Time:12.30am
Date:28.April.2010
Location:Room 15...
Well..today is a chill day.Meet back my kai ko and today is Aymee's birthday..that is my kai ma sister birthday.Well......
Time:06.00am
Location:Room 14...
She wake me up and I woke up..saw her face intense.She push me down as I fell and lazy.She said.."BEN!!WAKE UP!!" in Chinese and I reply and quickly wake!!..HA!!??...
I do things normal and she help me a little.I saw the moon in the morning were fading..just like yesterday and I hope..tonight will be better.
Okay...Wendy pull my ears and push me in the car.I had to...kinda.
Time:02.00pm
Location:School...(SMKTK)..like crap...
All crap...fools!!..Damn and curse all those student!!..Sigh...I wonder why they all so bad?
Then...at 02.00pm...I wait Riby at the stairs...cause today we gonna go lunch with Fong.Eat chicken rice and I thought wanna pay..at the end..he had to pay..sorry and thanks bro.You're too kind!!
Well...after that...we had to return and Riby went in to Pandu Puteri Club...while I wait and online one hour.Later...I walk outside...I saw Riby..and she looks tense and headache...and worry something happen and ask her if she need any help.Well...help is needed..close she not fainted or anything.Later..
She's fine and later...we all go back and Uncle Jo arrives at 5.55pm...damn..maybe he busy.Nevermind..
Location:Home...
Time:06.30pm
I tell everyone I had to go my kai ma house because her sister,Aymee,today is her birthday so I had to visit her.I had to leave Wendy alone and tell her I'm a little busy.
So...Sir Leong waited outside and I went in his car.We all had to go.
Time:07.00pm
Location:Tmn.Sri Raub,Sempalit.
Arrives..and greet everyone.I miss my kai ma's mom cooking because her cooking is the best!!Mostly cool Chinese food.
Well...like that...we all at last...enjoy Cappuccino Cake...taste of bittersweet.And then...I played the birthday song to Aymee...and after the birthday finish...we all had to go home..cause...Sir Leong said.."It's late okay...come on"..I know...he do for my own good...but...I always sleep late.I thanked everyone and go home.
Then..Sir Leong send me back and I thanked him.He drove away and I walk in.
Time:11.00pm
Location:Room 15...
I had to teach her about Bible and teach her English better...as she teach me Chinese.Later...I ask her to go moon watching with me...as the moon is bright now...cause...it's a night on where we can't see the sight.
She cuddle me from side and said.."Ben..in life,study hard.Like you always teach me."
I smiled at her and blew a sigh,wondering.Later...I take her up..and sleep in her room..on the sofa.Bring Law inside.Law were playing inside...while chasing and playing with us.
Later...
Time:12.00am
Location:Room 15....
Well...I rest in her room..while blog and help her.She look out the window and she look at me..smile sweetly..I just smile back and look back on my laptop.She later lay down...and start to close her eyes.i look at my laptop..until..she asleep.
Well...she really asleep and turn my laptop volume down.
She also...dreaming?Nevermind...
Time:Now...
Lcoation:Room 15....
I'm really tired.Well..I better stop here..and thank you..Fong...being best to me..and your dearly one...also...hey!!Nest time I pay and spend on you!!
Thanks Aymee...and also...Happy Birthday..although pass 12.00am already.
Err...Sir Leong???..Sorry if I forgot your work but....thanks!!A lot!!By the way...you suite to be a great English teacher!!
Well..I wanna moon watch alone..while I enjoy coffee....got to go.See you all my friends!!!
To Be Continued................
Benny Liew.........(Everyone has to be enjoy!!).......................
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Read back phase...
Time:09.03pm
Date:27.April.2010
Location:Room 14
Finally!!!I had return and my room is clear!Well..about yesterday..
Time:05.30pm
Date:26.April.2010
Location:Back to the villa...
Well...I was to happy and my mom take me there.Finally,I had return and saw Miss.Landlady was outside sweeping the front.I call upon her and she smiled at me.She helped me and take my luggage inside.I tell my mom and dad goodbye take care.I also tell my brother take care and see you too.Later..they all go home and I walk with Miss.Landlady inside.I ask her where is Wendy and everyone as she told me everyone is inside doing their work.It was silence there.
