.Later..they all go home and I walk with Miss.Landlady inside.I ask her where is Wendy and everyone as she told me everyone is inside doing their work.It was silence there.

Time:05.40pm
Location:In room 14..

I thanked to Miss.Landlady and feel refresh..standing on the "tatami" floor.Then..I went to Room 15.I knocked the door and someone has open.It was her..and I put my hand on her shoulder,told her I had return and she hug me from side.
I was happy..to see her okay.And I talk to her...as...I bought a ring for her..help her where in and my face were blushy...and it was fit.Exact!!She thanked me and kiss me on the cheek.I walk unconsciously.Then..dinners ready by then.
Well..I pull her up and I told her dinners ready.She arm link with me outside and we both walk together to the dining room.

Location:Dining room..
Time:07.50pm

We look at Miss.Landlady cook happily and she cooked..err...(Maggi Noodle with oyster sauce plus garlic).
It was good and I prepared the desert that is...(7-Up plus with lychee's)..and it was sweet and lime taste.
Well..everyone loves it an Uncle Jo happy to see me and so does everyone.They ask me how is life there..and I told them.."As terrible as can be"..and we all laugh.Well..after that...I help Miss.Landlady wash the bowl and plates..then..when to my room.
Wendy start to create her Facebook account and I was surprise on it.I add her..and she add me.Haha..like we both best meant to be.
Later....

Time:10.50pm
Location:Room 14..

I put all my things inside and Wendy was a little busy.Must's be revision and doing her things.I don't want to disturb her so..I online.
I chat with Uncle Peter and Fong..as they both chat with me..I realize...my dog,Law..was with me all the time just now and it sleeping on my lap.It's my son..my cute fella.

Time:12.30pm
Location:Room 14...

When I chat with Fong...my laptop zapped!!It shut down because..I didn't put the battery and I just plug in.It was blackout so..I stop till yesterday and feeling unlucky.Damn...but..it was cold outside..and it was chill..I hope..Wendy will be with me.

Well..about today..

Time:06.30am
Location:Way to school...

As normal...7 hours crap!!!Meet Riby..help her..and worry...about a case in school..what an animal!
Rain falls...damn!!...My cloths!!..That;s is what I worry of.Hang with Riby at the canteen and my brother came...and my dad arrives...but I waited for Ka Zi...then,I went in to my father car and said "See ya" to Riby.Later...my dad put me at the villa and Ka Zi were just want to take me.


Location:Room 15..
Time:05.30pm

Wendy help me as the rain was so heavy.So...I had a bath..later...I went in to Wendy room for study and teach her English and History.She just concentrate on me.She also teach me Chinese as I not so good on it.The rain stops and we both wanna rest.

Time:08.00pm
Location:Dining room...

Nothing special as for it...I was a little hungry so I ate little and went off.Wendy wanted to rest too so she sleep already.I pray for her all my life in justice.
Well...since today rain...the boys..(Ah Sun,Uncle Jo,Nick and Ian) went to fishing at Sg.Ruan.I don't like to fishing.
Well....Wendy looks like fell asleep and she was rest her body and rest well.Sleep well,my dear.

Location:Room 14...
Time:10.03pm

Looks like I end here...and the ring I gave her...was beautifully fit!!Well..I got to go..because...I want to rest and watching movie title Bionicle 3 Web Of Shadows..well..see you all later...

I love you...my dear...and my friends too.

To Be Continued............

Benny Liew.......(Sigh...what a day...cloth wet..T.T"").....................

Monday, April 26, 2010

Fly back..

Time:02.08pm
Date:26.April.2010
Location:In my room......


Now...I'm alone in my room...my parents gone.I didn't go to school because...today..errr...I'm going back.Home...that is.Wendy went to school I think and everyone must'a been busy.
Sigh...today...

I woke up at 03.50am...and had bath.I changed my cloth with jeans and chains.I took my wallet,phone and my glasses.Then...I took my helmet and my father old motorbike key secretly.I open the door silently and see outside.I lock the door silently and I know all of them sleeping outside cause my mom and dad is a heavy sleeper.Hope my brother also don't know about this.
Then...

Location:Outskirt area...on the way to town.

I push the bike 400 meter from my house and start it.Then..I accelerate to town as fast as possible and I don't want anyone to know.Today...I check my friend police schedule in the file-net.They will do a road-block in Klau 1,Klau 3 and Sepadan Bentong so I no need to worry about it.
Then...I reach to town.I was as empty streets but there are a few people still there.I went to 7-Eleven to buy some snacks and things and the shopkeeper ask me why am I going out late and I told her I got things to do and I had not much to answer so I pay the stuff and went out.
As I step outside,the moon was fading away while the stars were flashing.I start my bike and go off.

Time:04.20am
Location:Go to the park...

I was alone...by then.And I called Wendy...she didn't answer yet until...she answered.I call her if wanna go out with me but she shocked because it was very late midnight...and she can't go.I tell her nevermind and I understand.Nevermind dear...I know...it's late.

Then...I bought snacks and enjoy alone.I seat on the bench at the park and be alone for a moment.I was not afraid.In my heart...ghost are faith.
Later....I ate my snacks and look up.I look at the stars..the moon...fading away from the purple sky.Later...I felt water drip on my head..and it wasn't water...it was rain!!
I quickly take all my snacks and beverage ran to my bike and start it.I quickly start it and then,I quickly go home as fast as possible.

Time:05.30am
Location:Home....

I reach home...silently and put my bike in the garage silently too.I take all my beverage and open the door.No one...all clear.
I go in to my room...and see my laptop still on.
I look outside...and eat my snacks.
I fell asleep..and my nightmare start to ascent.
I fell asleep.......and wake...and then....slumber...

Time:09.30am...
Location:Home....

I wake up and pack my stuff...cause...today...hehehe....I going back to my villa.And I was to happy.
I pack everything up and get ready...and I will go back there at 03.30pm...and I call Wendy...she was cheering and happy.I happy to know that and...my heart...is feeling surprised already.
Now....I had to go and listen to music while waiting my mom finish her things.So...I got to go.....and I hope last night won't happen again....and I see my hand..that...my future is in my hand.

To Be Continued.....

Benny Liew.....(Daring of true heroes..........)........................

"Isn't It Beautiful?".....

My heart was swimming,
In words gathered by the wind,
My voice bounded,
Into a cloud-carried tomorrow.

My heart trembled,
In the moon-swayed mirror,
Soft tears,
Spilled with a stream of stars.

Isn't it beautiful?,
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go,
To your town, your home, in your arms.

I dream of being,
Against your chest,
My body in your keeping,
Disappearing into the evening.

Words halted by wind are,
A gentle illusion,
A tomorrow torn by clouds is,
The voice of a distant place.

My heart that had been,
In a moon-blurred mirror that flowed,
Those stars that trembled and spilled,
Cannot hide my tears.

Isn't it beautiful?,
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go,
To your town, your home, in your arms........


Sigh................................


Benny Liew......(Just flow in my mind...).............

My dream of your face,
That I softly touch,
Melts in the morning.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Remind the rain........(My World Full Of You Begins To Spin)

Time:11.51pm
Location:In my room...dark and lonely...
Date:25.April.2010


Now...it's raining and I'm thinking of a poem...where a poem rains it tears to dearly to us..and all.
This poem..."My World Full Of You Begins To Spin"..for you...and all.......>>

With a piece of the shining white cloud,
I wait for you again today on this sunny hill,
Looking up at the sky as I whisper the pinky-promise,
We made one day in the sunlight.

Just by having you laughing next to me,
I feel like I can try harder no matter what kind of day it may be,
If we can spend our happy times and sad times together,
The music we can hear becomes eternal.

If the small shadows line up and start walking from here,
My feeling full of you begins to spin around,
The gentle feeling that gathers in our hands held together,
Let's carry everything and go as we hum the distant song.

Even on rainy days or windy days,
I will wait for you on this hill everyday,
Filling it up with the important moments,
That we piled up in the repeating days.

If I gaze at the grass where the small shadows line up,
My world full of you begins to spin,
If the answer can be found in our hands held together,
I can believe that anything can be done.

Even that secret wish of yours that is hiding behind the quiet voice,
I understand it so I'll make it come true.

If the small shadows line up and start walking from here,
My world full of you begins to spin,
The gentle feeling that gathers in our hands held together,
Let's carry everything and go as we hum the distant song.....(end)


Sigh....now raining..and rain even harder.I think...what is she doing now alone?Is she lonely and sad alone?Dear...please don't cry...and I know..I will be your side...even we both are far.Just three day only,my dear.So..please dear,be patience.I love you...as I always do..and I will wish for you on a great day like this poem again.


To all of my friends...and her...and my families.............^^

Benny Liew.............on the distances now.....^^

Saturday, April 24, 2010

As my heart told me...

