TIME:12.30am
Location:Room 15....
Date:1.April.2010
Hmm...this morning...very early....she wake me up at 5.55am....and I was freak out...my head was spinning... and I was Wendy was there.I ask her what is she doing here...and she told me that I promised her to wake me up early.No wonder...hahaha....and also she prepared her own breakfast to me...bread with apple jam....and she knows that I loved apple so much.....then...I saw Wendy finger has a little jam on it..so...I just take it away...
Time:06.22am
Location:Room 14..
After I took my hot shower..then..I get out and I wearing singlet only......going out....Miss.Landlady,Ka Zi and Mui Mui woked up...walk near the corridor.....and greet me good morning..and I greet them back...good evening...(jeez...what the hell did I said?...)
They all laugh at me...==''....and I was so stupid for myself saying that...and I saw my cloth being iron by someone.I know who iron for me...it was her...(Wendy..thanks..)..
After I changed,I pack up my laptop and books for today....
Then...I took my hair gel...and start to stylish my hair and get ready to school.When I saw wearing her school uniform..she looks...wonderful and I just stared at her..and she asking me why...I just said.."Nothing..you look nice"
.......then..I know that today is her first day to school..so...Ka Zi tell us quickly enter the car...and we were on the way to Chung Ching Secondary school..
Time:06.45am
Location:Chung Ching Secondary school...
Looks like she have to go on...and also I told her...be nice..and don't get fool by people...then..she shake my head and I told her to stop...then we all laugh...
Then...I had to go and Ka Zi drives her car...I look behind...
Looks like she also had a good time now...
Now..it's my time...
Time:06.50am
Location:Tengku Kudin Secondary school
I just reach to school while Ka Zi told me she will fetch me and Wendy at 3pm.
I just nodded my head and say okay.
When I enter the school..I feel something not right now...maybe it just my feelings...
Time:07.05am
I was waiting for Riby and Izzatul cause it is their turn for today DJ English day...I was waiting inside the staff room...waiting...waiting.....ARGH!!!...Then..I don't care..I just repacked up my laptop after 7.20am..cause it is already late...(sigh)....what the....looks like Miss.Woon scolded me today cause today the DJ's is absent...nevermind...I don't care....
Time:07.35am
Today assembly is the most sick time for me!!!..I hate it...after 20 minutes...we all had to go back to class....and Hamidi(one of the prefect)..try to backup me cause I didn't wear name tags but it's already to late...I being caught.
Then...looks like this damn woman..(Principle Kamsuri)...scolding me about my dad teaching me come to school and do things shouldn't do.Am I doing it?...She is an idiot and never think what is she talking about.I just ignored and tell her...it's not your problem....and I had no time to care this foolish idiot!
Then...she released me and I head back to my class.And Uztaz calls me...scolded me about I date with Malay girls..I cheat him that was my cousin and I ran away!!!...(DAMN HIM!!!)
Time:02.00pm
Class over!!!School over...I was happy today and I meet Nadia and Nadhirah to talk about tomorrow for the DJ..and it would be my turn.So...I just received my script and wait for tomorrow.
Time has gone so fast!!...and it's already 3pm...then..I saw Ka Zi was there and she waiting for me.I saw Wendy was inside the car...then I rush to there.
Time:03.04pm
Location:Inside the car....
I ask her how was today...and she told me she met a lot of students including one of my friend name May...who is now same class with her and May was my friend in church.So..I was happy...and she told me that...the teacher was a little angry...and crazy too...hahaha...actually...all the teachers have their own personality so...I just leave it.
Time:03.20pm
Location:The Villa....
Reach finally!!....Oh my..I was tired and I help her carrying my bag....while actually I was carrying three BAGS!
Nevermind...gentle man...hahaha...
Then...I saw Mui Mui in the kitchen while grabbing an orange while she peeling it off.Then...I saw Uncle Jo...holding his fishing rod and ready to go fishing..and I hope he can fish a BIG one!!
I head Wendy room and put her bag inside...then...she thanked me and I nodded my head and walk away...cause I was very very tired!!
I head to shower....then....to my room...on my phone and I hear songs..and didn't realize I was dozed off.Luckily I got on my alarm from 4pm to 5pm.
(ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..........)
Time:05.55pm
Location:Kitchen...
Then...I woke up by the alarm and I remember today I will have a party at the garden and I get ready to the kitchen.
Then....Wendy saw me and rush to me.....and pull my hand...while her hand was a little sticky....and ran to the kitchen...I saw many food today...while Miss.Landlady saw me and smiled at me...ask me for today desert...so..I think I will do...Mango juice with yogurt...hehehe...and also apple with sour lime....
They all also happy...and I help Wendy to make some dough..and she was playing a fool with me...and I was laughing with her...while she throw a little powder on my cloth...and I put some powder on her head....hahahaha.....Miss.Landlady and Sumi was enjoy too.
Time:09.15pm
Location:Dining room...on the way to the garden...
I saw Uncle Jo caught not even one!!.(sigh..)..better luck next time..haha...
Then...Ian and Nick was playing cards and I bring my laptop there while playing a few songs.....
Everyone do enjoy and I was enjoy too...while I check up my Facebook...then...Ka Zi gave me a can of Shandy beer again..and I just take it and drank it up.Looks like Wendy is seat next me...and lean her head on my shoulder.Mui Mui just hearing my songs while Uncle Jo actually like Green Day's album songs too.
Then..I stop online my Facebook and play with them.And also I chat a little while with Fong,my foster brother...
Jeez....looks like Miss.Landlady also know how to play gamble here...hahaha.......
Time:11.14pm
Location:Room 15..
After we all enjoying...there was no moon so...tonight will be boring...and I help them too.Nick suddenly fell in the pool....hahaha....we all help him then...
20 minutes later.....
After that....we all head to our own room...while Ian ask me tomorrow he call me to go out with him to Bentong check on laptops and computer..so..I accept!!
Time:11.40pm
Wendy hold my hand and I was holding my laptop..both of us walk to her room and I was story telling inside.....and I told her a story about a love story about life and peace....
Then...she fall asleep on her bed..so...I just stop reading and close my book.I was feeling sleepy so I decided to stay in her room and sleep on her sofa.
I see her face while she sleeping...she was quite and cute...and also...I feel really really in love now...(sigh)....never mind...looks like I also feel a little tired but I now still very happy!
So..I sleep in her room....writing my blog here and waiting for my package for next week to receive my money.And also her parents will come and visit this Saturday...
I glad to hear that.
So...looks like now I lay down on her room sofa...watching her and hearing Dawn of Mana opening to relax myself....I think I better use my phone and hear...on it repeat...well...I stop here now...and sweet dreams...Wendy....wish you luck tomorrow my dear...
And now...I end here..and finish already....now...I watching her sleep.......and I sleep on the sofa.........
(NOTE:I sleep in her room doesn't meaning now I sleep with her!!!)
To Be Continued........
Benny Liew.......(See you all later.)
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Lazy afternoon.....Hardworking night....
Time:12.52am
Location:Room 14
Date:31.March.2010
I didn't go to school this morning cause I did not wake up and slept very very late last night.Jeez....my head was spinning.....and I was very tired....thus...I dozed off.
2 hours later....
Time:01.00pm
When I woke up...I saw Wendy was inside my room...and called me to wake up.She also laugh at me that she never saw me wake up in the afternoon.
I also wake up and just had some food and drinks.Wendy also told me that yesterday night....about I was helping her...it was too kind...for her and me.
Then,Uncle Jo saw us seating each other...and said.."Are you both dating?"
I just shocked!!
I tell him no but he still suspecting us.
(Sigh...)..I did not go to school and did not do my work finish....jeez....
Time:04.00pm
Location:Garden side....
I still feeling tired.My back really really hurts and pain...and she help me to massage a little...and it was ticklish....I tell her to stop and we both laugh...
Then...she tell me that tonight we all gonna had a great dinner....and I was happy to hear that..
Miss.Landlady,Ka Zi and Sumi appeared infront us and ask us if both of us want to follow them to the market...and I don't want to cause I was a little tired...and had a lot of things to do.So,they just go...
Then...she just lean her head on my shoulder...and both of us see the sunset....set down......and fill of our old memories....
Then...I still holding one of my books....she ask me to read for her...and I read it.She just listen happily.
Time:06.30pm
She was sleeping on my shoulder and I also feel a little sleepy but...I tell her to wake up....and she woke up and ask me where is she...I told her she was with me.
It was time.Three of them just return from the market and bought a chicken.They all decided to cook fried chicken with sour sauce...and Wendy wanted to help them...so do I.
Time:06.50pm
Location:Kitchen..
So...Sumi just help me to do the sauce while Miss.Landlady,Wendy and Ka Zi prepare the chicken.
I cook my own sauce...and Sumi just help me poured on by one only....the sauce was made of:
1.Pineapple juice
2.Tomatoes
3.Some onions
4.Water with a little lime juice
It taste nice...and sweet and sour...
They all had fun each other....fry the chickens....hahaha......I look at it also feel hungry...
And we all finish already....
Time:07.40pm
Location:Room 14...
I rush back to my room and take a bath....when I know about the sauce....I still remember about my desert....well...sooner I'll do one for them.
Time:08.05pm
Location:Dining room....
Everyone took their seat.Uncle Jo was seating next to Ian....talking about tomorrow fishing...I also don't know why he like fishing.
So...when Miss.Landlady put the plate and bowl on the table...everyone got hungry...and before we eat...everyone wish and pray...then...the feast is start.
Nick and Mui Mui ask me Miss.Landlady what sauce is that...and Miss.Landlady point at me and told them that the sauce...it was me did it.
Both of them ask me...and they tell me it was very sweet and nice!!...I was happy to hear that.
Then....I still remember the desert...I go to the kitchen and take out a bucket of ice cream and some pineapples and carrots.....so...I prepare it for everyone...
Time:08.35pm
Location:Dining room..(still)
Everyone got full...and I take out the desert for them...so...they try my new recipe....(Ice Cream with carrot juice and pineapples.)...they love it very much.
Wendy just smiled at me....
After everyone finish...Miss.Landlady take all the plates,spoon and bowl to the kitchen and wash.So...me and Ian help her...while Wendy go to her room...
Time:10.00pm
Location:Garden side...
I head to Wendy room...and I saw she wasn't there.So...I head to my room and on my computer...then..I saw the bright moon outside the window...then...I go to the garden side...
I saw Wendy walking alone there....and I take my jacket together....I surprised her behind..and cover her with the jacket...I was scared she will get cold.
She thanked to me and tell me the moon was big and bright.I just nodded my head.She was holding my hand while both of us walking together to her room.
When we reach her room...she thanked to me again...and tell me she will wake me up tomorrow...since I can't really wake up...hahaha...I agreed with her.
So....looks like it's late already....well....I want to go to my room now...
Time:11.35pm
Location:Room 14
Looks like I just standby my laptop for hours....and I play several games...later then...I start blogging...and checking my data download...it was fast...maybe it was my lucky day after all....looks like I just finish my blog here..and I pray that Wendy and everyone here can live and success one day... especially Miss.Landlady that hardworking here for us and Sumi now turn to a happy person...well...looks like I want hit the sack...okay...see you all....
To Be Continued...
Benny Liew..............(zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....now resting and sleeping cause too tired...(sigh)...hahaha.......)
Location:Room 14
Date:31.March.2010
I didn't go to school this morning cause I did not wake up and slept very very late last night.Jeez....my head was spinning.....and I was very tired....thus...I dozed off.
2 hours later....
Time:01.00pm
When I woke up...I saw Wendy was inside my room...and called me to wake up.She also laugh at me that she never saw me wake up in the afternoon.
I also wake up and just had some food and drinks.Wendy also told me that yesterday night....about I was helping her...it was too kind...for her and me.
Then,Uncle Jo saw us seating each other...and said.."Are you both dating?"
I just shocked!!
I tell him no but he still suspecting us.
(Sigh...)..I did not go to school and did not do my work finish....jeez....
Time:04.00pm
Location:Garden side....