Time:05.40pm
Location:In room 14..
I thanked to Miss.Landlady and feel refresh..standing on the "tatami" floor.Then..I went to Room 15.I knocked the door and someone has open.It was her..and I put my hand on her shoulder,told her I had return and she hug me from side.
I was happy..to see her okay.And I talk to her...as...I bought a ring for her..help her where in and my face were blushy...and it was fit.Exact!!She thanked me and kiss me on the cheek.I walk unconsciously.Then..dinners ready by then.
Well..I pull her up and I told her dinners ready.She arm link with me outside and we both walk together to the dining room.
Location:Dining room..
Time:07.50pm
We look at Miss.Landlady cook happily and she cooked..err...(Maggi Noodle with oyster sauce plus garlic).
It was good and I prepared the desert that is...(7-Up plus with lychee's)..and it was sweet and lime taste.
Well..everyone loves it an Uncle Jo happy to see me and so does everyone.They ask me how is life there..and I told them.."As terrible as can be"..and we all laugh.Well..after that...I help Miss.Landlady wash the bowl and plates..then..when to my room.
Wendy start to create her Facebook account and I was surprise on it.I add her..and she add me.Haha..like we both best meant to be.
Later....
Time:10.50pm
Location:Room 14..
I put all my things inside and Wendy was a little busy.Must's be revision and doing her things.I don't want to disturb her so..I online.
I chat with Uncle Peter and Fong..as they both chat with me..I realize...my dog,Law..was with me all the time just now and it sleeping on my lap.It's my son..my cute fella.
Time:12.30pm
Location:Room 14...
When I chat with Fong...my laptop zapped!!It shut down because..I didn't put the battery and I just plug in.It was blackout so..I stop till yesterday and feeling unlucky.Damn...but..it was cold outside..and it was chill..I hope..Wendy will be with me.
Well..about today..
Time:06.30am
Location:Way to school...
As normal...7 hours crap!!!Meet Riby..help her..and worry...about a case in school..what an animal!
Rain falls...damn!!...My cloths!!..That;s is what I worry of.Hang with Riby at the canteen and my brother came...and my dad arrives...but I waited for Ka Zi...then,I went in to my father car and said "See ya" to Riby.Later...my dad put me at the villa and Ka Zi were just want to take me.
Location:Room 15..
Time:05.30pm
Wendy help me as the rain was so heavy.So...I had a bath..later...I went in to Wendy room for study and teach her English and History.She just concentrate on me.She also teach me Chinese as I not so good on it.The rain stops and we both wanna rest.
Time:08.00pm
Location:Dining room...
Nothing special as for it...I was a little hungry so I ate little and went off.Wendy wanted to rest too so she sleep already.I pray for her all my life in justice.
Well...since today rain...the boys..(Ah Sun,Uncle Jo,Nick and Ian) went to fishing at Sg.Ruan.I don't like to fishing.
Well....Wendy looks like fell asleep and she was rest her body and rest well.Sleep well,my dear.
Location:Room 14...
Time:10.03pm
Looks like I end here...and the ring I gave her...was beautifully fit!!Well..I got to go..because...I want to rest and watching movie title Bionicle 3 Web Of Shadows..well..see you all later...
I love you...my dear...and my friends too.
To Be Continued............
Benny Liew.......(Sigh...what a day...cloth wet..T.T"").....................
Date:27.April.2010
Location:Room 14
Finally!!!I had return and my room is clear!Well..about yesterday..
Time:05.30pm
Date:26.April.2010
Location:Back to the villa...
Well...I was to happy and my mom take me there.Finally,I had return and saw Miss.Landlady was outside sweeping the front.I call upon her and she smiled at me.She helped me and take my luggage inside.I tell my mom and dad goodbye take care.I also tell my brother take care and see you too.Later..they all go home and I walk with Miss.Landlady inside.I ask her where is Wendy and everyone as she told me everyone is inside doing their work.It was silence there.
Time:05.40pm
Location:In room 14..
I thanked to Miss.Landlady and feel refresh..standing on the "tatami" floor.Then..I went to Room 15.I knocked the door and someone has open.It was her..and I put my hand on her shoulder,told her I had return and she hug me from side.