Time:12.01am
Date:25.April.2010
Location:In my room...alone with my heart stained..

Every night...I blog and read the pass of my memories,it make me feels heartful day and my sorrow has risen.I know..there was accession in my life.


Well...let me see..today...


Time:11.00am
Location:Home..still on bed...

My mom wake me up and scold me.She tells me that why am I wake up so late...although yesterday night I sleep late.Jeez...she wake me up and told me faster and get ready.I had to go fast instead and then..I took my bath,brush teeth and this and that.Then..I wore my favorite shirt..plus with my new cool tie...and my dearly ring.I started to miss them and look at the mirror.It was delight.

Time:12.30pm
Location:To Bentong...

I bring my phone online with the broadband SIM-card...since it's fast and no need to waste my money.
I online while I was inside the car with my mom,dad and brother.I just look outside.I was cruel..since...the trees of beauty..last time..it was green and chill..now??...Huh...last not long..trees has turn to sand and sand has turn to heat melt hell.I wonder...if human love the Earth or not?

I just look outside while hearing songs on my ear-phone and this song..(Dawn of Mana op)..start to make me miss someone again.I just had to skip the song and turn it to Green Day rock song..not to make myself sad but happy...and my heart will always remember the person who important to me like her,Fong,Riby,Uncle Peter and everyone who is in my heart including my parents,families and the lost one.

Time:01.50pm..
Location:The Mall...

We went in and shopping..I just wanna walk alone only.They all went to buy cloths and their groceries while I went to the computer shop to buy speakers and laptop accessories for my laptop since I had not enough fun on it.I choose only the good quality...and also...the cool and chill type..plus...green nature too..so not to waste economical world.Well..finally..I found it.It was made of wood..the speaker..the cover..looks nice and eco-friendly.I love it so..I ask the shopkeeper to test it and the sound was cool.So..I bought it.
COST:RM120.00
Then...I check on DVD-PC games...all of them were boring so..I decided not to buy any just to buy one game...it's Command and Conquer 4 Tiberian Twilight cost me about RM10.00 only.Then..I find a bench and seat down while wait for my parents and brother.I online on my phone to check my status on Facebook and read my blog...as my heart still..remember her.I didn't call her...although...this SIM-card cannot call.
My dad came out and ask me what am I buying...and he said.."What a worthless things."...and I didn't care for him and I know what am I doing.

Later.....

Time:02.50pm
Location:In the mall restaurant..(Don't know what it call..)

In there...we ate lunch and this is the first of 2 years I ate lunch together with my parents and brother..although my sister still in KL study..I miss her also.
We ate and I was just silent.My mom talk with my brother and me.I just don't care.Never treat what is up.My dad was happy for her but never know what is on.I just alone on one side.
Then..after finish..I ask permission to go others shop for a while and my brother wanted to follow but...I don't let him because I want to be alone.And I went to an antique shop..to buy something for my dear...a ring..too...like she gave me one yesterday.I ask the shopkeeper is there any ring that is cute for girls and she gave me choose one.I just look on it and she ask me why am I buying one and I told her I wanted to buy for my friends.She suddenly said.."You buy for girls must be your girlfriend..right?"(in Chinese)..and I just said.."Kinda"...and she smiles at me and said me.."You so handsome..."..and I just scratch my head.Finally..I choose one for her...the pattern it suite and cute..."Isn't the heart ,it's love"..and that's the carve for her.Cost...RM32.00 and the shopkeeper gave me discount RM25.00..and I just smiled at her and said thanks.Not to forget..I bought a mug for myself too.

Time:03.20pm
Location:On the way home...

My parents waiting..and ask me where am I going and I told them I bought a mug for myself and secretly buy something special for someone.
Then...I help my mom and dad carry their things and went to the car.From there...we ready to go home.From there...too...on the way...my eyes has shut...sleep and still for a few moment...after I online in my phone...then..my eyes...really shut...in deep...slumber.

Time:04.15pm
Location:Home...

Finally...at home...test my speaker and the DVD-PC game...and try on play..it was fun..and I had waited the game for so long.I hope..Wendy would love this game too.
Then...I start to online until 05.00pm...and off it.Then..I visit my neighbor...meet my old friends.She was riding with her bike with her brother..it was Sze.She shocked when she saw me and I just greet her and talk to her.I talk about my life there and she was...look still chill always.Then..I and her brother talk for a while...then..I had to go home and we both shake hand and moved away.

Time:08.00pm
Location:In my room...

My mom cook dinner and she call everyone to eat dinner.I didn't cause I'm not hungry.I started to miss Miss.Landlady or preferred called Miss.May...miss her cooking that so sweet smells I ever knew.So...I'm not hungry.
I online till now....then....

Time:Now...
Location:In my room...sad in present....happy in past...

Then...now...I holding the ring...that she gave me.."The Triangle Ring"...and hold her"Isn't the heart ,it's love: and hope her finger fit inside.Maybe..what the shopkeeper was right..I am handsome...hahahaha....kinda.....sigh...looks like my heart turn happy and I know...only three days.
Well....in my life...there was dreadful enough to know what is best but...inside...there must be a joyful sight.
Then...I look at the moon outside..and hoping what is she doing...and I send a message to her.


"Dear...sleep well,I know we apart but don't worry...only 3 day days.And also...thanks for the ring..I love you as I always.And I had a little surprise under your sky.So..goodnight...and see you tomorrow...
From...your best friend,Ben"

That's is what I send and she replied...

"I know and I will wait for it...(@&#^@^*$%@$*@(%$@^#)..I love you too"

I don't understand at all her Chinese words...maybe..she gave me a clue..damn..how to see??..Nevermind..I will ask someone later or tomorrow.
Then...now...I had to go and...spend online for a while.After this...I wanna sleep and pray before sleep...what is cool for her and tell her to study hard...and hope she will be success in one day.

To Be Continued.........

Benny Liew........(A dear sign of myself for her......)..............^^

Friday, April 23, 2010

Home and lonely....

Time:12.00am
Date:24.April.2010
Location:My own home room...


I...I feeling sad and lonely now.Can't do anything.My life...love has change but...I was thanked to her.Well..actually..I had to return home for only 3 days and that's all.


Well...today...

Time:05.40am
Location:Room 14...

I packed up my things yesterday and before I leave..I prepare myself to school and Wendy too..looking at her sad face.It just three days my dear..so don't worry.

Time:06.50am
Location:On the way to school...

Nothing really happen and as usual...Ka Zi send us to school but we both..Wendy and me...silence only and look outside...sigh....

Time:07.10am
Location:SMKTK...

Nothing happen...just all normal...and help Riby..as usual..carries books and help...and then...normal 5 hour crap for today...and a good day....

Well...today I just realize it was Sir Leong birthday and also he was the best English teacher i had.more like almost best friends...hahaha

Time:12.20pm
Location:Canteen...on the way home...

Well...today...at canteen..I think this is the first time Riby saw me wear spetacles...maybe....argh...I also forget it and chat a while and everyone return home and Ka Zi...was there...fetch me home...and told me...my parents were at the villa too.

This time...I'm a little worry.I had to leave home...gosh....and also..I remember today is Appreciation Day...for my kai ko and his friends.....jeez....should I go?But I had to return home.

Time:03.00pm
Location:On the way back....

My mom was there and she was together with my dad and my brother.I was happy to see them but...her?...jeez....

Well...at the back...Wendy....hold my hand and promise her one thing.."Be safe"...and hug me very tight.I just hold her and she gave me something while hug me.She put in my back pocket.I just surprise and release.Closely....my parents didn't watch us.
I tell everyone except Uncle Jo and Ian...they both went out..and Miss.Landlady also tell me that I will return soon..only 3 days...we both smiled too.
I told everyone "See ya'll soon in this three days"...all of them wave their hands and my father gave money to Miss.Landlady.She thanked to him and we all gone.Wendy..on her sour face...will miss me and so do I.

at home..I online and chat...what Riby said is right.."We must be thankful"...
Time:06.00pm
Location:Out....Restaurant Sungai Lui..

We...I mean..us...family...went out dinner...my dad ask me my life there so does my mother and I told them it's normal and okay.I didn't tell them my secrets.My dad also happy to heard that.Then...dinner serves and I really really miss everyone there.

Time:07.30pm
Location:Miss.Fong(my kai ma)home...

Today is Sir Leong birthday and we celebrate it.I was happy too...he bought cakes with Miss.Lim...in Sempalit...then...to Miss.Fong house.....While there...we talk about school life..(SECRET FILE) and others...plus eat too...I was happy to hear them and cool too.
Then...we all talk about human,beginning research and a lot of things....and chill.

Later...Sir Leong send me home and I thanked him a lot...and borrowed a book from my kai ma.

Time:Now...
Location:My own room...