I still feeling tired.My back really really hurts and pain...and she help me to massage a little...and it was ticklish....I tell her to stop and we both laugh...
Then...she tell me that tonight we all gonna had a great dinner....and I was happy to hear that..
Miss.Landlady,Ka Zi and Sumi appeared infront us and ask us if both of us want to follow them to the market...and I don't want to cause I was a little tired...and had a lot of things to do.So,they just go...
Then...she just lean her head on my shoulder...and both of us see the sunset....set down......and fill of our old memories....
Then...I still holding one of my books....she ask me to read for her...and I read it.She just listen happily.
Time:06.30pm
She was sleeping on my shoulder and I also feel a little sleepy but...I tell her to wake up....and she woke up and ask me where is she...I told her she was with me.
It was time.Three of them just return from the market and bought a chicken.They all decided to cook fried chicken with sour sauce...and Wendy wanted to help them...so do I.
Time:06.50pm
Location:Kitchen..
So...Sumi just help me to do the sauce while Miss.Landlady,Wendy and Ka Zi prepare the chicken.
I cook my own sauce...and Sumi just help me poured on by one only....the sauce was made of:
1.Pineapple juice
2.Tomatoes
3.Some onions
4.Water with a little lime juice
It taste nice...and sweet and sour...
They all had fun each other....fry the chickens....hahaha......I look at it also feel hungry...
And we all finish already....
Time:07.40pm
Location:Room 14...
I rush back to my room and take a bath....when I know about the sauce....I still remember about my desert....well...sooner I'll do one for them.
Time:08.05pm
Location:Dining room....
Everyone took their seat.Uncle Jo was seating next to Ian....talking about tomorrow fishing...I also don't know why he like fishing.
So...when Miss.Landlady put the plate and bowl on the table...everyone got hungry...and before we eat...everyone wish and pray...then...the feast is start.
Nick and Mui Mui ask me Miss.Landlady what sauce is that...and Miss.Landlady point at me and told them that the sauce...it was me did it.
Both of them ask me...and they tell me it was very sweet and nice!!...I was happy to hear that.
Then....I still remember the desert...I go to the kitchen and take out a bucket of ice cream and some pineapples and carrots.....so...I prepare it for everyone...
Time:08.35pm
Location:Dining room..(still)
Everyone got full...and I take out the desert for them...so...they try my new recipe....(Ice Cream with carrot juice and pineapples.)...they love it very much.
Wendy just smiled at me....
After everyone finish...Miss.Landlady take all the plates,spoon and bowl to the kitchen and wash.So...me and Ian help her...while Wendy go to her room...
Time:10.00pm
Location:Garden side...
I head to Wendy room...and I saw she wasn't there.So...I head to my room and on my computer...then..I saw the bright moon outside the window...then...I go to the garden side...
I saw Wendy walking alone there....and I take my jacket together....I surprised her behind..and cover her with the jacket...I was scared she will get cold.
She thanked to me and tell me the moon was big and bright.I just nodded my head.She was holding my hand while both of us walking together to her room.
When we reach her room...she thanked to me again...and tell me she will wake me up tomorrow...since I can't really wake up...hahaha...I agreed with her.
So....looks like it's late already....well....I want to go to my room now...
Time:11.35pm
Location:Room 14
Looks like I just standby my laptop for hours....and I play several games...later then...I start blogging...and checking my data download...it was fast...maybe it was my lucky day after all....looks like I just finish my blog here..and I pray that Wendy and everyone here can live and success one day... especially Miss.Landlady that hardworking here for us and Sumi now turn to a happy person...well...looks like I want hit the sack...okay...see you all....
To Be Continued...
Benny Liew..............(zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....now resting and sleeping cause too tired...(sigh)...hahaha.......)
Cold Heat.....
Time:01.00am
Location:Room 14
Date:30.March.2010
It was heavy rain....and it was so cold.So....I woke up...go and check on Wendy..hope she won't be freezing.
Location:Room 15......
Then..I knock on Wendy's door...it was unlocked so I go inside and check on her.She was not cover by blanket so I just cover her...and she was a little shivering...I know...we both the same.
I go to the kitchen to get hot water for her.Miss.Landlady was not sleeping yet too.So I ask her what is she doing...she said she had hot bag...and she gave me one since Wendy now just cure from fever...I don't want it happen again....to her...
So I just insert hot water in the bag and rush to her room..and I almost fell down cause the floor was slippery....and watery...
While I was in her room...she woke up and saw me...and I give her the heat bag.She thanked to me and I just say welcome to her.....and I thought to much and take care of her like my own sister.
She also wanna talk to me...and tell me why am I so care of her..and I tell her..."You're my best friend...I miss you when we 4 years never met..."
Then...my face were red.....and she said..."Oooh....so...you really meant it?"
And I say yes.
Then...the rain getting heavier like cat and dog rain...and she wanna sleep already.I cover the blanket on her...and I hold her face....and I also don't know what the hell am I doing kissing her head!!....
Jeez....I hope she understand me.......Good Night....
In my room...it was bloody cold.....!!!!!...I also need a heat bag!!...(hahaha)........
Benny Liew..........
Location:Room 14
Date:30.March.2010
It was heavy rain....and it was so cold.So....I woke up...go and check on Wendy..hope she won't be freezing.
Location:Room 15......
Then..I knock on Wendy's door...it was unlocked so I go inside and check on her.She was not cover by blanket so I just cover her...and she was a little shivering...I know...we both the same.
I go to the kitchen to get hot water for her.Miss.Landlady was not sleeping yet too.So I ask her what is she doing...she said she had hot bag...and she gave me one since Wendy now just cure from fever...I don't want it happen again....to her...
So I just insert hot water in the bag and rush to her room..and I almost fell down cause the floor was slippery....and watery...
While I was in her room...she woke up and saw me...and I give her the heat bag.She thanked to me and I just say welcome to her.....and I thought to much and take care of her like my own sister.
She also wanna talk to me...and tell me why am I so care of her..and I tell her..."You're my best friend...I miss you when we 4 years never met..."
Then...my face were red.....and she said..."Oooh....so...you really meant it?"
And I say yes.
Then...the rain getting heavier like cat and dog rain...and she wanna sleep already.I cover the blanket on her...and I hold her face....and I also don't know what the hell am I doing kissing her head!!....
Jeez....I hope she understand me.......Good Night....
In my room...it was bloody cold.....!!!!!...I also need a heat bag!!...(hahaha)........
Benny Liew..........
Monday, March 29, 2010
Heal of Inspiration....
Time:10.53pm
Date:29.March.2010
Location:Room 14
This morning I was wake up late.I rush up faster to the bath room and ready my things.I didn't even say something to her yet.....
Location:School....
Time:From 7.45am to 02.45pm
It was dreadful....hard and mad!!...and I was a little worry about her....and I hope her fever will be better after this...
Time:02.40pm
Location:Still in school....on the way home..
I rush home faster and told Ka Zi to go faster...although that I am so tired...I still can know that she still with me.
Location:...Room 15....(finally!!)
Time:03.00pm
I knock her door that time...and I accidently open the door...saw she was reading my books.
She just ask me what happen...and I told her nothing and I glad she is okay now...and I head to the bathroom for shower.
Location:Room 15...
Time:03.20pm
I ask Wendy that can I go inside her room...and she allowed me.I bring my laptop inside....thought I want to let her see my show inside but...we actually watching two movies...
She said that my laptop wallpaper looks creepy...and I just changed it.We watch Alice in Wonderland and Winter Sonata last episodes...it was nice too as she was actually seats besides me....
We watched both of this show about almost 3 hours...
Time:06.10pm
The show was end and I can feel that she is better now.....and she wake up and tell me thanks and sorry to me cause she cause trouble to me...but...I hold her hand and tell her..."No need to.We are friends...and we must help each other.."...I just smiles and then...we both smells something nice from the kitchen...so...she go to the kitchen and help Miss.Landlady cook and I take my laptop return to my room.
Time:06.25pm
Location:Room 14..
Then...I placed all my laptop and accessories on the table...and I chat with Fong for a while...and I still remember what did Wendy told me that his face looks like ghost inside his MSN picture...and I just laugh....
The smells getting stronger and stronger...never mind...I just go and help them...
Location:Kitchen...
No wonder...they cook pepper soup with chicken and tomato chili cooks with fish...and I saw Wendy was fine now...I no need to worry for her...Uncle Jo was chopping the fish while Wendy peel the gingers.I just cut several tomatoes and vegetable..while Miss.Landlady taste up the soup....
Time:07.50pm
Location:Dining room...
FINALLY!!...it is dinner time!...Uncle Jo call everyone to eat dinner.Wendy called Sumi too and ask her to join us.She just wake up and start to speak now....
Before I eat...I pray that one day....I will work hard and success in life so does everyones here neither will her...
So..everyone ate a lot and I prepared my own creation desert...cold pineapple plus watermelon juice...since it was hot day....it was sweet and sour a while...then..Wendy and Mui Mui told me I got a little talented on cooking and making deserts....I just smiled at them...and Sumi just sip one bits per bits...
It was so remarkable day...
I can heal my friend who is fever....help and make everyone happy.....
Time:09.00pm
Location:Garden side....
Mui Mui and Wendy was outside watching the pond...and I saw them both talking happily so I just go there and pay a visit.
I ask her health condition how...she said she is now find and I touch her forehead and feel no more hot instead....it was fuzzy and warm...
Then...I sat near her and ask Mui Mui how was my drinks...and she told me she likes it...it was sweet and nice...and I hope I can create more deserts...
Then...I ask Wendy that just now....she was with me...and...I and Mui Mui take Wendy to her room...and say ..."Good night...sweet dreams...tomorrow we meet again.."
Then....I take Mui Mui to her room...ask her to sleep early...and to her just good night....she also smiles to me and tell me good night...and then...I walk to my room...tiredly.....and also........numb....
Then...I was tired and feeling dizzy now...so...I decided to rest and sleep early....and I head to my room....start blogging and rest...now...I feels kinda sleepy now...so...looks like I gotta sleep now....see you all....
(To my friends.....thank you...)
To Be Continued...(feeling so tired)
Benny Liew....................................^^
Date:29.March.2010
Location:Room 14
This morning I was wake up late.I rush up faster to the bath room and ready my things.I didn't even say something to her yet.....
Location:School....
Time:From 7.45am to 02.45pm
It was dreadful....hard and mad!!...and I was a little worry about her....and I hope her fever will be better after this...
Time:02.40pm
Location:Still in school....on the way home..
I rush home faster and told Ka Zi to go faster...although that I am so tired...I still can know that she still with me.
Location:...Room 15....(finally!!)
Time:03.00pm
I knock her door that time...and I accidently open the door...saw she was reading my books.
She just ask me what happen...and I told her nothing and I glad she is okay now...and I head to the bathroom for shower.
Location:Room 15...
Time:03.20pm
I ask Wendy that can I go inside her room...and she allowed me.I bring my laptop inside....thought I want to let her see my show inside but...we actually watching two movies...
She said that my laptop wallpaper looks creepy...and I just changed it.We watch Alice in Wonderland and Winter Sonata last episodes...it was nice too as she was actually seats besides me....
We watched both of this show about almost 3 hours...
Time:06.10pm
The show was end and I can feel that she is better now.....and she wake up and tell me thanks and sorry to me cause she cause trouble to me...but...I hold her hand and tell her..."No need to.We are friends...and we must help each other.."...I just smiles and then...we both smells something nice from the kitchen...so...she go to the kitchen and help Miss.Landlady cook and I take my laptop return to my room.
Time:06.25pm
Location:Room 14..
Then...I placed all my laptop and accessories on the table...and I chat with Fong for a while...and I still remember what did Wendy told me that his face looks like ghost inside his MSN picture...and I just laugh....
The smells getting stronger and stronger...never mind...I just go and help them...
Location:Kitchen...
No wonder...they cook pepper soup with chicken and tomato chili cooks with fish...and I saw Wendy was fine now...I no need to worry for her...Uncle Jo was chopping the fish while Wendy peel the gingers.I just cut several tomatoes and vegetable..while Miss.Landlady taste up the soup....