I was happy..to see her okay.And I talk to her...as...I bought a ring for her..help her where in and my face were blushy...and it was fit.Exact!!She thanked me and kiss me on the cheek.I walk unconsciously.Then..dinners ready by then.
Well..I pull her up and I told her dinners ready.She arm link with me outside and we both walk together to the dining room.
Location:Dining room..
Time:07.50pm
We look at Miss.Landlady cook happily and she cooked..err...(Maggi Noodle with oyster sauce plus garlic).
It was good and I prepared the desert that is...(7-Up plus with lychee's)..and it was sweet and lime taste.
Well..everyone loves it an Uncle Jo happy to see me and so does everyone.They ask me how is life there..and I told them.."As terrible as can be"..and we all laugh.Well..after that...I help Miss.Landlady wash the bowl and plates..then..when to my room.
Wendy start to create her Facebook account and I was surprise on it.I add her..and she add me.Haha..like we both best meant to be.
Later....
Time:10.50pm
Location:Room 14..
I put all my things inside and Wendy was a little busy.Must's be revision and doing her things.I don't want to disturb her so..I online.
I chat with Uncle Peter and Fong..as they both chat with me..I realize...my dog,Law..was with me all the time just now and it sleeping on my lap.It's my son..my cute fella.
Time:12.30pm
Location:Room 14...
When I chat with Fong...my laptop zapped!!It shut down because..I didn't put the battery and I just plug in.It was blackout so..I stop till yesterday and feeling unlucky.Damn...but..it was cold outside..and it was chill..I hope..Wendy will be with me.
Well..about today..
Time:06.30am
Location:Way to school...
As normal...7 hours crap!!!Meet Riby..help her..and worry...about a case in school..what an animal!
Rain falls...damn!!...My cloths!!..That;s is what I worry of.Hang with Riby at the canteen and my brother came...and my dad arrives...but I waited for Ka Zi...then,I went in to my father car and said "See ya" to Riby.Later...my dad put me at the villa and Ka Zi were just want to take me.
Location:Room 15..
Time:05.30pm
Wendy help me as the rain was so heavy.So...I had a bath..later...I went in to Wendy room for study and teach her English and History.She just concentrate on me.She also teach me Chinese as I not so good on it.The rain stops and we both wanna rest.
Time:08.00pm
Location:Dining room...
Nothing special as for it...I was a little hungry so I ate little and went off.Wendy wanted to rest too so she sleep already.I pray for her all my life in justice.
Well...since today rain...the boys..(Ah Sun,Uncle Jo,Nick and Ian) went to fishing at Sg.Ruan.I don't like to fishing.
Well....Wendy looks like fell asleep and she was rest her body and rest well.Sleep well,my dear.
Location:Room 14...
Time:10.03pm
Looks like I end here...and the ring I gave her...was beautifully fit!!Well..I got to go..because...I want to rest and watching movie title Bionicle 3 Web Of Shadows..well..see you all later...
I love you...my dear...and my friends too.
To Be Continued............
Benny Liew.......(Sigh...what a day...cloth wet..T.T"").....................
Monday, April 26, 2010
Fly back..
Time:02.08pm
Date:26.April.2010
Location:In my room......
Now...I'm alone in my room...my parents gone.I didn't go to school because...today..errr...I'm going back.Home...that is.Wendy went to school I think and everyone must'a been busy.
Sigh...today...
I woke up at 03.50am...and had bath.I changed my cloth with jeans and chains.I took my wallet,phone and my glasses.Then...I took my helmet and my father old motorbike key secretly.I open the door silently and see outside.I lock the door silently and I know all of them sleeping outside cause my mom and dad is a heavy sleeper.Hope my brother also don't know about this.
Then...
Location:Outskirt area...on the way to town.
I push the bike 400 meter from my house and start it.Then..I accelerate to town as fast as possible and I don't want anyone to know.Today...I check my friend police schedule in the file-net.They will do a road-block in Klau 1,Klau 3 and Sepadan Bentong so I no need to worry about it.
Then...I reach to town.I was as empty streets but there are a few people still there.I went to 7-Eleven to buy some snacks and things and the shopkeeper ask me why am I going out late and I told her I got things to do and I had not much to answer so I pay the stuff and went out.
As I step outside,the moon was fading away while the stars were flashing.I start my bike and go off.
Time:04.20am
Location:Go to the park...