I was arrived at home and sad..my heart flows...now,my parents sleep and I the only alone in room.I cried now...and my tears flow down and drip down the floor.I looks at my laptop and her photo...and I smiled..cool..my tears stop and I laughed for a while...and now...it's 12.25am...(Happy Birthday,Sir Leong)..and Wendy...I know..you love me and my heart will burden be.
I'm sorry..and I love you...too...even this word is so simple...my heart...will flow and chill.
And everyone at there....it's cool...I will remember ya'll...and Wendy...I realize..we both is true really more than friendship.
Well...looks like I end here now..andmy mother is scolding me few minutes ago..well...got to go now.....see you all later....
And just now she was gave me one thing in my pocket...it was a ring....of hope....


To Be Continued........

Benny Liew.......(I am what I am and my heart is what I am...and I know...my heart is fell on you now...).....................

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Feel drop in sight..

Time:10.53pm
Date:22.April.2010
Location:Room 14...


Well...today...is not normal.Hahaha..not that abnormal I mean.Well...today..I become bodyguard to someone,range home with my friends at home and start a little civil war.


Time:06.30am
Location:Home...

I just finish change...and ready to school.Wendy didn't go to school but to rest at home.I had to go alone now...

Well...at least I remember my foster brother,Fong,promise...and also...Ka Zi drives me there..and had to send me quick!!

Time:07.13am
Location:School...SMKTK..

Damn it!!...What a luck!!..Today...we both(Sonisha and me) can have the DJ's school session because the staff room door were locked.It was wicked and freaked!!Sigh...looks like we gave up and tell Ms.Woon sorry but she told us next week only start again.
I just waste my time now...and having very waste of sweat!!
Later...I meet Riby and plan for today afternoon as her bodyguard...just to do my job to protect someone.

Time:11.50am
Location:Class....

Damn...I was tired and headache.All the students complained they all tired and wanna rest.Well..the teachers...give us more work than rest.Damn her!!

Later...I can't really stand for today.

Time:02.10pm
Location:On the way to Milo's field...

Now..as a bodyguard to Riby and bring her safely to my Fong...and wait...

While we both walking...Riby,she talk about Fong..how amazing he was..and I know..he was amazing..like emo+romance+sensitive...hahaha

Well...we both had to hide cause...there are many teachers crossing by.
Later...

I found Fong...and ran to him...called him.Jeez...I wonder where is he in the beginning and befor I found him,I saw a bike with two helmets and a few bags of KFC..(P.S:I hater KFC fast food for a reason)...

Then...let them both go on...a good luck and walk away.I met a rat on the way just now in the drain.

Time:03.00pm
Location:SMKTK...

I WAS TRICKED!!!!Today is not music club but sports and games day!!..Damn that prefect who cheat me!
Sigh...looks like I had to stay till 5.00pm evening...and treat in line.

Time:03.40pm
Location:Still...in school...

Crap..I'm so bored!!!I on my laptop but I didn't bring my broadband instead just the machine and plug!..Sigh..what a luck.
Later...

Riby called and I just walk there...she call me and I ask how is everything back there.I'm happy to hear both of them in cool way.No no...in cool and chill way!!...That's better..

Talk and spy we both do.We spy on Sonisha and Padma...jeez...is Sonisha in love with Jay or Padma??..Nevermind...Don't want to disturb them...

Later....

Time:05.00pm
Location:Canteen...
We all wanna head home now and meet Naja AKA Ali...and talk nonsense.Jeez...well...Riby dad is here and she said.."See ya,Ben"..and go while I wait Ka Zi..by the way..where the hell is she!!??

5 minutes later....

Finally she arrives and this time...Wendy was inside the car with her.I was happy to see her again in good condition and her flu is gone.Thats better and chill.She ask me why am I gone home so late and I told her....I being tricked.

She help me and talk to me inside the car...while Ka Zi...do a little spy on us both.
Our face were blush!

Time:05.40pm
Location:Home.....

Finally...my back...and my parents is not send me home today...that's better!
Miss.Landlady also greet us and said..."You so sweat...did you take a bath at school?"
...I just laugh.Well...she boiled me hot bath tub.I put my stuff in my room...take my towel..and head in the good soak of hot bath tub and my legs were a little pain.
Well...I stay in there for 30 minutes and I didn't realize...dinners has ready.
I woke up...wrap my self and grab my cloths and wore it.It was chill..

After that...I went to my room and online for several minutes and go to the dining room.

Time:07.15pm
Location:Dining room...

Everyone waited for me and I told them sorry.Uncle Jo was held up his drinks and said.."Let's eat!!"...

Today...we all enjoy a good food...that is.."Hot ginger with beef"..and it was relax and I heard..it was healthy for us.

After finish...we all head to our rooms and later...I was asleep...for an hour.

Time:10.00pm
Location:Room 14...

I woke up..and my head were hurt and I take my spectacles up and wore it.The humanity bright!!!...ARGH!!...The light!!...Jeez....and cool already.
Well..Wendy came into my room for a while just now and told me that she wanted to know that if I got any plans for this Saturday night...I told her I don't have any.She jump a little cheer and said..."Good luck..and good night.."..and winked at me and close the door.I just see her go on.Maybe..WAIT!!!...what the!!??..Does that mean...a date??...errr...nevermind...hahaha....bla bla bla...
Then..I received a message from Riby...she said:
"Mr.benny liew,hw was ur wound?hav u put some medicine?"
Darn!!...I though she forgot already but..still remember...sigh...what the?...and I turn back myself and didn't reply.

Time:Now....
Location:Room 14...

Well..today..kinda a little abnormal.As a bodyguard kinda easy a little but a little tough!!...and also...this Saturday...maybe I go out with her..with Wendy..maybe...I will bring her to town or somewhere interesting in Raub she doesn't knows.Maybe...a good cafe or bistro.

Well...it's later a little and also...I stop here now.Now...I'm tired...and sweat!!...jeez...maybe...we both really in love together.Maybe....we both being destined...hahah...well...I wanna go now..and also..I want to hear soft songs....
To Fong and Riby..I wish you a good prosperity life till the end!
To Wendy..I understand now...what in your heart with me...

Well...blog less,dreams more...see ya later...

To Be Continued............

Benny Liew........^^....(Oh crap....I lost my tooth!!...T.T!!...).........(And ne happy,never hurry...).....

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Trouble in unexpected time...(Part 2)

Time:11.40pm
Date:21.April.2010
Location:Room 15....



Phew...my mom came to my villa with my brother just now.They both wanna stay for a while but just only a few minutes and leave.Closely...they both didn't meet anyone...and my mother told me she gonna visit me next week...and I must prepared.

Well...about yesterday...

Time:06.30am
Location:Main door...


Me,Mui Mui and Wendy was shocked and blew a sigh...cause...our shoe...is wet...and blew away to the other side...what the hell!!??...that means...we can't go to school and Ka Zi would took a day off.
Well...Ka Zi laugh..Miss.Landlady show her sour face and we three can't do anything.

Then...we all had to change and go to our room...but..in the morning turn to an evening sight.
Why is the sky is so dark even though now is 10.00am in the morning?
Then...there's a storm..."BAAANNNNG!!!!BOOOMMM!!!!"...I shocked and ran in to my room!!!I was afraid and the supply were out!!
Miss.Landlady went to the supply room with Ian and saw that one of the supply were shutdown....damn!!I had to check a little...and Miss.Landlady had to call an engineer to fix it.
Then...I went in to Wendy room..and start to rain heavily...that time was 11.30am...
Later...it start to become storm...Wendy told me to come near and I did.She was freezing.Her hand...oh my..and I blanket her...and she told me to come nearer..but...I come the nearest I can...and she hold my hand!!And hug my body.What happen?
And the rain keep on harder and harder...until it stops....
Later on....Wendy told me that...she was scared...no wonder she call me come closer...
On that time...the rain starts again...and although I didn't went to school..it ends.

Time:02.15pm
location:Room 15....

"BOOOOMMM!!!!...BAAAAAANNNGGG!!!!!"...she hugged me again!!!...What the...that time I was seating and reading my novels..now..I lost my page...and she was shaking.I was worried of her.
She sneezed..and I lap her mucus...had too...and threw it away.I went outside..it was like hurricane..and wash my hand use the rain.
Well..it was ugly.

Then..she told me that...she wanted to rest on her bed.She also wanted to hear a story.
I can't tell her any but...I on a song..and cuddle me from the side.I was freaking off but had to stand.It was cold now..and the room getting darker.
....Well...

Time:07.30pm
Location:Room 15...