Time:07.50pm
Location:Dining room...
FINALLY!!...it is dinner time!...Uncle Jo call everyone to eat dinner.Wendy called Sumi too and ask her to join us.She just wake up and start to speak now....
Before I eat...I pray that one day....I will work hard and success in life so does everyones here neither will her...
So..everyone ate a lot and I prepared my own creation desert...cold pineapple plus watermelon juice...since it was hot day....it was sweet and sour a while...then..Wendy and Mui Mui told me I got a little talented on cooking and making deserts....I just smiled at them...and Sumi just sip one bits per bits...
It was so remarkable day...
I can heal my friend who is fever....help and make everyone happy.....
Time:09.00pm
Location:Garden side....
Mui Mui and Wendy was outside watching the pond...and I saw them both talking happily so I just go there and pay a visit.
I ask her health condition how...she said she is now find and I touch her forehead and feel no more hot instead....it was fuzzy and warm...
Then...I sat near her and ask Mui Mui how was my drinks...and she told me she likes it...it was sweet and nice...and I hope I can create more deserts...
Then...I ask Wendy that just now....she was with me...and...I and Mui Mui take Wendy to her room...and say ..."Good night...sweet dreams...tomorrow we meet again.."
Then....I take Mui Mui to her room...ask her to sleep early...and to her just good night....she also smiles to me and tell me good night...and then...I walk to my room...tiredly.....and also........numb....
Then...I was tired and feeling dizzy now...so...I decided to rest and sleep early....and I head to my room....start blogging and rest...now...I feels kinda sleepy now...so...looks like I gotta sleep now....see you all....
(To my friends.....thank you...)
To Be Continued...(feeling so tired)
Benny Liew....................................^^
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Helping her.......
Time:12.00am
Date:29.March.2010
Location:Room 14
After dinner at 8pm...I took Wendy to her room...cause she was very weak and I don't know what happen...and she was really really weak now...so I lay her down on the bed...and tell her to rest.
She said don't leave her and stay with her...and I told her that I will read her a story...and I return to my room...and took some story books.
As I return to my room.....I still remember the children story title Burden Life....and I took it and rush to her room.
Time:09.16pm
Location:Room 15
When I was inside her room...I put my phone on her desk...and turn on some musics...title Dawn of Mana opening...she was open heart and I read the stories for her as much as I can......
She asking me also.....why is my story so nice and beautiful......and I just smiled at her....and those stories I created by myself....
She told me that I will be a great writer one day...and I know....what is mean to be with her.
After I read finish my stories...she hold my hand and said...."Good luck"....and I nodded my head.I know what is important for her with me and him.
I cover the blanket on her and told her to rest.
Then...I told her that I will continue my stories again...so...I send my the song I just heard to her phone...and she hear and listen and fast asleep......
I hope she will know that I might not be with her always......and I promise my words...that I will...be with her....always..........
To Be Continued....
Benny Liew..........
Date:29.March.2010
Location:Room 14
After dinner at 8pm...I took Wendy to her room...cause she was very weak and I don't know what happen...and she was really really weak now...so I lay her down on the bed...and tell her to rest.
She said don't leave her and stay with her...and I told her that I will read her a story...and I return to my room...and took some story books.
As I return to my room.....I still remember the children story title Burden Life....and I took it and rush to her room.
Time:09.16pm
Location:Room 15
When I was inside her room...I put my phone on her desk...and turn on some musics...title Dawn of Mana opening...she was open heart and I read the stories for her as much as I can......
She asking me also.....why is my story so nice and beautiful......and I just smiled at her....and those stories I created by myself....
She told me that I will be a great writer one day...and I know....what is mean to be with her.
After I read finish my stories...she hold my hand and said...."Good luck"....and I nodded my head.I know what is important for her with me and him.
I cover the blanket on her and told her to rest.
Then...I told her that I will continue my stories again...so...I send my the song I just heard to her phone...and she hear and listen and fast asleep......
I hope she will know that I might not be with her always......and I promise my words...that I will...be with her....always..........
To Be Continued....
Benny Liew..........
What A Sad Time.....
Time:05.46pm
Date:28.March.2010
Location:Room 14
It was morning between 7.10am...and I was heading to church.I saw Wendy woke up and felt dizzy...and begin to drop down...I fetch her up and ask her what happen...and I touch her forehead...it was hot...and she now got fever...looks like we both cannot go after all...only go myself....
I had to go cause this was important so I had to leave her for 5 hours and I told Miss.Landlady to help me.
Location:In church...
I was worried of her now....and kinda worry what happen next....so...I decided to go home earlier for her...
Time:02.00pm
Finally...Ka Zi brought me back.I rush to find her...and she was asleep....(sigh)...hope she's alright then.
I ask Miss.Landlady...and she told me she's alright...only normal fever...
Then...she woked up...and I greet her....tell her good afternoon and ask her about her condition....she said she's okay...then...I put blanket on her and told her rest more...and I put some Panadols and a bottle of cold water...just in case...
Then...I return to my room...I saw Fong was online....and his mother scolded him...so I can't chat long with him....
I return to her room...and bring several story books for her....cause she ask me to read some stories to her..and I read for her....about a story of a man and a fairy....
She just listen to me....and I told her that this stories has a meaning...and I haven't finish yet....I read for her more and she just smiled warmly to me...and I read for hours inside.....
Maybe I know what it has meant to be......
To Be Continued.....
Benny Liew...
Date:28.March.2010
Location:Room 14
It was morning between 7.10am...and I was heading to church.I saw Wendy woke up and felt dizzy...and begin to drop down...I fetch her up and ask her what happen...and I touch her forehead...it was hot...and she now got fever...looks like we both cannot go after all...only go myself....
I had to go cause this was important so I had to leave her for 5 hours and I told Miss.Landlady to help me.
Location:In church...
I was worried of her now....and kinda worry what happen next....so...I decided to go home earlier for her...
Time:02.00pm
Finally...Ka Zi brought me back.I rush to find her...and she was asleep....(sigh)...hope she's alright then.
I ask Miss.Landlady...and she told me she's alright...only normal fever...
Then...she woked up...and I greet her....tell her good afternoon and ask her about her condition....she said she's okay...then...I put blanket on her and told her rest more...and I put some Panadols and a bottle of cold water...just in case...
Then...I return to my room...I saw Fong was online....and his mother scolded him...so I can't chat long with him....
I return to her room...and bring several story books for her....cause she ask me to read some stories to her..and I read for her....about a story of a man and a fairy....
She just listen to me....and I told her that this stories has a meaning...and I haven't finish yet....I read for her more and she just smiled warmly to me...and I read for hours inside.....
Maybe I know what it has meant to be......
To Be Continued.....
Benny Liew...
Dance on the moon...
Time:1.47am
Location:Room 14
Date:28.March.2010
About 12.15am...I,Wendy,Sumi and Ian were going to moon watching...and I don't know what happen to my heart...like drop on someone...
Wendy hold my hand and we both walk together...and I still remember that time when we were young always play together with Lawrence..but...that was long ago.I wonder will she remember.....
Time:12.35am
Location:Garden side,nearby a pond.
Miss.Landlady was there too.I took out my sketchbook that I draw them earlier and gave to them.Sumi like it very much.She also talented in drawing that I didn't know at all...and Wendy just remember when I was young like to drawing...
The moon were so white..not yellow...and it was bright...then...the clouds cover the moon...like filling darkness on it.
I wonder what is the moon doing up there...(hahaha)....
Then we all talk about life...and I told them I love children...
Time:Between 12.55am to 1.00am
I know it was late but...I still energetic!...Wendy lean her head on my shoulder as I thought she was asleep already...and she is getting heavier..(what a lame when a young girl is heavier than me)...and she wasn't asleep...she just wonder will I go to anywhere where the world is lost.....then..Mui Mui appear outside...she said.."A grow up thing you all do arr....hehehe"
I just sweat on her!!
I told Mui Mui come here to join us.She accepted.
I ask her about how is her brother.She said...her brother was as same age as me...study in Singapore now...and also her parents were in Raub here...but...her father died two years ago.So...now she got one stepfather and a mother....
(sigh...)....and then...Wendy tell me her dad and mom were at KL...let me leave here for years....next Saturday they will come to Raub and visit us.I wonder how is Auntie Rei now...(hahaha).....and I woke up....I held my hand on her...ask her to dance...Mui Mui and Sumi just watch us.
Ian leave to the kitchen to grab Shandy's beers...
I told them I can dance...and dance freely...so...I hold her hand and told her do not let go...and I swell her and push infront...(P.S:It's the dance rule)...and she was laughing...Mui Mui just clapped her hand while Sumi watch us.I dance freely and she also sometimes step on my leg...it was hurt also...cause...were not wearing shoes...
Time:01.20am
I got exhausted...and tired...and I drank my beer...so does she...and Mui Mui too...wait!!....Mui Mui just 12 years old...oh yeah....why am I so nuts!?...It was fruit juice...hahaha....
Wendy hold my arm tight and just kiss my...never mind..... err.....cheek again...and I was so nervous...am I a nerd??
Then...everyone got tired...I told her sweet dreams tonight...cause tomorrow we all gonna go out.
Miss.Landlady also tells me that....we are so romantic and we all already change their life happier than before...after we moved in...
I was happy too...and also tired...damn....my leg kinda hurts....
I walk with Wendy to her room...cause it was dark...so....I told her good night...so....then..I return to my room and start blogging and check my status updates on my data base.
If Lawrence live with us here...sure things more getting happier....
So...I start blogging now and looks like tomorrow I had to do my work...that is teaching the children's in church with Wendy.....
Looks like it's already late now....
Time:02.00am
My rabbit were eating my Mentos...and I kinda upset..cause..that was my last sweet..."DAMN YOU,BUNNY!!!"...T.T""
(sigh...)....tomorrow will be a great moment...
To Be Continued.....
Benny Liew....
Location:Room 14
Date:28.March.2010
About 12.15am...I,Wendy,Sumi and Ian were going to moon watching...and I don't know what happen to my heart...like drop on someone...
Wendy hold my hand and we both walk together...and I still remember that time when we were young always play together with Lawrence..but...that was long ago.I wonder will she remember.....
Time:12.35am
Location:Garden side,nearby a pond.
Miss.Landlady was there too.I took out my sketchbook that I draw them earlier and gave to them.Sumi like it very much.She also talented in drawing that I didn't know at all...and Wendy just remember when I was young like to drawing...
The moon were so white..not yellow...and it was bright...then...the clouds cover the moon...like filling darkness on it.
I wonder what is the moon doing up there...(hahaha)....
Then we all talk about life...and I told them I love children...
Time:Between 12.55am to 1.00am
I know it was late but...I still energetic!...Wendy lean her head on my shoulder as I thought she was asleep already...and she is getting heavier..(what a lame when a young girl is heavier than me)...and she wasn't asleep...she just wonder will I go to anywhere where the world is lost.....then..Mui Mui appear outside...she said.."A grow up thing you all do arr....hehehe"
I just sweat on her!!
I told Mui Mui come here to join us.She accepted.
I ask her about how is her brother.She said...her brother was as same age as me...study in Singapore now...and also her parents were in Raub here...but...her father died two years ago.So...now she got one stepfather and a mother....
(sigh...)....and then...Wendy tell me her dad and mom were at KL...let me leave here for years....next Saturday they will come to Raub and visit us.I wonder how is Auntie Rei now...(hahaha).....and I woke up....I held my hand on her...ask her to dance...Mui Mui and Sumi just watch us.
Ian leave to the kitchen to grab Shandy's beers...
I told them I can dance...and dance freely...so...I hold her hand and told her do not let go...and I swell her and push infront...(P.S:It's the dance rule)...and she was laughing...Mui Mui just clapped her hand while Sumi watch us.I dance freely and she also sometimes step on my leg...it was hurt also...cause...were not wearing shoes...
Time:01.20am
I got exhausted...and tired...and I drank my beer...so does she...and Mui Mui too...wait!!....Mui Mui just 12 years old...oh yeah....why am I so nuts!?...It was fruit juice...hahaha....