I was alone...by then.And I called Wendy...she didn't answer yet until...she answered.I call her if wanna go out with me but she shocked because it was very late midnight...and she can't go.I tell her nevermind and I understand.Nevermind dear...I know...it's late.
Then...I bought snacks and enjoy alone.I seat on the bench at the park and be alone for a moment.I was not afraid.In my heart...ghost are faith.
Later....I ate my snacks and look up.I look at the stars..the moon...fading away from the purple sky.Later...I felt water drip on my head..and it wasn't water...it was rain!!
I quickly take all my snacks and beverage ran to my bike and start it.I quickly start it and then,I quickly go home as fast as possible.
Time:05.30am
Location:Home....
I reach home...silently and put my bike in the garage silently too.I take all my beverage and open the door.No one...all clear.
I go in to my room...and see my laptop still on.
I look outside...and eat my snacks.
I fell asleep..and my nightmare start to ascent.
I fell asleep.......and wake...and then....slumber...
Time:09.30am...
Location:Home....
I wake up and pack my stuff...cause...today...hehehe....I going back to my villa.And I was to happy.
I pack everything up and get ready...and I will go back there at 03.30pm...and I call Wendy...she was cheering and happy.I happy to know that and...my heart...is feeling surprised already.
Now....I had to go and listen to music while waiting my mom finish her things.So...I got to go.....and I hope last night won't happen again....and I see my hand..that...my future is in my hand.
To Be Continued.....
Benny Liew.....(Daring of true heroes..........)........................
Date:26.April.2010
Location:In my room......
Now...I'm alone in my room...my parents gone.I didn't go to school because...today..errr...I'm going back.Home...that is.Wendy went to school I think and everyone must'a been busy.
Sigh...today...
I woke up at 03.50am...and had bath.I changed my cloth with jeans and chains.I took my wallet,phone and my glasses.Then...I took my helmet and my father old motorbike key secretly.I open the door silently and see outside.I lock the door silently and I know all of them sleeping outside cause my mom and dad is a heavy sleeper.Hope my brother also don't know about this.
Then...
Location:Outskirt area...on the way to town.
I push the bike 400 meter from my house and start it.Then..I accelerate to town as fast as possible and I don't want anyone to know.Today...I check my friend police schedule in the file-net.They will do a road-block in Klau 1,Klau 3 and Sepadan Bentong so I no need to worry about it.
Then...I reach to town.I was as empty streets but there are a few people still there.I went to 7-Eleven to buy some snacks and things and the shopkeeper ask me why am I going out late and I told her I got things to do and I had not much to answer so I pay the stuff and went out.
As I step outside,the moon was fading away while the stars were flashing.I start my bike and go off.
Time:04.20am
Location:Go to the park...
I was alone...by then.And I called Wendy...she didn't answer yet until...she answered.I call her if wanna go out with me but she shocked because it was very late midnight...and she can't go.I tell her nevermind and I understand.Nevermind dear...I know...it's late.
Then...I bought snacks and enjoy alone.I seat on the bench at the park and be alone for a moment.I was not afraid.In my heart...ghost are faith.
Later....I ate my snacks and look up.I look at the stars..the moon...fading away from the purple sky.Later...I felt water drip on my head..and it wasn't water...it was rain!!
I quickly take all my snacks and beverage ran to my bike and start it.I quickly start it and then,I quickly go home as fast as possible.
Time:05.30am
Location:Home....
I reach home...silently and put my bike in the garage silently too.I take all my beverage and open the door.No one...all clear.
I go in to my room...and see my laptop still on.
I look outside...and eat my snacks.
I fell asleep..and my nightmare start to ascent.
I fell asleep.......and wake...and then....slumber...
Time:09.30am...
Location:Home....
I wake up and pack my stuff...cause...today...hehehe....I going back to my villa.And I was to happy.
I pack everything up and get ready...and I will go back there at 03.30pm...and I call Wendy...she was cheering and happy.I happy to know that and...my heart...is feeling surprised already.
Now....I had to go and listen to music while waiting my mom finish her things.So...I got to go.....and I hope last night won't happen again....and I see my hand..that...my future is in my hand.
To Be Continued.....
Benny Liew.....(Daring of true heroes..........)........................