We...WE FALL ASLEEP FROM 3.00PM TO 7.30PM!!???????...WHAT THE HELL!!???
Then....Wendy was asleep...and Miss.Landlady knock the door.I woke up and fetch it open.She told me what am I doing and I told her....rest...and smiled at her.
Then...I told Wendy to wake up...and she wake up..and her hand was cold.I pull her up and she almost fell.I told her..."Dinners ready"...and we both head to the kitchen.
Time:07.50pm
Location:Dining room...
We ate slow...and Uncle Jo is one the go.He said.."ON RAINY DAY SHOULD BE A GOOD FISHING DAY!!!"...cause...if rain..go fishing..and Ian with Nick..wanted to join too.Sumi just ate her food and went to her room with Miss. Landlady.I wash the plates and bowl.Wendy just wash the cups.After we finish...we both went back to our rooms and rest our stomach.
Later...

Time:11.00pm
Location:Room 14...

I was rest and Wendy were rest too.She was reading her books and I don't disturb her.So..I chat with Fong and my kai pa..(Uncle Peter)..for a while....and I chat with Fong about..as usually...(emo+romantic+sensitive)...as usual...the extinct mankind.
Later...

Time:12.50pm
Location:Room 14....

It was raining and I check on her...she had a flu and she was coughing hard.I thought she was choked and I had to push her chest..(not that thing..)...but she said..she got a seriously cough.
Well..I gave her 2 pills..and one spoon of cough drops..she said.."Taste horrible.."
Later...she fast asleep.Then...I went to my room..and re-chat with Fong..later...I went to bed...and sleep in hope signs of dreams....


Date:21.April.2010...
Time:06.15am

I woke up..rush...bath and told Wendy to rest before I went to school.Later...here comes my 7 hours of crap!


Location:School..
Time:Between 11.00am

Oh my!!...I found Fong and Rabiatul was talking to the teachers and I gave Fong a surprise attack on his neck.I reach on me and talk to me.
I explain to him that...I..err...that...nevermind..bla bla bla....

After I meet Fong...I went to class...just in case not to get punish.

Later...

Time:02.15pm
Location:School...

Later...I meet my brother...came on my school..and with Riby,,,cause,,I promise Fong to be her bodyguard...hahahaha....
Later...I help Riby carries her bag..(is she bring all her books???!!!..)...heavy!!...But...Fong taught me one thing..gentleman.
After help Riby...I went up and saw...my mom..and brother...
They both fetch me home by then.
I reach at the villa.

Time:04.00pm
Location:Home...

Just like Part 1 in my blog..I was tired and confused..cause..my mom and dad..plan to visit me next Saturday.
I just tell them...come.

later...my mom and brother went home and Wendy came upon me with her red face.She was still okay.I touch her forehead.It was cool...and she was healthy...but her nose...was flowing.I was tired and went to my room with her.Miss.Landlady and Mui Mui were boring cause...raining..and Law..my puppy..was spinning and chasing it's own tail.
Later...

Time:07.40pm
Location:Dining room...

After I bath...rest..and sleep..till dinners ready.Uncle Jo wake me up like he's a ghost!!
I was shocked and jump!!!He also shocked!!
Later...dinner smells good.It was...mushroom cream with spaghetti noodles plus chicken soup for the cold.I thanked Miss.Landlady and she gave me a hug for a while.Wendy won't get jealous cause...we thanked her a lot for her service.

Later..after finish....we all...went to our rooms and rest.

Time:10.50pm
Location:Room 15...

Now..I inside her room...rest...my laptop were on and my broadband bill was pop up.Cost me RM67.95....and it was cool.
I chat with Fong and my kai pa...Uncle Peter...now...and I was wrote a poem to everyone who important to me.

The title is:

Write a New Note
How important are my friends and family...is important for my life...

To all of them...I wanted to tell you all about my feelings...


To:

This poem is a special to everyone I know best,
Even though know more than years,
But in my life I will never forget,
A drowsy set of my cold is wet.

You being best for me after 4 years we re met,
But you being sad when we 4 years before we re met,
In my life,you're a best friend in my life,
And I never doubt you as my personal greatest day in my side.
(To Wendyll)

I am sorry what we being through,
I know both of us has suffered after you've gone,
But...in my life I will always remember you,
For the rest of my eternal life I will stay in your days.
(To Lawrence)

Dear dear what is dearly,
Fate fate what is fated,
You teach me everything what is love and what is life,
But you teach me a meaning of true life.
(To Uncle Peter...my kai pa)..)

Love matters doesn't exist in matter like science,
It came out from the nature of human,
But I know what it's emotional and romance,
But sensitive instead a same of ain't cruel dive.
(To Frankie Fong..)

Oh my when we met?,
Three years never pass that is it?,
My best friend is in my eyes,
Rubbing tears isn't a fast long life.
(To Riby)

Damn...you teach me fate?,
You computer brain ain't work it cool,
But you are my grand cousin in a chill hot shoe,
I will respect you in a cool and chill.
(To Wai Hong)

Daddy daddy I know you,
You a person who gave me life,
In my soul it's your life,
You are my precious person in my life.
(To my dad,Liew Yoke Wah)

Mummy..I'm sorry what I have done the pass,
I know you and dad always fight,
But I pray to Lord he will reply,
He reply for my good life and loving life.
(To my mother,Johara Mahek)

You maggot fool and crump moron!!,
You disturb me everytime!,
But you are still my brother and my saver,
You should respect me instead I respect you!
(To my brother Terry)

Sister sister what you do?,
You can't fool me ain't more,
I can see your face in my life,
That you're be a good woman in the future of our generation.
(To my sister,Christine Liew)

This ain't 7-inch long!,
And we laugh like mad more than 7 times a day,
You're cool in maths and science as well as the universe,
And one day..a planet will be a cool verse of life.
(To my cousin Johnathan Goh)

Stop tease and be grizzly,
You're still small and I know you're young,
If you're eat well I know you're strong,
As I ask...be awake and be strong.
(To my cousin,Jessica Goh)

You're my teacher and I'm your student,
You're my "kai ma" and I'm your "Kai chai",
You give me hope and meaning of cool life,
And also help me improve my Chinese life.
(To Miss.Fong...my kai ma)..)

I know you can't read this well,
But you still can understand,
You teach me a lot things about girls needed life,
One day..I will help you when you got in fight life.
(To Pei Fong..my kai da yi,also known to Miss.Fong sister..)

I ask question that is not known to you,
You answer "I don't know",
But still I'm sorry about that,
Even this knowledge is cool to me.
(To Amyee Fong..my kai siew yi,also known to Miss.Fong little sister)

SIR!!...what you'cha doing?,
You teach me English and I am listening,
For some reason I can't listen,
You still my teacher of my hope.
(To Sir Leong..)

Best friends we both we know,
Since last three years we just know,
But you tell me tales that I don't know,
I can know if you are my sorrow.
(To Tey Wen Shi)

This was a trial,
My memories you had heal,
Thanks a lot you cure me,
And I will never doubt you again.
(To Siew Yee Mei..or called May)

Being a great neighbor is being a great friend,
We met since we were young and little,
Hey...there is more offence,
Friends is counted as a best trust friends.
(To Wong Sze Wen...my neighbor)

Big and strong muscle he got,
Cool and chill that he guts,
Man and guts must have one,
He saved my life once.
(To brother Chin Hong)

Grandma grandma...I know you know very little English,
You're my cool and chill grandma I ever know,
Even thought you are old,
I will reach you till it fold.
(To my grandma..Wong Thai)


And lastly....

Lord told us that Jesus gave us His life,
And I know Lord would help us one day,
My life is belong to Him,
I will pray Him an AMEN.
(To Jesus Christ...who watching us in our life..)



For all my friends who doesn't in my list here,
I understand what is important,
Although you're ain't cool with me,
One day we'll be more chill and cool.

(My honest word to you all...).......



Later....went I wrote it..I felt..like wanted really cried.Why?...why am I crying?..is there a secret behind me?What is it?Nevermind..later...it will be once forever.


Just now...Wendy scolded me..cause..I was listening to rock songs..at least she told me to turn the volume down and I did and U chat with Fong.

Time:Now...
Location:Room 14...

Well..I finish my blog...and return to my room..cause..Wendy already sleep..and I awake as usual.
Why...why is my life feels so drowsy?...sigh...maybe..maybe Lord knows.
Now...my finger hurts...and my fingers pain..cramped!!
Well...looks like I just finish here.I got to go now.And also..my friends...I love you all....in my life..I will never forget you...you all...
By the way.....in life...there is a destiny...

To Be Continued.......^^......

Benny Liew..................(In memories...there are memories of unforgotten but to know what is destiny lies on us..)..................

Trouble in unexpected time...(Part 1)

Time:04.21pm
Date:21.April.2010
Location:Room 15.....


Damn it today...what the hell..I was so tired and freak off confuse....


Well..about yesterday night.....I was cool and chill..nothing really happens accept...I with Wendy...alone...I didn't blog last night that is why.I waste my whole night in her room and help her...
I didn't go to school yesterday cause...it was rained...so heavy and even thunder bang here and there.Wendy and Miss.Landlady was afraid.
.....

Well...maybe...I'll blog later...cause...my parents here now for a short visit....