Wendy hold my arm tight and just kiss my...never mind..... err.....cheek again...and I was so nervous...am I a nerd??
Then...everyone got tired...I told her sweet dreams tonight...cause tomorrow we all gonna go out.
Miss.Landlady also tells me that....we are so romantic and we all already change their life happier than before...after we moved in...
I was happy too...and also tired...damn....my leg kinda hurts....
I walk with Wendy to her room...cause it was dark...so....I told her good night...so....then..I return to my room and start blogging and check my status updates on my data base.
If Lawrence live with us here...sure things more getting happier....
So...I start blogging now and looks like tomorrow I had to do my work...that is teaching the children's in church with Wendy.....
Looks like it's already late now....
Time:02.00am
My rabbit were eating my Mentos...and I kinda upset..cause..that was my last sweet..."DAMN YOU,BUNNY!!!"...T.T""
(sigh...)....tomorrow will be a great moment...
To Be Continued.....
Benny Liew....
Saturday, March 27, 2010
"Hunt and Seek..."..==''
Time:07.53pm
Location:Room 14
Date:27.March.2010
It was breezy evening....(4.20pm)..what should I do....then...everyone was free!!....But...I saw them plan on something...
"BEN!!!YOU'RE IT!!"Ian said...
I just said"WHAT!!!???"...I don't even understand.....
"Let's play hide and seek.Want to join?"Mui Mui happily said that to me.
"Errr......(in my mind:Damn...I can turn their happiness now!!)...OKAY!!!"I just smiled and told them..Uncle Jo just point good at me....and this hide and seek has a PRIZE..WHOEVER WINS....CAN WISH 1 THING.....
I was it!!....And this place is so big..kinda hard to find too.Wendy just see me....and told me "GANBATEH!!"...and I nodded my head.Then...Ka Zi took me outside the main door...and the time limit of the game is 1 hour
"Please wait 5 minutes...and DO NOT PEEK!!!"
5 MINUTES LATER....
I'm ready......then...I open the door...I heard nothing...everything silence.....I took the map that Miss.Landlady gave me....and I was a little confused now.So...I enter:
Room 1: Check...this is the Landlady room...nothing special inside now...only got a lot of bear dolls....and what is this??...(Ooops)...looks like I enter girls private stuff...Then I get out from there..
Room 2:That is Sumi room.Hmm...kinda scary too see her room this dark...and when I turn on the light...I saw...a photo of her family...I saw she smiled inside.I saw her parents too....Three of them was happy...I just feeling like wanna cry...then..I heard a little voice...(Vrrram!!!).....I found Sumi were under the bed.
(TARGET CAPTURED 1:Sumi)
I told her to follow me.She just silent..and follow me.
Room 3:No one lives inside....check...
Room 4:It's Ka Zi room.Locked...maybe no one is inside.
Room 5:Ian's room...not locked.Maybe no one inside but..I still go in....I check under the bed...and the cupboard.I saw nothing...
Room 6:Ah Sun room....I found him finally!!...He was behind the door.
(TARGET CAPTURED 2:Ah Sun)
I just wave my head....what are they doing hiding such place....(sigh).....
Room 7:No ones live also....
Room 8:Still...no one inside and locked.
Room 9:Uncle Jo room...hmm...a lot of fishing stuff here...I guess he likes fishing after all....well..no ones inside...
Room 10:No one lives inside...
Room 11:Mui Mui room....as I enter...I saw many many cute things.And also her photo too.So..she has a brother...I did not know that in that photo...and I open the cupboard..she shocked ME!!!...
(TARGET CAPTURED 3:Mui Mui)
Room 12:No one live inside but not locked....I checked inside....no one too but...I can feel someone...so I checked again...so.....she was inside here....GOT YOU!!(It was Miss.Landlady...)
Room 12:Very weird....room 12 was a stored instead a room...well...no one inside too...
(SIGH..where is everyone?!)
Room 13:Nick's room.When I enter..I saw his Playstation,TV and many things inside.Also I saw his mirror cupboard full of his crystal collection...and he was hiding in his bed.
(TARGET CAPTURED 4:Nick)
Room 14:My room was lock suddenly...it open!!...I was shocked to hear that!!....Then..when I enter the room...ARGH!!!...KA ZI WAS SLEEPING INSIDE!!!!
(TARGET CAPTURED 5:Ka Zi)
She apologies to me and laugh.I told her to stop and don't ever do it again!...
Next is the toilet:1.Man's toilet....I saw all clean only...no one inside..
2.Lady's toilet...Ka Zi told me to not go inside cause it is a girl toilet..and who cares..I just go in.She shocked and I told her...this is hide and seek...must find every one corner to corner...
Room 15:Wendy's room..nothing inside just only cloth and computer...and I found nothing at all...
Room 16:No one at all...(sigh)..all room already check but I saw something very familiar...and I just found Uncle Jo...
(TARGET CAPTURED 6:Uncle Jo)
Then...I know where they are...I go to the garden and check and then...I look up..I saw Ian was on the tree!!!...
(TARGET CAPTURED 7: Ian)
Garage:No one still inside...wait!!...I found Miss.Landlady was lying down inside the car!!...(==''...)
(TARGET CAPTURED 8:Miss.Landlady)
LAST TARGET:Wendy....
Where is she???...I think and think...Ka Zi told me left 10 minutes more....
I must find her...I must win..!!...ARGH!!...How I gonna find her!!...
Then..I search and search and search again!!!....
"10 minutes past!!"Ka Zi yelled!
Oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had lose!!!...Where is she!!!!!?????
Finally...she appeared all of sudden...and actually..she was in my room earlier....Ka Zi just laughed!!
Very disappointed....
(sigh...looks like I had lose to a girl this time...)
Everyone goes to shower....I was talking to Wendy for a while...she said..."Tonight wanna join me too see the moon?"
"I don't now...but..I will..."
She was happy....
Time:08.13pm
Location:Dining room
Looks like dinner served...we enjoying eating rice with sweet and sour chicken meat and carrot yam soup...
Since Wendy has won...she wish to go out with me tomorrow Sunday...and I my face was red since everyone heard that....
So...tomorrow I will go out with her....okay!!....I will do my best to be with her...
Time:08.55pm
Location:At the garden....
I head straight to my room.Then...I start to blogging and awaiting for the time strikes 11 or 12 o'clock....and now I saw the moon just half and bright...
Looks like I gotta miss something.....hehehe....to be continued...
Benny Liew......
(Hope my friend know what is the meaning of being best friend forever now...(sigh)....)
Location:Room 14
Date:27.March.2010
It was breezy evening....(4.20pm)..what should I do....then...everyone was free!!....But...I saw them plan on something...
"BEN!!!YOU'RE IT!!"Ian said...
I just said"WHAT!!!???"...I don't even understand.....
"Let's play hide and seek.Want to join?"Mui Mui happily said that to me.
"Errr......(in my mind:Damn...I can turn their happiness now!!)...OKAY!!!"I just smiled and told them..Uncle Jo just point good at me....and this hide and seek has a PRIZE..WHOEVER WINS....CAN WISH 1 THING.....
I was it!!....And this place is so big..kinda hard to find too.Wendy just see me....and told me "GANBATEH!!"...and I nodded my head.Then...Ka Zi took me outside the main door...and the time limit of the game is 1 hour
"Please wait 5 minutes...and DO NOT PEEK!!!"
5 MINUTES LATER....
I'm ready......then...I open the door...I heard nothing...everything silence.....I took the map that Miss.Landlady gave me....and I was a little confused now.So...I enter:
Room 1: Check...this is the Landlady room...nothing special inside now...only got a lot of bear dolls....and what is this??...(Ooops)...looks like I enter girls private stuff...Then I get out from there..
Room 2:That is Sumi room.Hmm...kinda scary too see her room this dark...and when I turn on the light...I saw...a photo of her family...I saw she smiled inside.I saw her parents too....Three of them was happy...I just feeling like wanna cry...then..I heard a little voice...(Vrrram!!!).....I found Sumi were under the bed.
(TARGET CAPTURED 1:Sumi)
I told her to follow me.She just silent..and follow me.
Room 3:No one lives inside....check...
Room 4:It's Ka Zi room.Locked...maybe no one is inside.
Room 5:Ian's room...not locked.Maybe no one inside but..I still go in....I check under the bed...and the cupboard.I saw nothing...
Room 6:Ah Sun room....I found him finally!!...He was behind the door.
(TARGET CAPTURED 2:Ah Sun)
I just wave my head....what are they doing hiding such place....(sigh).....
Room 7:No ones live also....
Room 8:Still...no one inside and locked.
Room 9:Uncle Jo room...hmm...a lot of fishing stuff here...I guess he likes fishing after all....well..no ones inside...
Room 10:No one lives inside...
Room 11:Mui Mui room....as I enter...I saw many many cute things.And also her photo too.So..she has a brother...I did not know that in that photo...and I open the cupboard..she shocked ME!!!...
(TARGET CAPTURED 3:Mui Mui)
Room 12:No one live inside but not locked....I checked inside....no one too but...I can feel someone...so I checked again...so.....she was inside here....GOT YOU!!(It was Miss.Landlady...)
Room 12:Very weird....room 12 was a stored instead a room...well...no one inside too...
(SIGH..where is everyone?!)
Room 13:Nick's room.When I enter..I saw his Playstation,TV and many things inside.Also I saw his mirror cupboard full of his crystal collection...and he was hiding in his bed.
(TARGET CAPTURED 4:Nick)
Room 14:My room was lock suddenly...it open!!...I was shocked to hear that!!....Then..when I enter the room...ARGH!!!...KA ZI WAS SLEEPING INSIDE!!!!
(TARGET CAPTURED 5:Ka Zi)
She apologies to me and laugh.I told her to stop and don't ever do it again!...
Next is the toilet:1.Man's toilet....I saw all clean only...no one inside..
2.Lady's toilet...Ka Zi told me to not go inside cause it is a girl toilet..and who cares..I just go in.She shocked and I told her...this is hide and seek...must find every one corner to corner...
Room 15:Wendy's room..nothing inside just only cloth and computer...and I found nothing at all...
Room 16:No one at all...(sigh)..all room already check but I saw something very familiar...and I just found Uncle Jo...
(TARGET CAPTURED 6:Uncle Jo)
Then...I know where they are...I go to the garden and check and then...I look up..I saw Ian was on the tree!!!...
(TARGET CAPTURED 7: Ian)
Garage:No one still inside...wait!!...I found Miss.Landlady was lying down inside the car!!...(==''...)
(TARGET CAPTURED 8:Miss.Landlady)
LAST TARGET:Wendy....
Where is she???...I think and think...Ka Zi told me left 10 minutes more....
I must find her...I must win..!!...ARGH!!...How I gonna find her!!...
Then..I search and search and search again!!!....
"10 minutes past!!"Ka Zi yelled!
Oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had lose!!!...Where is she!!!!!?????
Finally...she appeared all of sudden...and actually..she was in my room earlier....Ka Zi just laughed!!
Very disappointed....
(sigh...looks like I had lose to a girl this time...)
Everyone goes to shower....I was talking to Wendy for a while...she said..."Tonight wanna join me too see the moon?"
"I don't now...but..I will..."
She was happy....
Time:08.13pm
Location:Dining room
Looks like dinner served...we enjoying eating rice with sweet and sour chicken meat and carrot yam soup...
Since Wendy has won...she wish to go out with me tomorrow Sunday...and I my face was red since everyone heard that....
So...tomorrow I will go out with her....okay!!....I will do my best to be with her...
Time:08.55pm
Location:At the garden....
I head straight to my room.Then...I start to blogging and awaiting for the time strikes 11 or 12 o'clock....and now I saw the moon just half and bright...
Looks like I gotta miss something.....hehehe....to be continued...
Benny Liew......
(Hope my friend know what is the meaning of being best friend forever now...(sigh)....)
"Art in a Happiness...."
Time:12.42pm
Location:Room 14
Date:27.March.2010
About 8"am in the morning I woke up...and my back really really hurts!!..and I slept about 5 in the morning...