"Isn't It Beautiful?".....
My heart was swimming,
In words gathered by the wind,
My voice bounded,
Into a cloud-carried tomorrow.
My heart trembled,
In the moon-swayed mirror,
Soft tears,
Spilled with a stream of stars.
Isn't it beautiful?,
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go,
To your town, your home, in your arms.
I dream of being,
Against your chest,
My body in your keeping,
Disappearing into the evening.
Words halted by wind are,
A gentle illusion,
A tomorrow torn by clouds is,
The voice of a distant place.
My heart that had been,
In a moon-blurred mirror that flowed,
Those stars that trembled and spilled,
Cannot hide my tears.
Isn't it beautiful?,
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go,
To your town, your home, in your arms........
Sigh................................
Benny Liew......(Just flow in my mind...).............
My dream of your face,
That I softly touch,
Melts in the morning.
In words gathered by the wind,
My voice bounded,
Into a cloud-carried tomorrow.
My heart trembled,
In the moon-swayed mirror,
Soft tears,
Spilled with a stream of stars.
Isn't it beautiful?,
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go,
To your town, your home, in your arms.
I dream of being,
Against your chest,
My body in your keeping,
Disappearing into the evening.
Words halted by wind are,
A gentle illusion,
A tomorrow torn by clouds is,
The voice of a distant place.
My heart that had been,
In a moon-blurred mirror that flowed,
Those stars that trembled and spilled,
Cannot hide my tears.
Isn't it beautiful?,
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go,
To your town, your home, in your arms........
Sigh................................
Benny Liew......(Just flow in my mind...).............
My dream of your face,
That I softly touch,
Melts in the morning.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Remind the rain........(My World Full Of You Begins To Spin)
Time:11.51pm
Location:In my room...dark and lonely...
Date:25.April.2010
Now...it's raining and I'm thinking of a poem...where a poem rains it tears to dearly to us..and all.
This poem..."My World Full Of You Begins To Spin"..for you...and all.......>>
With a piece of the shining white cloud,
I wait for you again today on this sunny hill,
Looking up at the sky as I whisper the pinky-promise,
We made one day in the sunlight.
Just by having you laughing next to me,
I feel like I can try harder no matter what kind of day it may be,
If we can spend our happy times and sad times together,
The music we can hear becomes eternal.
If the small shadows line up and start walking from here,
My feeling full of you begins to spin around,
The gentle feeling that gathers in our hands held together,
Let's carry everything and go as we hum the distant song.
Even on rainy days or windy days,
I will wait for you on this hill everyday,
Filling it up with the important moments,
That we piled up in the repeating days.
If I gaze at the grass where the small shadows line up,
My world full of you begins to spin,
If the answer can be found in our hands held together,
I can believe that anything can be done.
Even that secret wish of yours that is hiding behind the quiet voice,
I understand it so I'll make it come true.
If the small shadows line up and start walking from here,
My world full of you begins to spin,
The gentle feeling that gathers in our hands held together,
Let's carry everything and go as we hum the distant song.....(end)
Sigh....now raining..and rain even harder.I think...what is she doing now alone?Is she lonely and sad alone?Dear...please don't cry...and I know..I will be your side...even we both are far.Just three day only,my dear.So..please dear,be patience.I love you...as I always do..and I will wish for you on a great day like this poem again.
To all of my friends...and her...and my families.............^^
Benny Liew.............on the distances now.....^^
Location:In my room...dark and lonely...
Date:25.April.2010
Now...it's raining and I'm thinking of a poem...where a poem rains it tears to dearly to us..and all.
This poem..."My World Full Of You Begins To Spin"..for you...and all.......>>
With a piece of the shining white cloud,
I wait for you again today on this sunny hill,
Looking up at the sky as I whisper the pinky-promise,
We made one day in the sunlight.
Just by having you laughing next to me,
I feel like I can try harder no matter what kind of day it may be,
If we can spend our happy times and sad times together,
The music we can hear becomes eternal.
If the small shadows line up and start walking from here,
My feeling full of you begins to spin around,
The gentle feeling that gathers in our hands held together,
Let's carry everything and go as we hum the distant song.
Even on rainy days or windy days,
I will wait for you on this hill everyday,
Filling it up with the important moments,
That we piled up in the repeating days.