To Be Continued.....

Benny Liew.........(Very confuse now!!!).......

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Dreams and hope...

Time:12.31am
Date:20.April.2010
Location:Room 14...


Today..(Means..19.April.2010)...jeez...must go to school...Riby gave me an advise to go school..well,had to go cause...I might being expelled out from school...looks like I had to hear my foster sister advice....jeez....for my own good!!...

Time:05.30am
Date:19.April.2010
Location:Room 14...

I woke up early and my head was spinning.Then...I go out and check that there was a little rain.Then..I took a bath...wash my face..brush teeth and everything has gone normal.

I saw Wendy was near the shoecase site and she wore her shoes.She saw me and smiled at me.Ka Zi told us quick.We both ran in the car and then..Ka Zi starts to drives the car.


Location:School....

Just now..I told Wendy to study hard..and take care..she just out her hand on my shoulder and told me.."I will do my best"...and go off.

Looks like my another seven hours crap is here.
After all this treacherous hour..I learn something useful in my life.I must study hard no matter what it takes!!

Later....I went home...

Time:03.00pm
Location:Home...

Phew...finally..got to rest for a while...and greet everyone.It was tiring..and while I inside my room..I still remember my father words...

"Ben...why don;t become an engineer or a architect rather than those useless writing and drawing arts and novels?"

But..that was my dreams..to become a writer and an artist to do freedom choice.

Then....I fell asleep till late...

Time:06.50pm
Location:Garden site...

Then..I woke up...my eyes were blurry and took my spectacle...it was clear to see now.
I went outside and saw Wendy,Miss.Landlady and Mui Mui were outside playing with Law...and I went upon them.
Wendy stand up and greet me.Law were jump and ran to me.I hug it up and saw it panting harshly and its tail whacking left and right.Maybe he was to happy and meet us to become the right owner.Miss.Landlady said to us"You both look suite with the little cute pup"..and my face were blush.

Later...I didn't had dinner and I was doing my homework.I wasn't hungry...and Law was inside my room..sneak on my new hamster.I hold Law and shakes its belly.He suddenly wanna fell asleep and sleep in my room.So..I just look at it and turn front..start type my novel in my laptop.

Time:11.50pm
Location:Room 14....

It was raining hard..and I can see outside were had thunder.Electric supply sudden out...and my laptop were okay by then...but..the place were a little dark.I chat with Fong online..but his house were blackout.He also said..."Wish Riby were okay.."..cause...she's afraid of thunder...
Later..the supply on..and I went outside...saw Uncle Jo and Miss.Landlady were outside on the plug.It was okay but...Wendy were sleeping cool...she was a little cold but I saw her wore a jacket and two blanket.
I just leave her cause...I don't want disturb her...

Later....I was chat with Fong but..he gotta go....and I check on Wendy on the second time.She was sleeping.It was cold in her room and I blanket her nicely.She start to move and I touch her head.Then...I went out and close the door.

After 30 minutes...he return..and I chat for a while...later...I start blog...

Time:Now...
Location:Room 14....

Rain has stop.Neither the thunder but it will return again soon...and I hope...it will be cool.
Maybe...my hope being a writer will go on and my artist too will go on.
To my dad...I hope..you'll understand my dreams...and yours too.
Well....got to go now....maybe...nevermind...I know..what it takes to become a better person.
By the way..the little puppy sleeping in my room now....and it's chill himself in here.

To Be Continued........

Benny Liew.....(Dreams is real...and never ascend.....)..............~~

Monday, April 19, 2010

Miracle's happen....

Time:12.04am
Date:19.April.2010
Location:Room 14...


Today...a miracle wonders has happen..well..let me skip this first.

Well..today morning..I woke up at 07.00am..and bath and get ready with Ka Zi.I just look behind and see Wendy room.She doesn't come out cause..she don't want to come to church...sigh...I wish she will follow me.
Well..why on the way...I was bored all of sudden.


Time:08.10am
Location:Church...

It starts..and we were worship,nothing cool and chill happen cause..she don't have here...sigh...nevermind..
Then..Ai Yi,my senior youth,tell me that if I wanted to follow the Youth Group to Mentakab Church..and I told her..I wanted to.She registered my name and I told her...I will bring one more person.
Later...

Time:02.00pm
Location:Home...

Church over...nothing to do..bored...sigh...what to do now?
I went home with my senior..he sent me home then..I went to my room...tired and fell asleep...and awake back!!..Then..Wendy told me to help her on her work..later...only I will rest I guess...hahaha

Time:06.00pm
Location:Outskirt area...

Then..I woke up at 5.30pm...Wendy ask me for a walk..and I accepted.She walk with me and we were silence.My face were blush cause..she was holding my hand while we both walking.While we both walking..we..err...both saw a puppy!!!..Oh My Gosh!!..it so cute.She finish her ice cream..and hold the puppy.It was a little dirty and no one take care of it.So..we both decided to take care it.

Time:06.44pm
Location:Home...

Dinner almost ready but...Miss.landlady also saw we both holding the puppy.She said.."SO CUTE,MAKES ME WANNA HUG IT TIGHT!!!"...hahaha...I understand a little things about girls that they love cute beings.
We all play it for a while and Miss.Landlady wanted to ready some food and milk to that little puppy.
Later then..I put it inside a box and it fell asleep...while...err...Wendy...hold me and..err..nevermind...and we clean the puppy.
Later..I can't eat dinner cause...I was a little busy..for it.Wendy went to dinner and I was had a good hot soak bath...it was refreshing..and brush my teeth and face..later.Then..I on my laptop and check some stuff...and still..I wanted to go and check on that puppy.


Time:10.00pm
Location:Garden site...

Wendy was there alone with the puppy and she was hold it.I ask her can I seat next her and she allowed me.We both saw the beautiful crescent moon.We both just talk about this puppy.We both plan to give a name but...what?..We both not sure and then..she said.."We call it,Law"...means Lawrence in short form...and we both like it.I look at her eyes. ..she...today..it's a true miracle happens....she..I mean...we both...really..did it...she..we both just kiss each other and felt..deep...

After we realized it..we both release and I said sorry to her..but..she put her head on my shoulder and the puppy..is our little baby...hahaha....so..I told her..that I need to rest early because...tomorrow I will return to school.She still gave me a cheek kiss...and put Law on a basket and carry to her room.I waved her good night and return to my room.I was mad and drunk!!Because of the kiss she gave me...

Time:Now...
Location:Room 14...

Now..I non-stop thinking..mad already...my brain..said..."BEN!!YOU'RE IN LOVE!!!"..oh my...it's a real miracle day!!!...Well..looks like I had to go..and before that...she kiss me for a reason...it's a friendship we may never last...and to others...like Fong and Riby...I also will not forget both of you too.
Well....it can be miracles that a hope is fragile but a chance to get...and I got a child puppy..named Law......by the way..it's a male...

To Be Continued....

Benny Liew.....(Happy and mad joy!!...Now...thinking of mad happiness..)......^^

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Seems to be a good day...and night.

Time:01.07am
Location:Room 15...
Date:18.April.2010


Well..this morning ain't cool..wake up at 11.43am..and still...my eyes were blurry.Take my glasses and towel...head to the bath room and brush my teeth.
Then..I went in to my room and change my cloth.
I open the door and saw the bright sunlight...it was..bright beautiful.

Well..as usual...I meet Miss.Landlady mopping the floor outside the corridor.I ask her where is everyone and she told me that Uncle Jo and others went out while Sumi is inside her room.Wendy..err...she doesn't know where.

Time:02.00pm
Location:The garden site..

I went outside and sat there..almost fell asleep but awake by the sun!!As like that...someone was nearby me and shocked me up!!It was her...

Later..she held my hand up as I wanna wake up and stand.My back still cool but my leg is not cause still a little hurt.
She ask me that..today..she will not follow me to the church but..one day she will.So..she will be alone for three or four hours at home.I wasn't feeling a little disappointed but..I understand..she is tired and homework kinda a lot.I can help but..today I am busy.

Time:05.00pm
Location:Outskirt area..

We both later went outside for a walk.I walk with her for a while and see outside what happen.It was incredible between 05.50pm because..I can see the moon with a crescent clearly!!It was...remarkable!!
She told me that..it's an eclipse.I just smile at her and cheers at her cause...we both were drinking 100Plus and eating ice cream while walking.Now..I had to head home and prepare myself.

Time:07.00pm
Location:Room 14..

I just finish bath..and changed my cloth.Then....my church youth senior arrive and fetch me.I told her "See ya'later...and good luck.If anything just call me"..I told her.She just nodded her head and let go.
So..I got to go then.

Location:Church..