Damn that was tired....(sigh)...
Time:09.13am
Location:Outside,garden...
I was walking by there.I saw Miss.Landlady was gardening with Sumi.Then...I head to the bathroom to get a hot bath.I was warm and hot so I just stay inside a while.
Time:09.35am
Location:Room 14
Then...I dry myself and start to on my laptop.I was so boring also.Don't know what to do....and I just saw Wendy come out from her room...I peek on her...and I saw three of them...(Miss.Landlady,Sumi and Wendy were gardening behind)....and I had a good idea!!..
I bring out my yesterday sketchbook.I wanna draw and sketch them.I sit on the bench and watch them happily.I start to draw my art.I draw....them three while gardening...and Sumi also laugh a while....Wendy took up the soil...and Miss.Landlady start to watering the flower...
I was drawing them three...enjoying drawing them....after I finish...I show it to them...and they told me that I am good in art.It was beautiful and nice....then...I thank them...and something happen...I turn back and ran...and then....I hit the wall!!!...My lips hurts me a little and my head felt a little dizzy...close....I did not have any concussion....(hahahaha)
I put some ice on my head.....and I return to my room...start to blogging....I think my life has change a lot..I just look at my art...and smile....
Benny Liew....
Location:Room 14
Date:27.March.2010
About 8"am in the morning I woke up...and my back really really hurts!!..and I slept about 5 in the morning...
Damn that was tired....(sigh)...
Time:09.13am
Location:Outside,garden...
I was walking by there.I saw Miss.Landlady was gardening with Sumi.Then...I head to the bathroom to get a hot bath.I was warm and hot so I just stay inside a while.
Time:09.35am
Location:Room 14
Then...I dry myself and start to on my laptop.I was so boring also.Don't know what to do....and I just saw Wendy come out from her room...I peek on her...and I saw three of them...(Miss.Landlady,Sumi and Wendy were gardening behind)....and I had a good idea!!..
I bring out my yesterday sketchbook.I wanna draw and sketch them.I sit on the bench and watch them happily.I start to draw my art.I draw....them three while gardening...and Sumi also laugh a while....Wendy took up the soil...and Miss.Landlady start to watering the flower...
I was drawing them three...enjoying drawing them....after I finish...I show it to them...and they told me that I am good in art.It was beautiful and nice....then...I thank them...and something happen...I turn back and ran...and then....I hit the wall!!!...My lips hurts me a little and my head felt a little dizzy...close....I did not have any concussion....(hahahaha)
I put some ice on my head.....and I return to my room...start to blogging....I think my life has change a lot..I just look at my art...and smile....
Benny Liew....
Watch alone....just alone.....
Time:03.35am
Location:Room 14
Date:27.March.2010
I just watching the moon...while I send my songs to Fong...then...my foster father just chat with me...told me to sleep...and I told him..."Good Night,Dad...and see you"
He reply.."Good Night,Son..."
I was happy to hear that he calling me "SON"...
(Sigh)...now hearing an emotional songs alone while watching the stars and moon.Everyone falls asleep already while I here alone....at least I did not disturb them cause I don't want to.........
Then......I was seating here like a stick...watching the moon....stars...
(BORING!!!).....and remind me always....so....I decided to hear my songs....rock...from Command and Conquer Red Alert 3.....those songs is so rock and not too heavy metal...it makes me happy a while....
Then....never mind.....now...I guess I wanna hear my songs alone while I watching the time rolling and ticking..............while enjoying my Shandy beer.....................
Benny Liew.....
Location:Room 14
Date:27.March.2010
I just watching the moon...while I send my songs to Fong...then...my foster father just chat with me...told me to sleep...and I told him..."Good Night,Dad...and see you"
He reply.."Good Night,Son..."
I was happy to hear that he calling me "SON"...
(Sigh)...now hearing an emotional songs alone while watching the stars and moon.Everyone falls asleep already while I here alone....at least I did not disturb them cause I don't want to.........
Then......I was seating here like a stick...watching the moon....stars...
(BORING!!!).....and remind me always....so....I decided to hear my songs....rock...from Command and Conquer Red Alert 3.....those songs is so rock and not too heavy metal...it makes me happy a while....
Then....never mind.....now...I guess I wanna hear my songs alone while I watching the time rolling and ticking..............while enjoying my Shandy beer.....................
Benny Liew.....
Relation is the midnight...and turn now....
Time:02.45am
Location:Room 14
Date:27.March.2010
(Sigh...)...what did Fong told me...always remind me one thing.I was chat with him and sending songs too.He told me about my blog in chapter "A Heretic Nightmare".
He though I can stop to remember the past.He though it was so easy.Actually..it wasn't so easy after all.
Just today I and Wendy finish our work,she and Sumi was tried on their cloth...and I don't want to disturb them now...scared see them is naked condition...after that....I was chatting with my foster father,Uncle Peter...and Fong...well...as always...my foster father ask me how am I now...
Then...I saw Wendy go out and holding her towel.I heard the tub sound with water sprinkled inside...I guess she is going to bath although it was 1.30am that time.
Hmm....I wonder what is she doing so long?...I asked Fong...and he told me to go and see....I scold him that is he out of his mind??...After she misunderstanding...then....after that...
Time:01.55am
She just finish bath.Close...she doesn't catch any cold.I help her wiped her hair with her towel.And then I told her to sleep.I told her a bedtime stories about...children stories I created last year....then...she fall asleep very fast.I just smiled at her.I put on her blanket and turn the light off....
Then...I rush faster to my room...and I was a little hungry too.
I chat with Fong for a moment...and my stomach still hungry...(sigh)...I decided to eat something...
Location:Kitchen...
I took out a weird drink...it was made of protein egg white and milk...(YAKKK!!!)....I just try it out.I added with hot water and drank it.It was....oh my...so nice!!!!...and I read the content is....high protein...maybe I can gain more muscle...
Then....Fong got problem now...have to create a new blog.....(sigh)...
After he finish create his new blog...Riby suddenly appeared....hmm....nevermind...and also then...now I reading my foster brother blog...well...at least I'm enjoying it.....
Well...looks like both of them now chatting each other...and I now busying typing my blog here....
(sigh....)
After blogging...what should I do then??.....(sigh).....leave them both only...don't want to be a busybody person... okay...at least I can hear my songs now....(sigh).......happy date...both of you...good luck....
Benny Liew.....
Location:Room 14
Date:27.March.2010
(Sigh...)...what did Fong told me...always remind me one thing.I was chat with him and sending songs too.He told me about my blog in chapter "A Heretic Nightmare".
He though I can stop to remember the past.He though it was so easy.Actually..it wasn't so easy after all.
Just today I and Wendy finish our work,she and Sumi was tried on their cloth...and I don't want to disturb them now...scared see them is naked condition...after that....I was chatting with my foster father,Uncle Peter...and Fong...well...as always...my foster father ask me how am I now...
Then...I saw Wendy go out and holding her towel.I heard the tub sound with water sprinkled inside...I guess she is going to bath although it was 1.30am that time.
Hmm....I wonder what is she doing so long?...I asked Fong...and he told me to go and see....I scold him that is he out of his mind??...After she misunderstanding...then....after that...
Time:01.55am
She just finish bath.Close...she doesn't catch any cold.I help her wiped her hair with her towel.And then I told her to sleep.I told her a bedtime stories about...children stories I created last year....then...she fall asleep very fast.I just smiled at her.I put on her blanket and turn the light off....
Then...I rush faster to my room...and I was a little hungry too.
I chat with Fong for a moment...and my stomach still hungry...(sigh)...I decided to eat something...
Location:Kitchen...
I took out a weird drink...it was made of protein egg white and milk...(YAKKK!!!)....I just try it out.I added with hot water and drank it.It was....oh my...so nice!!!!...and I read the content is....high protein...maybe I can gain more muscle...
Then....Fong got problem now...have to create a new blog.....(sigh)...
After he finish create his new blog...Riby suddenly appeared....hmm....nevermind...and also then...now I reading my foster brother blog...well...at least I'm enjoying it.....
Well...looks like both of them now chatting each other...and I now busying typing my blog here....
(sigh....)
After blogging...what should I do then??.....(sigh).....leave them both only...don't want to be a busybody person... okay...at least I can hear my songs now....(sigh).......happy date...both of you...good luck....
Benny Liew.....
Friday, March 26, 2010
A Heretic Nightmare............
Time:06.10pm
Location:At the garden
Date:26.March.2010
I heard many birds sounds here and flying freely around.I saw them fly happily.Then...I still remember my nightmare since 3 year ago.
Date:07.September.2008
Location: Home
Time:Not remember(Between 3 or 4am I guess)
I was dreaming....and dreaming this nightmare...it repeats and repeats again since I was young....I had no idea what happen.I even cry that time.
I still remember my parents fight and divorce,lost my own friend,hysteria,lost my own best pet....and now??? I don't want to repeat the same thing again...I don't want to lose anyone already especial to my dear one...my friends...my family....my life even not sure where it stands....
I also don't know why am I being a fool like this...sometimes I being fool by friends....making me feeling lonely alone....the jealousy of them...looking me suffered alone in this deadly moment....not to suicide....believe what am I....and I dreamed a nightmare that giving cared alone and told me to choose....
Now...my tears were dripping from my cheek till the floor...
My mother....now I don't even know where she is....my friends...now having busy for their life...as I don't want to disturb them in their life...I leave them alone and I just walk it alone....leaving them to be happy and I just leave them only....and none of them is my business....
Time:Between 11pm...
Date:31.December.2009
Location:Methodist Church
I still remember what did Pastor Siew told me...."If your life is miserable,you can pray and ask for God help to you.He will listen to you and know what you will feel"
I did...but...it might need time....
I also don't know what happen....if I leave them....where is my sign??
Then...I started to be alone....never mind.....
Year:Present...2010
I decided to started a new life now.....with my dad and brother...although without my mother...I know she still love us...
I now walking to a path of wisdom...where my life is not a tragedy.....will walk together with one another......
Bitter sweet might bring in my life....I try to forget what happen to me...I couldn't....like my friend...she told me to forget it...that...wasn't easy she can thought...it was a foolish idea to forget it.......
What about my life?...Will I do whatever it takes to forget it?...No...Not really actually....how to forget it?...Just one past like that?...It was my life...I can't do it...I still remember it....till the end although it's a bitter memories....
Who cares anyway.....
Now...
I become weird lately....no more alone....life is like not in a simple way....living what is alone is not a treacherous life....I am happy now for them....
I now...being it....
Somedays I might feels like dying...maybe I am go on of this thing...maybe friendship will go on forever....maybe...can I go on my life....with a night on a dark sky?
I will remember it till the end....
To everyone....sorry....what I have done and I will walk it alone.....or maybe not.......you all don't even know what is behind my face and identity....
I am not the person you may know now.....I am....another one....you might not fully know who am I yet...
Sometimes a promise words can be break....like a forever words....can be useless.....and it never being forever at all......means a break promise....now...I can't trust anyone anymore already....except certain friends and family....the untrust is the unworthy now...even now..is very hard to trust the dear to me....
I'm sorry.....
Benny Liew........
Smile as always....being life is not easy....and.....thanks.....to you.....
Location:At the garden
Date:26.March.2010
I heard many birds sounds here and flying freely around.I saw them fly happily.Then...I still remember my nightmare since 3 year ago.
Date:07.September.2008
Location: Home
Time:Not remember(Between 3 or 4am I guess)
I was dreaming....and dreaming this nightmare...it repeats and repeats again since I was young....I had no idea what happen.I even cry that time.
I still remember my parents fight and divorce,lost my own friend,hysteria,lost my own best pet....and now??? I don't want to repeat the same thing again...I don't want to lose anyone already especial to my dear one...my friends...my family....my life even not sure where it stands....
I also don't know why am I being a fool like this...sometimes I being fool by friends....making me feeling lonely alone....the jealousy of them...looking me suffered alone in this deadly moment....not to suicide....believe what am I....and I dreamed a nightmare that giving cared alone and told me to choose....