If I gaze at the grass where the small shadows line up,
My world full of you begins to spin,
If the answer can be found in our hands held together,
I can believe that anything can be done.
Even that secret wish of yours that is hiding behind the quiet voice,
I understand it so I'll make it come true.
If the small shadows line up and start walking from here,
My world full of you begins to spin,
The gentle feeling that gathers in our hands held together,
Let's carry everything and go as we hum the distant song.....(end)
Sigh....now raining..and rain even harder.I think...what is she doing now alone?Is she lonely and sad alone?Dear...please don't cry...and I know..I will be your side...even we both are far.Just three day only,my dear.So..please dear,be patience.I love you...as I always do..and I will wish for you on a great day like this poem again.
To all of my friends...and her...and my families.............^^
Benny Liew.............on the distances now.....^^
Saturday, April 24, 2010
As my heart told me...
Time:12.01am
Date:25.April.2010
Location:In my room...alone with my heart stained..
Every night...I blog and read the pass of my memories,it make me feels heartful day and my sorrow has risen.I know..there was accession in my life.
Well...let me see..today...
Time:11.00am
Location:Home..still on bed...
My mom wake me up and scold me.She tells me that why am I wake up so late...although yesterday night I sleep late.Jeez...she wake me up and told me faster and get ready.I had to go fast instead and then..I took my bath,brush teeth and this and that.Then..I wore my favorite shirt..plus with my new cool tie...and my dearly ring.I started to miss them and look at the mirror.It was delight.
Time:12.30pm
Location:To Bentong...
I bring my phone online with the broadband SIM-card...since it's fast and no need to waste my money.
I online while I was inside the car with my mom,dad and brother.I just look outside.I was cruel..since...the trees of beauty..last time..it was green and chill..now??...Huh...last not long..trees has turn to sand and sand has turn to heat melt hell.I wonder...if human love the Earth or not?
I just look outside while hearing songs on my ear-phone and this song..(Dawn of Mana op)..start to make me miss someone again.I just had to skip the song and turn it to Green Day rock song..not to make myself sad but happy...and my heart will always remember the person who important to me like her,Fong,Riby,Uncle Peter and everyone who is in my heart including my parents,families and the lost one.
Time:01.50pm..
Location:The Mall...
We went in and shopping..I just wanna walk alone only.They all went to buy cloths and their groceries while I went to the computer shop to buy speakers and laptop accessories for my laptop since I had not enough fun on it.I choose only the good quality...and also...the cool and chill type..plus...green nature too..so not to waste economical world.Well..finally..I found it.It was made of wood..the speaker..the cover..looks nice and eco-friendly.I love it so..I ask the shopkeeper to test it and the sound was cool.So..I bought it.
COST:RM120.00
Then...I check on DVD-PC games...all of them were boring so..I decided not to buy any just to buy one game...it's Command and Conquer 4 Tiberian Twilight cost me about RM10.00 only.Then..I find a bench and seat down while wait for my parents and brother.I online on my phone to check my status on Facebook and read my blog...as my heart still..remember her.I didn't call her...although...this SIM-card cannot call.
My dad came out and ask me what am I buying...and he said.."What a worthless things."...and I didn't care for him and I know what am I doing.
Later.....
Time:02.50pm
Location:In the mall restaurant..(Don't know what it call..)
In there...we ate lunch and this is the first of 2 years I ate lunch together with my parents and brother..although my sister still in KL study..I miss her also.
We ate and I was just silent.My mom talk with my brother and me.I just don't care.Never treat what is up.My dad was happy for her but never know what is on.I just alone on one side.
Then..after finish..I ask permission to go others shop for a while and my brother wanted to follow but...I don't let him because I want to be alone.And I went to an antique shop..to buy something for my dear...a ring..too...like she gave me one yesterday.I ask the shopkeeper is there any ring that is cute for girls and she gave me choose one.I just look on it and she ask me why am I buying one and I told her I wanted to buy for my friends.She suddenly said.."You buy for girls must be your girlfriend..right?"(in Chinese)..and I just said.."Kinda"...and she smiles at me and said me.."You so handsome..."..and I just scratch my head.Finally..I choose one for her...the pattern it suite and cute..."Isn't the heart ,it's love"..and that's the carve for her.Cost...RM32.00 and the shopkeeper gave me discount RM25.00..and I just smiled at her and said thanks.Not to forget..I bought a mug for myself too.