We all had fun but..still..I miss her...no reason why am I like that...jeez.We all later ate spaghetti..and they overcooked..feeling like wanna puke cause,it was sour and spicy too much!!
Later...we all chat for a while.Ying Yi,my senior Youth,want a few horror novel books from me and horror anime too.I told her.."Okay!!..I will give you tomorrow"..and chatted about the stories that I read.I told her...it was horror cause..the anime...content...Oh My GOD!!!..Got cannibalism...eating..killing..jeez..I can't really stand!
Then..she got to go and went in to her house..cause..the church is her house.

Time:11.00pm
Location:Home...

Ka Zi came and fetch me.Looks like it will be a happy time to go home...and Ka Zi,she use Simpang Kalang road to go home.It was dark and i told her that..she..had a boyfriend or not.She just keep silence..and I told her sorry...but..she just laugh at me and call me "NAIVE"??...err...maybe I am..we both laugh inside the car and almost hit a cat!!.. hahahaha...luckily..the cat didn't got kill..
Finally!!..Reach home...and rush inside to my room..she wasn't there..but..she was with Mui Mui,talking.She saw me..and stand up and reach upon me.She told me she was glad to meet me again and Miss.Landlady told us(Me,Wendy,Ka Zi and Sumi to have supper with her)..we all agree!!Before that..I reach to my room and on my laptop...and start chat with Fong while..and then..rush away to the dining room.

Time:12.00am
Location:Dining room...

We all enjoy hot mushroom soup..cause..it was rainy and cold.Hmm..very nice and hot.Suitable for cold weather!!...
We all talk about..the weather that is very weird,about school,life and the most ridiculous one...we almost hit a cat!!..hahaha...
Later...after finish..I help Miss.Landlady wash the bowl and tell everyone goodnight...cause..they wanna go to bed.Wendy told me to standby in her room..cause..she want me to be with her for a while.

Time:Now...
Location:Room 15..

Now..she's sleeping and I laying down on the sofa...feel soft..and comfort.Just now..I was story telling to her..and she asleep..cold and sneezed...I just hold and for a while and rub her hand.She then..slept and I just gave her a head kiss..and went back to her soft sofa.Now..I finish blogging..and feeling a good day and tomorrow..means..now is tomorrow...later..morning..got to go to church and teach..play with the children..then,Worship...to the Lord...
Hmm...maybe..I'm lucky but..I never trust in luck.
Luck...hmm...maybe it's real...jeez..
Now..I watching her sleeping..with her cute face..and turn around everytime.
Well...looks like I just finish...well..got to go now...I mean..tired and feeling cool and chill.You gotta chill!!And be cool!!
See ya'll later....^^
And today..it's a good day for living....

To Be Continued......

Benny Liew....(Be chill...and be cool my friends!!)...^^

Friday, April 16, 2010

Chill...

Time:11.41pm
Date:16.April.2010
Location:Room 14...



Well...today I still didn't go to school but to stay at home.I woke up early this time that is about between 10.00am to 10.15am.

As I woke up,I look outside the window.It was beautiful.The trees shakes..the wind blew to my skin.It was cold.I feel so...chill...

Then..I took my towel and head to the bathroom.When I bath...the water was cold instead that of chill...what the?

Then..when I return to my room,I saw Wendy,she??Wait!!??..why is she didn't go to school either?

I reach upon her and ask her..."Why are you not in school?"
She explain to me that..she was woke up late and tired too..like me.(Sigh....)..I guess we both had the same problem.Well...at least today I wanna check on my new spectacles.

Time:02.00pm
Location:Garden side...


We both then walk on the garden for a while and talk.I ask about her glasses that her glasses frame was a full frame.I planned to by half...so I won't look like a geek...hahaha...

Then..I ask if she wanna follow me to the spectacle optical shop.She doesn't wanted to..so..I just let her and change my cloth.I told her that if anything she want can ask me.She just told me nothing but she want me return home safe only.I told her..."I will.." and face away to town .

Time:03.13pm
Location:Raub town..

As I reach the town...I head to the optical shop and check on my spectacles.The shopkeeper hand out my new spectacles.I wore it.I looks like my uncle instead my father...hmm...maybe my genetic is like that.

Then..I head to lunch...eat something and then,return home..just safely like she said.Maybe it's her will.

Location:Home..
Time:05.00pm

When...I return home...she..she hug me for a while and a little laugh on me cause..I was wearing glasses.I told her.."Am I look better?"

She told me"You looks like a cool guy"..

I just smiled at her.

Later...I went in to the kitchen with her..and meet Miss.Landlady...somehow..she..err...doesn't recognize me.I told her.."It's me!!"and took off my glasses..and they all shocked that almost...doesn't recognized me..hahaha..
Then..I wore the glass and help her.
They all plan to cook vegetarian tonight...and no meat...what the!!!??
Jeez...I hate it so much!!

Time:07.30pm
Location:Dining room...

When I was served vegetables...I had to eat it!!...Luckily..the vegetarian is soup...phew...that was chill...
I ate it slowly until finish and...drank a lot of water.
Wendy told me that I had to eat a lot of this green to stay strong and cool life!!..So..I better listen to her.

Time:09.40pm
Location:Room 15...

It was heavily rain here...and cool as chill instead.I giving a good storytelling to her about old folks tale about the Melanesia.
As I tell her this story..she lay her head down on my lap..and sleep well..I had to carry her....argh!!...she was heavier than me...and put her aside...that is on her bed..as she was fast sleeper.It was cold..that night...I mean..just now.


I blanket her and look at her face...she was cute and remind me of my sister...but,her face looks cute rather than beautiful.I just gave her a head kiss..and on the fan for her and walk away...close the door...and walk away..

Later...

Time:Now....
Location:Room 14...

I just finish my blog and...got a new pair of glasses that looks cool..at least the price is okay..about RM230.00...then..I keep it..and go online.
It stop rain..and looks chill and cool..
Maybe...I can go on.I hope I will return to school this Monday.

Well..I guess that's it...and my friends...see ya'll later...hopefully my dearly one will safe and sound...that's all..and you...sleep well..and see you tomorrow.

To Be Continued......

Benny Liew.....(Tired in progress...energy in posses)....Chill....and be Cool...

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Still....

Time:11.03pm
Date:15.April.201
Location:Room 14..

Now...I am so bored.Nothing to do tonight...jeez..well..today what on?

Yesterday..I told Wendy not to wake me up cause I don't want go to school.I'm sorry to all the teachers cause I do something very very bad..that is.."Discipline rule"..

Never mind...you won't want to know either..I keep it as a... forgettable memory..^^


Well...I woke up at 1.00pm...went to the kitchen..nothing happen...eat...start my novel typing and drawing and writing too...

Stayed inside the room for hours...

Time:06.30pm
Location:Room 14...

Well..I saw Riby online..wait!!...She just return for camp...and safe.Good for her...chat a while then...dinners ready..eat dinner with Miss.Landlady..I mean..Miss.May and everyone...then..help her wash plates and cups.....talk to Wendy for a while..and then..went back to our rooms...tell her to sleep early tonight...

Time:10.30pm
Location:Room 14...

I fell asleep...until I woke up then....I wanna had some ideas for my novels.Looks like someone already slept.I mean...everyone...already slept..except for Uncle Jo,Nick and Mui Mui.

Then..I start blogging now..

After blog...I wanna sleep..maybe...oh yeah...I better think some ideas for my novels..and Wendy...sleep well....

Well..today is a simple day only...jeez....tomorrow??..What a day will be one day..
Hope tomorrow will be cool and chill....^^

To Be Continued.......~~

Benny Liew.........~~

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Shared...

Time:10.12pm
Location:Room 14..
Date:14.April.2010


Today..I'm so tired...still,I can't rest yet.Today..I just woke up so early until I had nothing to do that is 4.30am.
What the hell??..why am I sleeping at 01.00am and can wake up in 4.30am???...jeez...if like this..I better see the doctor..hahaha....
I just can believe that's over in one time now cause...I just heal my leg from a big cut..cause..I just drop down from a bike..damn it...I don't want let her know it.
Then...I just put some yellow lotion on it...and ..the question is...what happen if she knows??...better not..

Well...today??

Time:06.00am
Location:Corridor...

I walk outside..no moon...just a few little stars shines upon up there.Then..it's time to wake someone up now.

Location:Room 15...

I went to her room..wake her up...and told her it's 6.00am already.She just wake..and her eyes were glassy.
Then...she head to shower...I just wait...after her turn..then..it's my turn...
After that...we all had breakfast with Mui Mui and Nick...we both just look at Mui Mui and smile at her...she looks cute when she wearing school unforms..looks like my sister...hehehe....^^

Location:Room 14...


I comb my hair I change my cloth and ready my stuff.What again that I'm not ready??...Oh yeah..my laptop..almost forgot...hehehe...

Time:06.40am
Location:On the way to school by now...

Ka Zi ready...we both too..and go in the car..looks like another six to seven hour crap again...