Now...my tears were dripping from my cheek till the floor...
My mother....now I don't even know where she is....my friends...now having busy for their life...as I don't want to disturb them in their life...I leave them alone and I just walk it alone....leaving them to be happy and I just leave them only....and none of them is my business....
Time:Between 11pm...
Date:31.December.2009
Location:Methodist Church
I still remember what did Pastor Siew told me...."If your life is miserable,you can pray and ask for God help to you.He will listen to you and know what you will feel"
I did...but...it might need time....
I also don't know what happen....if I leave them....where is my sign??
Then...I started to be alone....never mind.....
Year:Present...2010
I decided to started a new life now.....with my dad and brother...although without my mother...I know she still love us...
I now walking to a path of wisdom...where my life is not a tragedy.....will walk together with one another......
Bitter sweet might bring in my life....I try to forget what happen to me...I couldn't....like my friend...she told me to forget it...that...wasn't easy she can thought...it was a foolish idea to forget it.......
What about my life?...Will I do whatever it takes to forget it?...No...Not really actually....how to forget it?...Just one past like that?...It was my life...I can't do it...I still remember it....till the end although it's a bitter memories....
Who cares anyway.....
Now...
I become weird lately....no more alone....life is like not in a simple way....living what is alone is not a treacherous life....I am happy now for them....
I now...being it....
Somedays I might feels like dying...maybe I am go on of this thing...maybe friendship will go on forever....maybe...can I go on my life....with a night on a dark sky?
I will remember it till the end....
To everyone....sorry....what I have done and I will walk it alone.....or maybe not.......you all don't even know what is behind my face and identity....
I am not the person you may know now.....I am....another one....you might not fully know who am I yet...
Sometimes a promise words can be break....like a forever words....can be useless.....and it never being forever at all......means a break promise....now...I can't trust anyone anymore already....except certain friends and family....the untrust is the unworthy now...even now..is very hard to trust the dear to me....
I'm sorry.....
Benny Liew........
Smile as always....being life is not easy....and.....thanks.....to you.....
Found a place for her to study...
Time:3.08pm
Date:26.March.2010
Location:Room 14
This morning I woke up at 6 am.Get shower and change my cloths....I cannot go to school today because I had to find a suitable school for Wendy.
Miss.Landlady already prepared breakfast for us.
Time:06.30am
It was cold outside.No one has awake except me,Wendy,Miss. Landlady,Ka Zi and Uncle Jo.Uncle Jo going to jogging at outside while I,Wendy,Miss.Landlady and Ka Zi having breakfast.I just eat a little because I always don't get use to eat breakfast....I just ate some noodles and a hot drink.Ka Zi just finish her food and wait outside for us.
Time:07.13am
I wore my shoes and ready to go.Wendy bring her document and ready too.So...we ready to go.
Time:07.35am
Location:Mahmud Secondary School
We enter the school.And I saw some of my old friends.Well..Wendy told me this school is still okey but...its to far for her.
Time:08.10am
Location:Chung Ching Secondary School
Finally...the headmaster told us that there are many space in this school.Wendy was happy...so I register her name inside.She will start school there at Wednesday...
Many people saw us both.Some of my friends too...
Time:10.20am
Location:Town...
We when there to buy school cloths for Wendy...and shoes...then we when to the best stationery....Ban Seng Heng stationeries...I bought three sketch books while she bought her own things for preparation...
Time:12.30pm
Location: Ratha Restaurant
We had lunch there....we ate roti canai and curry.Since it was so long that she never return to Raub...she told me that this place change a lot...even this place becomes a bigger town.
Then,Ka Zi take us to 7Eleven to buy some stuff.She bought 6 cans of Shandy beers and I bought 4 bar of chocolate and a few snacks.Wendy bought 4 lollipops only.
Time:1.15pm
Location: Almost there...
Finally..we're at home...and miss.Landlady ask us where she is studying..and I told her..your school...Chung Ching Secondary...and she was happy...
Uncle Jo just come back from fishing then...and he got two big catfish....and that will be our dinner...everyone laugh and happy
After that....we also did not know that Miss.Landlady and Ian cooks lunch already...so...we tell them sorry....
Time:2.20pm...
Location:Room 14
Everyone got tired already including me....Then...I started to write my diary and blog here.....Looks like I gotta go out after this at at 5.30pm to had a walk at here....
To Be Continued...
Benny Liew...
Date:26.March.2010
Location:Room 14
This morning I woke up at 6 am.Get shower and change my cloths....I cannot go to school today because I had to find a suitable school for Wendy.
Miss.Landlady already prepared breakfast for us.
Time:06.30am
It was cold outside.No one has awake except me,Wendy,Miss. Landlady,Ka Zi and Uncle Jo.Uncle Jo going to jogging at outside while I,Wendy,Miss.Landlady and Ka Zi having breakfast.I just eat a little because I always don't get use to eat breakfast....I just ate some noodles and a hot drink.Ka Zi just finish her food and wait outside for us.
Time:07.13am
I wore my shoes and ready to go.Wendy bring her document and ready too.So...we ready to go.
Time:07.35am
Location:Mahmud Secondary School
We enter the school.And I saw some of my old friends.Well..Wendy told me this school is still okey but...its to far for her.
Time:08.10am
Location:Chung Ching Secondary School
Finally...the headmaster told us that there are many space in this school.Wendy was happy...so I register her name inside.She will start school there at Wednesday...
Many people saw us both.Some of my friends too...
Time:10.20am
Location:Town...
We when there to buy school cloths for Wendy...and shoes...then we when to the best stationery....Ban Seng Heng stationeries...I bought three sketch books while she bought her own things for preparation...
Time:12.30pm
Location: Ratha Restaurant
We had lunch there....we ate roti canai and curry.Since it was so long that she never return to Raub...she told me that this place change a lot...even this place becomes a bigger town.
Then,Ka Zi take us to 7Eleven to buy some stuff.She bought 6 cans of Shandy beers and I bought 4 bar of chocolate and a few snacks.Wendy bought 4 lollipops only.
Time:1.15pm
Location: Almost there...
Finally..we're at home...and miss.Landlady ask us where she is studying..and I told her..your school...Chung Ching Secondary...and she was happy...
Uncle Jo just come back from fishing then...and he got two big catfish....and that will be our dinner...everyone laugh and happy
After that....we also did not know that Miss.Landlady and Ian cooks lunch already...so...we tell them sorry....
Time:2.20pm...
Location:Room 14
Everyone got tired already including me....Then...I started to write my diary and blog here.....Looks like I gotta go out after this at at 5.30pm to had a walk at here....
To Be Continued...
Benny Liew...
"In the middle of this busy day"
Time:1.49am
Date:26.March.2010
Location:Room 14
I,Wendy,Miss.Landlady,Sumi,Nick and Ian were going on the garden for moon watching.The moon was crescent half.It was beautiful.I wonder what happen if it's full moon.It will be more beautiful doesn't it?We spend from 10.14pm till 1.30am.We all talk,eat and drinks.At least I had too.It was fun.
Actually..this morning I was so tired and stress.I scold a few students and feeling really want to punch this kid in my class.I just patience only.Never mind...who cares...
Where was I?...Oh yes..the moon watching.I was kinda lucky to stay here with new friends.Miss.Landlady also happy when I and Wendy moved in.
When we all moon watching that time...Miss.Landlady told me that I came here before when I was young.I not so sure that I could remember or not.Maybe it was a long time ago.
Then...when I saw the moon..Wendy saw my eyes were glassy as I rememeber this afternoon too.What I just met....Too bad no tissue now(hahaha)...
When Nick hand out some Shandy beer to me,I took it anyway cause at least I can relieved my sadness to happiness.I told them that...I...was an emotional man...I mean boy..still...and they all just see my face that doesn't look any of them.I told them about my life at home,with my dad and brother and sister.My mother too.When I told them about my twin brother,they all just silence cause I told a sad stories.Wendy lean her head on my shoulders....and told me it was fate...
Everyone just look at the moon except Ian.
Ian..his background...does he have any friends?..he stop school in the middle year and return back.That is what he told me.
I ask Sumi that where did she study before moved here.It was in Selangor.Her parents were in a car crash and she is the one who only survives.Her uncle put her in this villa since two years ago...
Then..Miss.Landlady told us that actually her elder sister was the landlady here.She is now at Kuala Lumpur still in university...that is why now she take care of the villa..and her parents was there too...
Nick share with us a story that why he was in this villa is because his father was a drug addict.Before his father turns to this treacherous monster,he told us that his family is being cheated by his father friend.And no one want to take care of him,he decided to work and lives alone in this villa...
Ian...Ka Zi brother...already pass his studies and finding job...to raise money and take care his parents.,,including his own sister.
Then...a cool wind was chill...it was cold all of sudden...I still remember what my friend did to me when I was cold...and I as Wendy and Miss.Landlady hold their hands...and Wendy hands were not so serious anymore.
Then...I know what is the meaningful of great friendship...
I was so touch about Sumi stories.She always don't talk to us at least she is fine.
(sigh)....and I enjoy the beer that Nick gave me.It was cold and cool...and illegal for me.
And also I still remember one more thing...the note book that Miss.Landlady gave me...and I decided to write my journal inside about my life in here.
What I worry now is...will I stay here temporary??..I would say no...I will stay here forever at least I go home once a month or weak.
I saw the moon was fading away by the dark clouds now....and we all sat there and silence in a moment...
10 or 15 minutes later....
Sumi already fell asleep.Miss.Landlady still seating and waving her legs.Ian and Nick watch the pond waves.I and Wendy seat down and do nothing and just wait till everyone respond while I sip a little drinks and snacks.
Time:2.15am
Finally..they all wanna get to their room.Miss.Landlady and Nick carries Sumi to her room.I wake up and tell them good night....
I walk with Wendy to take her to her room...and I told her goodnight too.
Looks like tomorrow I had to find a suitable school for her and maybe i won't come to school tomorrow cause I have to go out with Wendy.
Well...when I return to my room...it remind me one thing..."What happen to me?"
As I go inside my room...I took out three can of cold Shandy's and serve myself.I try to relax and calm.This afternoon question from my friend always bothering me...
I guess until here I can type...and to be continued...
Benny Liew...
Date:26.March.2010
Location:Room 14
I,Wendy,Miss.Landlady,Sumi,Nick and Ian were going on the garden for moon watching.The moon was crescent half.It was beautiful.I wonder what happen if it's full moon.It will be more beautiful doesn't it?We spend from 10.14pm till 1.30am.We all talk,eat and drinks.At least I had too.It was fun.
Actually..this morning I was so tired and stress.I scold a few students and feeling really want to punch this kid in my class.I just patience only.Never mind...who cares...
Where was I?...Oh yes..the moon watching.I was kinda lucky to stay here with new friends.Miss.Landlady also happy when I and Wendy moved in.
When we all moon watching that time...Miss.Landlady told me that I came here before when I was young.I not so sure that I could remember or not.Maybe it was a long time ago.
Then...when I saw the moon..Wendy saw my eyes were glassy as I rememeber this afternoon too.What I just met....Too bad no tissue now(hahaha)...
When Nick hand out some Shandy beer to me,I took it anyway cause at least I can relieved my sadness to happiness.I told them that...I...was an emotional man...I mean boy..still...and they all just see my face that doesn't look any of them.I told them about my life at home,with my dad and brother and sister.My mother too.When I told them about my twin brother,they all just silence cause I told a sad stories.Wendy lean her head on my shoulders....and told me it was fate...
Everyone just look at the moon except Ian.
Ian..his background...does he have any friends?..he stop school in the middle year and return back.That is what he told me.
I ask Sumi that where did she study before moved here.It was in Selangor.Her parents were in a car crash and she is the one who only survives.Her uncle put her in this villa since two years ago...
Then..Miss.Landlady told us that actually her elder sister was the landlady here.She is now at Kuala Lumpur still in university...that is why now she take care of the villa..and her parents was there too...