Time:03.20pm
Location:On the way home...
My parents waiting..and ask me where am I going and I told them I bought a mug for myself and secretly buy something special for someone.
Then...I help my mom and dad carry their things and went to the car.From there...we ready to go home.From there...too...on the way...my eyes has shut...sleep and still for a few moment...after I online in my phone...then..my eyes...really shut...in deep...slumber.
Time:04.15pm
Location:Home...
Finally...at home...test my speaker and the DVD-PC game...and try on play..it was fun..and I had waited the game for so long.I hope..Wendy would love this game too.
Then...I start to online until 05.00pm...and off it.Then..I visit my neighbor...meet my old friends.She was riding with her bike with her brother..it was Sze.She shocked when she saw me and I just greet her and talk to her.I talk about my life there and she was...look still chill always.Then..I and her brother talk for a while...then..I had to go home and we both shake hand and moved away.
Time:08.00pm
Location:In my room...
My mom cook dinner and she call everyone to eat dinner.I didn't cause I'm not hungry.I started to miss Miss.Landlady or preferred called Miss.May...miss her cooking that so sweet smells I ever knew.So...I'm not hungry.
I online till now....then....
Time:Now...
Location:In my room...sad in present....happy in past...
Then...now...I holding the ring...that she gave me.."The Triangle Ring"...and hold her"Isn't the heart ,it's love: and hope her finger fit inside.Maybe..what the shopkeeper was right..I am handsome...hahahaha....kinda.....sigh...looks like my heart turn happy and I know...only three days.
Well....in my life...there was dreadful enough to know what is best but...inside...there must be a joyful sight.
Then...I look at the moon outside..and hoping what is she doing...and I send a message to her.
"Dear...sleep well,I know we apart but don't worry...only 3 day days.And also...thanks for the ring..I love you as I always.And I had a little surprise under your sky.So..goodnight...and see you tomorrow...
From...your best friend,Ben"
That's is what I send and she replied...
"I know and I will wait for it...(@&#^@^*$%@$*@(%$@^#)..I love you too"
I don't understand at all her Chinese words...maybe..she gave me a clue..damn..how to see??..Nevermind..I will ask someone later or tomorrow.
Then...now...I had to go and...spend online for a while.After this...I wanna sleep and pray before sleep...what is cool for her and tell her to study hard...and hope she will be success in one day.
To Be Continued.........
Benny Liew........(A dear sign of myself for her......)..............^^
Date:25.April.2010
Location:In my room...alone with my heart stained..
Every night...I blog and read the pass of my memories,it make me feels heartful day and my sorrow has risen.I know..there was accession in my life.
Well...let me see..today...
Time:11.00am
Location:Home..still on bed...
My mom wake me up and scold me.She tells me that why am I wake up so late...although yesterday night I sleep late.Jeez...she wake me up and told me faster and get ready.I had to go fast instead and then..I took my bath,brush teeth and this and that.Then..I wore my favorite shirt..plus with my new cool tie...and my dearly ring.I started to miss them and look at the mirror.It was delight.
Time:12.30pm
Location:To Bentong...
I bring my phone online with the broadband SIM-card...since it's fast and no need to waste my money.
I online while I was inside the car with my mom,dad and brother.I just look outside.I was cruel..since...the trees of beauty..last time..it was green and chill..now??...Huh...last not long..trees has turn to sand and sand has turn to heat melt hell.I wonder...if human love the Earth or not?
I just look outside while hearing songs on my ear-phone and this song..(Dawn of Mana op)..start to make me miss someone again.I just had to skip the song and turn it to Green Day rock song..not to make myself sad but happy...and my heart will always remember the person who important to me like her,Fong,Riby,Uncle Peter and everyone who is in my heart including my parents,families and the lost one.
Time:01.50pm..
Location:The Mall...
We went in and shopping..I just wanna walk alone only.They all went to buy cloths and their groceries while I went to the computer shop to buy speakers and laptop accessories for my laptop since I had not enough fun on it.I choose only the good quality...and also...the cool and chill type..plus...green nature too..so not to waste economical world.Well..finally..I found it.It was made of wood..the speaker..the cover..looks nice and eco-friendly.I love it so..I ask the shopkeeper to test it and the sound was cool.So..I bought it.