I wave "See ya' later" to her..and Ka Zi continued her driving to my school..I really really feeling tired and wanna puke..what happen??

Location:SMKTK...

In school..assembly...got caught!!...what the!!??..only name tags??...like that also wanna make it big!!.. Jeez..what kind of teachers is this??..Cut people hair simply??...Close..he didn't cut mine...and I just take off away.When I saw he cut the Malay students hair...where is his honor to himself?He just make others people shame..and where should they put their head?..Jeez!!

Time:10.20am
Location:School canteen...

I ate some food...not so hungry...not in a mood..(sigh......)...what should I do??

Then...

Time:11.00am
Location:Class...by now..

It's Math..and now..I feeling really really wanna puke...I just stand and fell asleep...the teacher wake me up but I still feeling like wanna puke again.I just go to the toilet..and vomit once...jeez...what happen?

Time:02.30pm
Location:On the way back...

When I arrive home..with her..she ask me amI okay in this six seven hours crap?,,I told her..yeah...I'm cool and we both laugh.

Looks like I want to rest for a while...

Time:03.50pm
Location:Room 14...

Looks like I fell asleep again!!!...Jeez...and woke up at 05.30pm..what the!!??
Damn..my back...my leg..jeez...

Mui Mui came in to my room..ask me whether want to play with them or not..I just accept it.
Then...I follow her..to the garden..oh...I see..they all..(Nick,Ka Zi,Mui Mui and Wendy were playing with the rabbit..and still..I can see Mui Mui childish side...hahahaha....


Then..dinners ready...Miss.Landlady didn't cook instead pack...she packed KFC this time...hahaha....she just now go out woth Uncle Jo and Ian and told me she so long never eat KFC..so..she wanna try too..

Location:Room 14...

I just ate one piece of chicken and burger..plus colesaw...I thanked Miss.Landlady so much!!
Then..Ka Zi said.."Why are you both(Wendy and me)always call her "Miss.Landlady"?..she got a name!!Call her..Miss.May...or May.That's better!!"
I said "But...it's a rude way"
Ian beat my back and said.."It's cool"
Ok...I will try...and Uncle Jo saw his thumb to me.
I looks at her..and ask her if not mine..I call her that..she just smiled and me!!..Wendy and I happy and know..what to call her...

Time:09.14pm
Location:Room 14

After I help Miss.Landlady..I mean..May...throw the rubbish..I went to my room with Wendy and Mui Mui...after that..I reach my room...and start on my laptop and start my session...that is...reading and compose my novel.
Well..and also start blogging...
Looks like I wanna sleep early now...well...

Time:Now...
Location:Room 14...

Well...I wanna sleep now..rest...and wake up early...looks like my cloth dry already...and got to go now...

(Sigh.....).....and also....it's my silly day's....^^

To Be Continued.......^^
Benny Liew.......................==''...

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Normal...just cool and chill...

Time:10.56pm
Date:13.April.2010
Location:Room 15...

Today just like normal...nothing special happen.Only the same process in school all you need seven hours to study and learn.What a crap!!
Just return from school..back hurts with loads of books in the bags.

Wendy just return home much late than me.Ask her why and what happen.She just hold my shoulder and said nothing but a sigh.


Then..I ask Miss.Landlady about the desert recipe for tonight.She said she'll handle it and just told her if anything can ask me.

Time:03.00pm
Location:Room 14...

Fell asleep...nothing happen..just hear soft sweet songs...asleep..like dreaming...a day dreaming.
Then...awake....

Time:06.30pm
Location:Kitchen...

After shower...go and change cloth..and then went to the kitchen.I help Miss.Landlady to cut the tomatoes and lime cause tonight we all gonna try new stuff.I had no idea what recipe is that but it smells good.

Time:07.15pm
Location:Dining room...

Dinner's ready...went to dining room,then,call everyone except Uncle Jo and Nick..both of them went fishing..
Nothing happen tonight dinner...just eat...and help Miss. Landlady clean the bowl and plates.Talk to Wendy that will she following me to Saturday night at church that we all gonna have singing lesson and had feast...she look happy and want to join...then..I just smiled at her...and we both return to our rooms.

Time:10.56pm
Location:Room 15...

Then..I online...do nothing..Wendy call upon on me.I just go to her room and she wanted me to seat with her..well..I got to go..and hope tonight Uncle Jo will get a big fish!!...^^
Well..looks like I gonna sleep in her room..on the sofa...and story telling to someone special to me..got to go...see ya'll later....

To Be Continued......
Benny Liew.......................^^"........

A Thing About It.....

Time:03.40pm
Date:13.April.2010
Location:Room 14...


I was so tired now...nothing else to do but to rest.Jeez...

Well...about yesterday...I was kinda happy.Well..we all go out for a walk till late night.
It happen like this...

Time:05.50pm...
Location:Outskirt area...

Me and Wendy went out for a walk at the playground for a while.I want to talk to her a while of course...about life in school now.
She tells me that in her school...there are many many bad boys.Some like to disturb her and some like to tease her.I also felt angry and told her that one day...an action will come up.
Then...we return back and wanna help Miss.Landlady to make dinner tonight...


Time:06.15pm
Location:Kitchen...

As when we reach the kitchen...I saw Miss.Landlady cutting the garlics and Mui Mui helped too.Sumi just seat there.
I ask her what will she cook tonight and she told me she gonna cook Uncle Jo fish..that is catfish with garlic sauce.Then..I told her I will do the desert.Wendy just laugh at me and told me that my desert is the best!!I just smile at her.

Then...I call everyone to had dinner.While on dinner...everyone talk about each other..how is today and this and that...I told them it was a seven hour crap in school.

Then...Uncle Jo wanted to take us out at the playground at 10.00pm...we all accept it and wanted to have fun.

Before that..I was online for a while and playing chess with Mui Mui.Well...she won twice and I almost lose my temper!!..Relax what I do now and I just smiled at her.

Time:Almost 10.00pm...

Uncle Jo honk the van and told everyone.."ARE YOU READY!?"

Oh yeah!!...I went in Wendy room and hold her hands..tell her.."Let's go"..and I smiled.
She just smile at me and ran with me to the van first.
Uncle Jo was laughing at us where at everyone and I told them they on the way.
Then..Mui Mui,Sumi and Ah Sun appeared with together Miss.Landlady.Nick and Ah Sun come out last.
Then..while we on the way..I saw a familiar motorcycle..and it was Ian and Ka Zi..they both siblings ride on a bike.
Then..we finally arrive.It was bright and dark a little.Then..there was no one.Not even a person!!Only us...

They all go out and play for a while...while us both walk up on the small house and seat down.
Then...we both talk about the life back there...about school..damn again for those six seven crap hours..it was tiring and nuts!!
Then..we all play together at the see saw..and swings a while..well...it was tired and I feeling like wanna puke!!...
It was my silly days after all..and we played and chat till the night of a midnight..and we can see the small crescent moon..almost fading away...

Time:12.55am
Location:On the way back..

Then..Uncle Jo looks tired,Mui Mui wanted to sleep..everyone got tired so does me too.We all wanted to go home now...
Then..Wendy hold my hand and lean her head on my shoulder.
We were inside the van and Ka Zi were with her brother riding bike.
When we all inside the car...she lean her head and fell aslept..cause..I told ya'...she always fast asleep.
When we all reach home..everyone went out except us and I wake her up slowly.Her glassy eyes were open and start to asking me..where is she?..I told her..were home and I hold her..and take her to her room.

Time:01.10am
Location:Room 15...

She was so tired looking...and I take her...put her down and blanket her.I just,,,just gave her a head kiss and step the door away.
As when I closed the door..I head to my room..thinking what have I done this years???

(Sigh...)...then..I return to my room..saw my laptop on for hours...and I decided to off it cause,,I also tired..and I chat with Fong for a few seconds...then...sleep...tired....

Well..that's it for last night..
Hmm..today??..The same process...study..eat sleep...and tired seven hour crap!!
Jeez...I wonder can we get a rest or something!!??

To Be Continued...
Benny Liew...............(sigh..........).......T.T!!...

Monday, April 12, 2010

Oh NO!!...Not again....

Time:04.12pm
Location:Room 14..
Date:12.April.2010



Damn it!!!I didn't go to school again and my dad just call me,he said"You just received the second warning letter.You better go to school!!!!"

(Sigh....)...what the..I didn't mean it although.Even she tries to wake me up..I insist her away.What!!??
Nevermind...looks like I can try again.I'm sorry.

Today..I woke up 02.00pm...(WHAT THE HELL!!!)...and head for lunch instead before breakfast.What an upside down part.
Then..I head to my room and start on my laptop.Mui Mui had return home earlier and she start to head to her room. Miss.Landlady also.She...then go to the kitchen and start her things.She also look pretty busy.Then...Wendy came back..looking tired and I help her.She ask me why am I haven't wake up and ready for school.I just answer sorry and I cannot wake without reason.