Nick share with us a story that why he was in this villa is because his father was a drug addict.Before his father turns to this treacherous monster,he told us that his family is being cheated by his father friend.And no one want to take care of him,he decided to work and lives alone in this villa...
Ian...Ka Zi brother...already pass his studies and finding job...to raise money and take care his parents.,,including his own sister.
Then...a cool wind was chill...it was cold all of sudden...I still remember what my friend did to me when I was cold...and I as Wendy and Miss.Landlady hold their hands...and Wendy hands were not so serious anymore.
Then...I know what is the meaningful of great friendship...
I was so touch about Sumi stories.She always don't talk to us at least she is fine.
(sigh)....and I enjoy the beer that Nick gave me.It was cold and cool...and illegal for me.
And also I still remember one more thing...the note book that Miss.Landlady gave me...and I decided to write my journal inside about my life in here.
What I worry now is...will I stay here temporary??..I would say no...I will stay here forever at least I go home once a month or weak.
I saw the moon was fading away by the dark clouds now....and we all sat there and silence in a moment...
10 or 15 minutes later....
Sumi already fell asleep.Miss.Landlady still seating and waving her legs.Ian and Nick watch the pond waves.I and Wendy seat down and do nothing and just wait till everyone respond while I sip a little drinks and snacks.
Time:2.15am
Finally..they all wanna get to their room.Miss.Landlady and Nick carries Sumi to her room.I wake up and tell them good night....
I walk with Wendy to take her to her room...and I told her goodnight too.
Looks like tomorrow I had to find a suitable school for her and maybe i won't come to school tomorrow cause I have to go out with Wendy.
Well...when I return to my room...it remind me one thing..."What happen to me?"
As I go inside my room...I took out three can of cold Shandy's and serve myself.I try to relax and calm.This afternoon question from my friend always bothering me...
I guess until here I can type...and to be continued...
Benny Liew...
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Oh No!!!.......and up on a incident!!!-
Date:25.March.2010
Time:06.12pm
Location:Room 15
It was an tragic accident.I was released my little bunny and ran to get it.I didn't know that Wendy holding a cup of hot water and I rammed through her.
Her hand was splash by hot water and her hand was red.I quickly get her up and carry her to her room.I told her to wait a while to fetch Miss.Landlady to get medic.
I fold her hand and her hand was red.I told her sorry and she forgive me.I just help fold her hand.Everyone saw me and her.One of them chuckled.
I was so worried...and I told her to rest for a while.
Sumi just watch...
Time:08.15pm
I go in her room and check.She was asleep...and I wake her up because it was dinner time.Miss.Landlady told me that actually in this villa are not allowed pets but...she don't mind if I got a bunny inside cause...she likes bunny after all....(hahahaha)...
Location:Dining room...
I seat next her...and saw her hand was still a little injured.I help her to grab some meat and vegetable....Nick just saw us and say"Ehem..."
Me and Wendy just look at him....Uncle Jo was saw our meaningful face.
Sumi just finish her food faster,Ka Zi was busy with her job and little Mui was so happy that she said..."A-ray!!!!"
I had no idea what happen...
Ian was talking to Miss.Landlady that she must inform our new form.Cause..we ain't not visitors anymore...we stay here already.
Ah Sun was about to go out to town buy some snacks.He asked if anyone want to join him.What I surprised is Sumi raised her hand up.I cannot follow him cause I had to take care Wendy.
So...Ah Sun and Sumi take off already......
Time:9.27pm
Location:Room 15
Miss.Landlady and I take Wendy to her room andI told her to rest.I ask Miss.Landlady that she will be fine...and I just tell Wendy if she needs anything just call me or Miss.Landlady.
And also...Miss.Landlady was wondered why am I so kind to anyone..I just scratched my head.So..we both took off and I head to my room.Now...I'm blogging and I'm a little busy now....sending some songs to my bro...Fong...kinda emotional songs....
To Be Continued......
Time:06.12pm
Location:Room 15
It was an tragic accident.I was released my little bunny and ran to get it.I didn't know that Wendy holding a cup of hot water and I rammed through her.
Her hand was splash by hot water and her hand was red.I quickly get her up and carry her to her room.I told her to wait a while to fetch Miss.Landlady to get medic.
I fold her hand and her hand was red.I told her sorry and she forgive me.I just help fold her hand.Everyone saw me and her.One of them chuckled.
I was so worried...and I told her to rest for a while.
Sumi just watch...
Time:08.15pm
I go in her room and check.She was asleep...and I wake her up because it was dinner time.Miss.Landlady told me that actually in this villa are not allowed pets but...she don't mind if I got a bunny inside cause...she likes bunny after all....(hahahaha)...
Location:Dining room...
I seat next her...and saw her hand was still a little injured.I help her to grab some meat and vegetable....Nick just saw us and say"Ehem..."
Me and Wendy just look at him....Uncle Jo was saw our meaningful face.
Sumi just finish her food faster,Ka Zi was busy with her job and little Mui was so happy that she said..."A-ray!!!!"
I had no idea what happen...
Ian was talking to Miss.Landlady that she must inform our new form.Cause..we ain't not visitors anymore...we stay here already.
Ah Sun was about to go out to town buy some snacks.He asked if anyone want to join him.What I surprised is Sumi raised her hand up.I cannot follow him cause I had to take care Wendy.
So...Ah Sun and Sumi take off already......
Time:9.27pm
Location:Room 15
Miss.Landlady and I take Wendy to her room andI told her to rest.I ask Miss.Landlady that she will be fine...and I just tell Wendy if she needs anything just call me or Miss.Landlady.
And also...Miss.Landlady was wondered why am I so kind to anyone..I just scratched my head.So..we both took off and I head to my room.Now...I'm blogging and I'm a little busy now....sending some songs to my bro...Fong...kinda emotional songs....
To Be Continued......
A Meet is A Meet....And Feelings is a feelings...
Date:25.March.2010
Time:3.35pm
Location:School....
(Sigh)...again....I wonder what is Wendy doing now?...And what if she is lonely...
Hmm...I also not so sure...What am I suppose to do?Meet her???Or just appear like that?...I still remember last night..what she ask me...that do I really like her...I just don't know how to answer.
And just the way I know what is your feelings...fly...by my side and way down.I know...I'm sorry...
I did not slept for one night almost..if I really know that you really like me but if I denied...I scared you will be sad...or maybe broke heart...
If I accept.....never mind...
Tomorrow maybe I will not go to school cause I have to find suitable school for her...
Time:5.00pm
I just met my own foster brother at school...as usual...he...err...never mind..(hahaha)......it's cannot be said..
(sigh)...just return to villa....Ka Zi just fetch me.I ask her where is Wendy...she told me at home waiting for me...
I guess what really happen...
I was at villa finally.....she help me carry my bag inside.Miss.Landlady greets me good evening...I just reply her good evening too...
But..."Where is Sumi???"I asked Wendy and Miss.Landlady....both of them blew a sigh...
I just leave it....I still remember...
Uncle Jo was playing card with Nick...I saw Uncle Jo was really good in card tricks...
Then,I saw Ian walk by...and enter his room.
I was walking with Wendy and discuss about her school....and where she gonna study...then...room 14....finally...I enter the room...close no more bottles anymore to be found...
Well...I got to go shower first....
To Be Continued...
Time:3.35pm
Location:School....
(Sigh)...again....I wonder what is Wendy doing now?...And what if she is lonely...
Hmm...I also not so sure...What am I suppose to do?Meet her???Or just appear like that?...I still remember last night..what she ask me...that do I really like her...I just don't know how to answer.
And just the way I know what is your feelings...fly...by my side and way down.I know...I'm sorry...
I did not slept for one night almost..if I really know that you really like me but if I denied...I scared you will be sad...or maybe broke heart...
If I accept.....never mind...
Tomorrow maybe I will not go to school cause I have to find suitable school for her...
Time:5.00pm
I just met my own foster brother at school...as usual...he...err...never mind..(hahaha)......it's cannot be said..
(sigh)...just return to villa....Ka Zi just fetch me.I ask her where is Wendy...she told me at home waiting for me...
I guess what really happen...
I was at villa finally.....she help me carry my bag inside.Miss.Landlady greets me good evening...I just reply her good evening too...
But..."Where is Sumi???"I asked Wendy and Miss.Landlady....both of them blew a sigh...
I just leave it....I still remember...
Uncle Jo was playing card with Nick...I saw Uncle Jo was really good in card tricks...
Then,I saw Ian walk by...and enter his room.
I was walking with Wendy and discuss about her school....and where she gonna study...then...room 14....finally...I enter the room...close no more bottles anymore to be found...
Well...I got to go shower first....
To Be Continued...
Accompany with her...
Time:12.40am
Date:25.March.2010
Location:Room number 14
I was chat with my foster brother,Fong about life.Then...I heard a knock on my door.It was Wendy..and she is scared to be alone in the dark.She knows that I was still awake cause she can hear my songs inside my room.
I open the door and told come inside.She hugged a pillow and sat down.I ask her what happen and she just said she was scared to be alone.Then...I told her:
"Never mind,you can seat next me"
She sat next me and hear one of the song title "Dawn of Mana opening"..she said"This song is so romantic..."
I just said..."Oh yeah...I cried once.."
She laugh silently....
Then...I repeated the song over and over again...until one of the song title is "The Endless Dreams"
We talk about life...when we did not meet for 4 years...what is she doing and I doing...
She just hold my arm...she was afraid too cause my room was dark..only light in my computer and I was wearing spectacles.
I was so damn freaks off already what am I doing...
Time:12.50am
It was so late...we both not so sleepy yet,although she was a little tired.And also I forgotten that she always loves to drink Milo or hot milk before went to bed.So...I stand up and pull her arm.I told her to follow me to the kitchen but...she was afraid...so..I decided to do like this...hold my hand and follow me....
Location: The kitchen...
I on the light and take two cups.We found no milk but at least Miss.Landlady got Milo here.I make one for her.She still remember that I always like to eat sweets when I was young with Lawrence....
I just let go off the feeling and I told her at least she still have me.
Then...we sat down and drank our drinks slowly.
What I shocked is....all of sudden that Sumi appear inside the kitchen cause she thought the lights were not off yet and saw us.
I ask her wanna join...and she nodded her head....so...I made one for her.
When I put sugar inside her drinks...she push my hand and say she don't want sugar inside.
I tell sorry and she just watch me doing her drink....and I out on the table.Me and Wendy smiled at her and she was showing a little only.I know what is her feelings...she did not go to school for sometimes...and I know what is her feelings....
I also tell her that I lost my own twin brother last four year,Wendy just accept what is happen.It looks like me and Wendy felt the same too...
Sumi just watch us drinking....I ask her why is she coming out here so late...and she told me she saw the light outside cause her room is number 2 and can saw a little light across the side.
I heard her history was a smart student.She got 5A's and 2B's for her UPSR.
Then..after that...her...never mind...I also don't want to repeat again.
After we all drinks finish our drinks,Wendy washes all the cups and place it one side.
Both of us take Sumi to her room and tell her good night.She just smiled and close the door.
Wendy ask me"You still remember him?"
"Yeah"....and then...!!!!!!!!!!!(she hold my hand!)...
Oh My Gosh.....my face started to turn red but...I just let it.
I take her to her room and told her to sleep early.
Time:1.10am
So late already!!!.......
I also did not know that!!...(sigh)...Time is fast...
Then...I return to my room.It was windy outside.
I just saw my foster brother still awake and just finish in time finish sending his songs.
I feel like...passion in myself...am I really really in love??
(SIGH)....never mind...I also not so sure what am I...
And also I just gave Riby a souvenir since i gone to my career,and Fong one I will gave him next week.
I also don't know why I got this feelings...still young...(hahahaha).....ok...I gotta go now...
Benny Liew...
To Be Continued...............
(NOTE:She asked me one thing that I so hard to answer a little..."Ben...do you like me?"....I just answer...."I do...kinda"...
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Party Hard and Groovy Tonight....and also...met a friend who reunited...
Date:24.March.2010
Time:06.55pm
Location:Room 14
When I just woke up at 7pm...Miss.Landlady told me to wake up and fetch Wendy as she gonna stay here.I was too happy to hear that!!