COST:RM120.00
Then...I check on DVD-PC games...all of them were boring so..I decided not to buy any just to buy one game...it's Command and Conquer 4 Tiberian Twilight cost me about RM10.00 only.Then..I find a bench and seat down while wait for my parents and brother.I online on my phone to check my status on Facebook and read my blog...as my heart still..remember her.I didn't call her...although...this SIM-card cannot call.
My dad came out and ask me what am I buying...and he said.."What a worthless things."...and I didn't care for him and I know what am I doing.
Later.....
Time:02.50pm
Location:In the mall restaurant..(Don't know what it call..)
In there...we ate lunch and this is the first of 2 years I ate lunch together with my parents and brother..although my sister still in KL study..I miss her also.
We ate and I was just silent.My mom talk with my brother and me.I just don't care.Never treat what is up.My dad was happy for her but never know what is on.I just alone on one side.
Then..after finish..I ask permission to go others shop for a while and my brother wanted to follow but...I don't let him because I want to be alone.And I went to an antique shop..to buy something for my dear...a ring..too...like she gave me one yesterday.I ask the shopkeeper is there any ring that is cute for girls and she gave me choose one.I just look on it and she ask me why am I buying one and I told her I wanted to buy for my friends.She suddenly said.."You buy for girls must be your girlfriend..right?"(in Chinese)..and I just said.."Kinda"...and she smiles at me and said me.."You so handsome..."..and I just scratch my head.Finally..I choose one for her...the pattern it suite and cute..."Isn't the heart ,it's love"..and that's the carve for her.Cost...RM32.00 and the shopkeeper gave me discount RM25.00..and I just smiled at her and said thanks.Not to forget..I bought a mug for myself too.
Time:03.20pm
Location:On the way home...
My parents waiting..and ask me where am I going and I told them I bought a mug for myself and secretly buy something special for someone.
Then...I help my mom and dad carry their things and went to the car.From there...we ready to go home.From there...too...on the way...my eyes has shut...sleep and still for a few moment...after I online in my phone...then..my eyes...really shut...in deep...slumber.
Time:04.15pm
Location:Home...
Finally...at home...test my speaker and the DVD-PC game...and try on play..it was fun..and I had waited the game for so long.I hope..Wendy would love this game too.
Then...I start to online until 05.00pm...and off it.Then..I visit my neighbor...meet my old friends.She was riding with her bike with her brother..it was Sze.She shocked when she saw me and I just greet her and talk to her.I talk about my life there and she was...look still chill always.Then..I and her brother talk for a while...then..I had to go home and we both shake hand and moved away.
Time:08.00pm
Location:In my room...
My mom cook dinner and she call everyone to eat dinner.I didn't cause I'm not hungry.I started to miss Miss.Landlady or preferred called Miss.May...miss her cooking that so sweet smells I ever knew.So...I'm not hungry.
I online till now....then....
Time:Now...
Location:In my room...sad in present....happy in past...
Then...now...I holding the ring...that she gave me.."The Triangle Ring"...and hold her"Isn't the heart ,it's love: and hope her finger fit inside.Maybe..what the shopkeeper was right..I am handsome...hahahaha....kinda.....sigh...looks like my heart turn happy and I know...only three days.
Well....in my life...there was dreadful enough to know what is best but...inside...there must be a joyful sight.
Then...I look at the moon outside..and hoping what is she doing...and I send a message to her.
"Dear...sleep well,I know we apart but don't worry...only 3 day days.And also...thanks for the ring..I love you as I always.And I had a little surprise under your sky.So..goodnight...and see you tomorrow...
From...your best friend,Ben"
That's is what I send and she replied...
"I know and I will wait for it...(@&#^@^*$%@$*@(%$@^#)..I love you too"
I don't understand at all her Chinese words...maybe..she gave me a clue..damn..how to see??..Nevermind..I will ask someone later or tomorrow.
Then...now...I had to go and...spend online for a while.After this...I wanna sleep and pray before sleep...what is cool for her and tell her to study hard...and hope she will be success in one day.
To Be Continued.........
Benny Liew........(A dear sign of myself for her......)..............^^
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