Well...looks like everyone busy...(sigh.....)...what to do??...Never mind...now...almost 5pm..I wanna take her out for a walk after this...hehe...with her only...ok...got to go...see ya!!


To Be Continued....

Benny Liew............

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Preparation....

Time:01.02am
Location:Room 14
Date:10.April.2010


This evening..(from 3pm to 5pm)...I,Ian,Mui Mui and Sumi was playing the rabbits at the garden while enjoying snacks and junk food..hehehe....
When Mui Mui hold my Bunny,it hop and ran away.Ian laugh at her and said.."Maybe it scare of you."..and I laugh with her.Sumi was combing the black rabbit and smile at it.I just watch her.She look cute when she sit down on the floor while combing the rabbit.
I call upon Wendy and ask her how is school today.She said she's cool and fuzzy.I ask her wanna join me for snacks later and she accepted.So..I head to my room and get it for her and we both enjoy it in her room.

Then....we all when out for a while and she told me she wanna rest cause she was tired in school...and I told her I will wake her up when dinner..and she just smile at me and went to bed.

Time:07.15pm
Location:Dining room...

I reach to Wendy room and knock her door.She haven't wake up yet.Maybe she's hungry now.Her door not lock yet and I open it.She was still sleeping and I sit on her bed...shake her and ask her dinners ready..and she just flow her tears and what happened??!!
She wiped it away and wake up.I took her to the washroom and then..she was clear again.
Then...while dinner...we all ate a lot and no desert for todat..(sigh...)..at least we all had watermelon...

Time:Between 10.20pm
Location:Corridor site...

Then..I took her to her room and told her what happen..she said she got a nightmare and I told her.."Don't worry,I'm right here.If anything,you can ask me.Ok?"
She just nodded her head.
Then..she wanna sleep early cause tomorrow we all gotta go to the orphanhood at KL and have to wake up at 4.00am...

Well..I took her to her room..gave her a head kiss only..(not lips!!!)...and then told her to sleep early...and she just went in.

Time:11.50am...
location:Room 14...

Then..I head back to my room..on my laptop...chat with Fong and Riby for a while.Then..I remember that...tomorrow I will make a party too...hmm..BUCHO MIO~!!..hahaha..and also...I wish tomorrow will be my great day......and my leg now feeling better.....

~BUCHO MIO~!!!.....^^

To Be Continued....

Benny Liew.......

Friday, April 9, 2010

A Fragile Dream...

Time:02.20pm
Location:Garden site...
Date:09.April.2010


Well...still,I didn't go to school and now I'm feeling well.And also,I feeling cramp again on my hand...jeez.....

Well..yesterday night...I was having dinner with the girls only cause all the boys(Ian,Nick,Ah Sun and Uncle Jo) went out to fishing night...==''...damn it..only me alone??...Having dinner with 4 girls???...Oh My...

After we all had finish our dinner...Ka Zi told me that her laptop had a crash system and I told her later I'll fix it.

Time:09.45pm
Location:Room 4...(Ka Zi room)

So,I when in to her room and check her laptop..and no wonder..she was installing a dangerous program..so,I decided to delete it and she thanked me.She ask me..."Is it free?"
"Why?..You wanna pay me??"

Haha..we both laugh and I check her laptop.Not bad...she was using Dell Studio XPS 16..hmm...I guess her laptop kinda powerful management.

Then...I return to my room..on both of my laptop..(Alienware MK11 and Acer 4736Z)...and playing games on it...while the Acer downloading data.

After that..Wendy came in to my room..gave me medicine and water..I thanked her and she face back to her room and I just watch her and continue my game.Then..I just realize one thing.I rush to her and call her if she wanted to join me playing games and she wanted too.I borrow her using my Acer and I using my own MK11.Then...we both playing Command and Conquer Red Alert 3 Uprising.Never realize she was good at it cause it was rated to boys games.
After that...

Time:11.20pm
Location:Room 14...

She then return to her room and I told her sweet dreams...she told me to sleep early too..and I return my own on the laptop.So,I chat with my foster brother about love and romance life..but still..I'm afraid again...
Then..after an hour something..I heard a knock on the door and Wendy is scolding me that sleep early,don't expose my health and this and that...(sigh....)..nevermind,maybe she's right...so,I just turn off both of my laptop and tell her "OK!!...I off it now..well,sweet dreams,dear!"..she just leave me like that..and laugh a while.

When I sleep..I dream something weird...drop and fate...argue and scared...triumph cards on each and then..."BANG!!!"...I drop on the floor and woke up under my bed..that would be hurt...

Well......

Time:09.15am
Location:Room 14....

I woke up...noting happen....and I just continue sleeping for a while....then...Wendy went to school..I lazy over here...and then...DAMN!!!..My leg still hurts cause yesterday night I kick a brick.

(Sigh....)..well,tomorrow Saturday(10.April.2010) we all gonna meet the Orphanhood in KL..so,looks like tomorrow will be another big day for me...well...see you all later....maybe...^^

To Be Continued.....

Benny Liew...........

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Go on now....

Time:12.42pm
Location:Room 14..
Date:08.April.2010


She woke up in the morning and see me inside my room.It was so early although.I told her go to school cause I will be fine soon.She smiled at me and tell me to take care.I just nodded my head.

Time:10.14am
Location:Kitchen...

Miss.Landlady cook porridge for me...and I thanked her.Hmm...her cooking not bad at all.I like it.
Then...she gave me medicine and water,tell me to eat it.I just grab the cup and drink the horrible taste of medicine.
I thanked her once more again and return to my room.

Then...I saw Ian and Uncle Jo outside and I heard them wanted to go out.I wish I can follow them but my body is very weak and sleepy.Maybe because of the medicine effects.

Then..I return to my room,on my laptop and leave it on so it can continue download my data.And also...I will wait for her return later...

To Be Continued....

Benny Liew.......

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Kissing matters.....

Time:03.53pm
Location:Garden side...
Date:07.April.2010

Last night...when we all had dinner,I look at Wendy only.She just smile at me and ate her food.But...about yesterday night...will she understand about it?


Then...after dinner,I help Miss.Landlady wash the plates and Wendy help me too.She ask me...about yesterday and she apologies to me.I just tell her never mind cause it's no longer needed anymore.
Then..she wanted to meet me for a while and wanted to ask me a question where I couldn't know what I want to say.
She told me answer her honestly.She ask me.."Ben..do..you have a secret to me?"
I wanted to answer it and I hold her hands.."What if I am?"

She just smiled at me..and I told her.."Maybe I'm not ready"..and my face turn red cherry now.

Time:Between 11.00pm

Then...after we talking to each other..we having some snacks.I just feeling something is making me hurt.My leg feeling cramp all of sudden and my head were feeling pain.Wendy ask me am I alright and I told her I'm fine.I took her to her room and I return to mine.
As I return to my room...my head feeling fine and then..when I fell asleep that night..my body were freezing and my hand were cramp.


Time:07.15am

She wake me up but I couldn't wake up.She touched my head and she told me that I got fever.Then...she didn't go to school and take care of me now...I'm sorry.
She gave me some medicine and food.Looks like I have disturb her.

Time:02.19pm
Location:Room 14...

I was feeling stupid now cause my head were spin like hell.My hand...can't grip anything...(sigh.....)...and also...thank you,Wendy...and ...I'm sorry.

To Be Continued....

Benny Liew...........

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Tired...and worry...

Time:05.10pm
Location:Room 14..
Date:o6.April.2010


I was asleep in school...while it was Mathematic class...jeez...my head was spinning by then.

Time:Between 03.30pm
Then...after finish school...I saw Riby was upstair nearby the staff room and she greets me.She wanted to tell me her problems..cause..as usual I am a psychologist..hahaha.
She told me..that Naili and Izzatul...don't like about her and Fong,my foster brother..and I thought in my mind.."Are they jealous?"..cause in psycho said.."Jealousy can form of many attitude such as winning,losing and a lot of them especially love"
Then..I try to tell her about them...why they like that..

Hmm..I think so..maybe because of that...and then...I also explain my problems to her about yesterday that Wendy try to...kiss me..and I ran away..such a fool am I.
Now..her turn to be the psychologist to me...==''....tell me to express my feelings toward Wendy...(sigh...)...nevermind...
Then..she call Fong to send me home..I don't want cause I don't get use to ride motorcycle....hahaha.....

Time:04.30pm
Location:Home

Then...I had to go back so does Riby.....and I also feeling scared what happen if I go back and suddenly Wendy ask me question why am I running away.
Maybe she really loves me...or am I not ready??

I hope Riby friend's won't get intense on her...sorry bro...I just explain it out...and also I wanted to meet Wendy sooner...maybe now??...(sigh...)...maybe dinner after this...(sigh....)..what have I done?...

To Be Continued.....

Benny Liew......