Then..I quickly woke up and changed.Then,I that a ride with Ka Zi and rush to fetch her.
Time:07.10pm
Location: Raub Town
As when I call her,she said she wait at us nearby the bus station.I was waiting there.
I ask her "Where are you?"
She said"wait..where are you?..I can"t see you"
"Ok ok...errr....like this.I now wearing blue black shirt.Wearing yellow band.Can you see me?"
As right there..she was behind me right the corner.I wave my hand.She saw me.
And then...she said
"You getting taller."
I laugh...
Then,i help her take her luggage inside the car.She was so cute!!!
Oh My God!!!.....Then...I open the car door for her.
She just laugh a little.
I also feeling so nervous.
And then we head to 7Eleven to buy many snack.(Spend almost RM70.90)
Time:07.30pm
Location:The Villa
Then..I help her take out the luggage and put it one side.Miss.Landlady greets her and handle key number 15 to her.Some resident feels happy too but...Sumi only look at her....and Wendy smile at her too.
When I put her luggage inside the room...she told me it's wonderful that she can meet me again....and I smiled at her and told her..."Wendy...you know...when last time I said that I choose my own pathway..I'm sorry"
She just forgive me and say..."No need too...we are best friends right?"
I nodded my head...
Time:08.15pm
It was time....the party...everyone introduce themselves.
And when they introduce themselves...we all share life too...
Here is the list of the residence:
1.Miss.Landlady: Ooya May,age 14,knows how to cook and a good personality and very kind.Room number 1
2.Ka Zi Lee: Age 20,knows how to drives car,loves to drinks Shandy for sometimes,weird also when she snort.Room number 4
3.Lee Da Sun:Always like to see Korean drama,age 17,good in fixing pipes,loves animal too.Room number 6
4.Sumi:Silent...always...I also feeling sad when I heard this.Her parents were in a car crash when she was 13.She always don't talk to us.I hope i can help her.Room number 2
5.Uncle Jo:Age 30,one of the oldest resident here,always hear old songs,like to fishing.Room number 9
6.Mui Se Kang:Age 13,smart,brilliant and loves to investigate about history.She also like to say things complicated for sometimes.Room number 11
7.Nick:Age 16,always like to collect stones that is so pretty...and also...he likes to enjoy sweets.Room number 13
8.Wendy:My friend,long never meet..a little sexy also la...(hahaha)...kind and an emotional girl.Love to read novels too.Room number 15
9.Me:I??...err....kind...always help people,I also don't know how to describe myself...Room number 14
Oh yeah!!...I almost forgot him
10.Ian:age 21,Ka Zi brother,always like to playful with his sister,likes to ride motorcycle in safe way...Room number 5
We all party hard and enjoy eating snacks and bought a cake.Then,Ka Zi gave me a Shandy beer..and Wendy too.She said it is good!!..But..I just try it...(sigh)...not bad...at least it's fruit taste.
Then..Miss.Landlady smiled at me and Wendy cause we are new residence here...
Everyone was enjoy.Then,Sumi just ate some sweets and drank Kampai..(japanese fruit wine that doesn't contain any alcohol)...I and Wendy seat next to her so we can at least talk.She just see us.And I ask her real name..she won't tell us but at least we know her name was Sumi...Wendy held her hand and said..."Don't worry..we are friends"
She just laugh a little with us.
Then,Uncle Jo start to dance on the floor.I also dance with him...and tackle it up....everyone enjoy in this night...
Time:11.30pm
We all had party hard tonight.And also I was happy too.Then...Wendy ask me to take her to her room...when reach at the door...she told me..."Ben...thank you"..and hug me,kiss my cheek...I..was nothing to say but to say welcome to her.She try to cry I guess...and I was so touch with her....she let go after the hug and say sorry to me.I said never mind......and we both go off.
And we just best friends...
Then...I return to my room.I started to write my blog here...
I guess that's all....i can type in....Wendy...Is gladly to meet you again...
Benny Liew........
Time:06.55pm
Location:Room 14
When I just woke up at 7pm...Miss.Landlady told me to wake up and fetch Wendy as she gonna stay here.I was too happy to hear that!!
Then..I quickly woke up and changed.Then,I that a ride with Ka Zi and rush to fetch her.
Time:07.10pm
Location: Raub Town
As when I call her,she said she wait at us nearby the bus station.I was waiting there.
I ask her "Where are you?"
She said"wait..where are you?..I can"t see you"
"Ok ok...errr....like this.I now wearing blue black shirt.Wearing yellow band.Can you see me?"
As right there..she was behind me right the corner.I wave my hand.She saw me.
And then...she said
"You getting taller."
I laugh...
Then,i help her take her luggage inside the car.She was so cute!!!
Oh My God!!!.....Then...I open the car door for her.
She just laugh a little.
I also feeling so nervous.
And then we head to 7Eleven to buy many snack.(Spend almost RM70.90)
Time:07.30pm
Location:The Villa
Then..I help her take out the luggage and put it one side.Miss.Landlady greets her and handle key number 15 to her.Some resident feels happy too but...Sumi only look at her....and Wendy smile at her too.
When I put her luggage inside the room...she told me it's wonderful that she can meet me again....and I smiled at her and told her..."Wendy...you know...when last time I said that I choose my own pathway..I'm sorry"
She just forgive me and say..."No need too...we are best friends right?"
I nodded my head...
Time:08.15pm
It was time....the party...everyone introduce themselves.
And when they introduce themselves...we all share life too...
Here is the list of the residence:
1.Miss.Landlady: Ooya May,age 14,knows how to cook and a good personality and very kind.Room number 1
2.Ka Zi Lee: Age 20,knows how to drives car,loves to drinks Shandy for sometimes,weird also when she snort.Room number 4
3.Lee Da Sun:Always like to see Korean drama,age 17,good in fixing pipes,loves animal too.Room number 6
4.Sumi:Silent...always...I also feeling sad when I heard this.Her parents were in a car crash when she was 13.She always don't talk to us.I hope i can help her.Room number 2
5.Uncle Jo:Age 30,one of the oldest resident here,always hear old songs,like to fishing.Room number 9
6.Mui Se Kang:Age 13,smart,brilliant and loves to investigate about history.She also like to say things complicated for sometimes.Room number 11
7.Nick:Age 16,always like to collect stones that is so pretty...and also...he likes to enjoy sweets.Room number 13
8.Wendy:My friend,long never meet..a little sexy also la...(hahaha)...kind and an emotional girl.Love to read novels too.Room number 15
9.Me:I??...err....kind...always help people,I also don't know how to describe myself...Room number 14
Oh yeah!!...I almost forgot him
10.Ian:age 21,Ka Zi brother,always like to playful with his sister,likes to ride motorcycle in safe way...Room number 5
We all party hard and enjoy eating snacks and bought a cake.Then,Ka Zi gave me a Shandy beer..and Wendy too.She said it is good!!..But..I just try it...(sigh)...not bad...at least it's fruit taste.
Then..Miss.Landlady smiled at me and Wendy cause we are new residence here...
Everyone was enjoy.Then,Sumi just ate some sweets and drank Kampai..(japanese fruit wine that doesn't contain any alcohol)...I and Wendy seat next to her so we can at least talk.She just see us.And I ask her real name..she won't tell us but at least we know her name was Sumi...Wendy held her hand and said..."Don't worry..we are friends"
She just laugh a little with us.
Then,Uncle Jo start to dance on the floor.I also dance with him...and tackle it up....everyone enjoy in this night...
Time:11.30pm
We all had party hard tonight.And also I was happy too.Then...Wendy ask me to take her to her room...when reach at the door...she told me..."Ben...thank you"..and hug me,kiss my cheek...I..was nothing to say but to say welcome to her.She try to cry I guess...and I was so touch with her....she let go after the hug and say sorry to me.I said never mind......and we both go off.
And we just best friends...
Then...I return to my room.I started to write my blog here...
I guess that's all....i can type in....Wendy...Is gladly to meet you again...
Benny Liew........
Oh...Tired is always.....
Data:24.March.2010
Time:4.55pm
Location:Room 14
Just come back from school
This resident name Ka Zi...always clumsy with me when she try to send me and locate me where am I now.
Jeez.....I was so tired,headache and I almost cannot feels my legs anymore.
But...today is a lucky day for me in a surprise..Wendy is gonna come!!...
Time:5.30pm
I just received a message that she will arrive in about one more hour or maybe two...I pray she will be fine on the journey.....
Then I was fell asleep...Miss Landlady told me that out Introduce Party...and another resident told me..."Who is she?"
The silent resident I know she was inside her room....
And others I don't know where they are..........
That's all I can write now.
Benny Liew...
To Be Continued...
Time:4.55pm
Location:Room 14
Just come back from school
This resident name Ka Zi...always clumsy with me when she try to send me and locate me where am I now.
Jeez.....I was so tired,headache and I almost cannot feels my legs anymore.
But...today is a lucky day for me in a surprise..Wendy is gonna come!!...
Time:5.30pm
I just received a message that she will arrive in about one more hour or maybe two...I pray she will be fine on the journey.....
Then I was fell asleep...Miss Landlady told me that out Introduce Party...and another resident told me..."Who is she?"
The silent resident I know she was inside her room....
And others I don't know where they are..........
That's all I can write now.
Benny Liew...
To Be Continued...
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
A New Place Call Home.....
Date:23,March.2010
Location:Somewhere Kampung Bukit Koman in a huge villa
It was a sad situation.I have to leave home.....(sigh)....but...I can still live in Raub.I also become headache when I have to plan that I doesn't really know where to go actually.
Finally..I found one place...this building was leaven by Japanese soldier and turn into a villa.A very beautiful villa.At least this place has a history.
What I shocked is...the landlady just age 14.She now control the place and I was turn weird why an 14 years old girl can become a landlady??!!
Never mind....
Then,I met some residents there.They are kinda... unique...==''...
I not so sure who are they but...I can happily here and at least I can meet some new friends.
But...they also kinda happy and curios too about me.Always seeing me...(sigh)...well...at least I can know where I am now.My brother will leave with my dad only.And I leave alone here with some unique people.
Well...looks like I can smell curry now.I gotta go.
Benny Liew....
At least...they are friendly....
Location:Somewhere Kampung Bukit Koman in a huge villa
It was a sad situation.I have to leave home.....(sigh)....but...I can still live in Raub.I also become headache when I have to plan that I doesn't really know where to go actually.
Finally..I found one place...this building was leaven by Japanese soldier and turn into a villa.A very beautiful villa.At least this place has a history.
What I shocked is...the landlady just age 14.She now control the place and I was turn weird why an 14 years old girl can become a landlady??!!
Never mind....
Then,I met some residents there.They are kinda... unique...==''...
I not so sure who are they but...I can happily here and at least I can meet some new friends.
But...they also kinda happy and curios too about me.Always seeing me...(sigh)...well...at least I can know where I am now.My brother will leave with my dad only.And I leave alone here with some unique people.
Well...looks like I can smell curry now.I gotta go.
Benny Liew....
At least...they are friendly....
A Nightmare...(A beyond on a Wisdom)...And a Return day of Reunion....
The night sky has pass.I was awake one whole night.Did not sleep for 43 hours.Keep on awake on this pathetic nightmares.Keep on doing things like I shouldn't do.
This son of a bitch..disturb me..always...what he wanted is just to release my hatred.I also want to know who is him in my dreams that wearing a black long cloak..
Now...I keep on being fierce and fiercer than usual.I keep on become mad always that I cannot control my anger.I was like a demon.
Date:17,July.2007...(After the death of Lawrence)
Wendy and I were at the hospital.Lawrence was weak and his condition is certain death.When I saw Wendy held Lawrence hand,her tears were flowing till her cheek and begin to cry.I know what is feeling to be if we lost a friend or a brother.
When Lawrence drop his last breath...Wendy kiss his hand and hug me.
She told me one thing"Will you be with me?"
I told her..."I don't know but I know we will be together.I'm sorry"
When Auntie Nancy know her son died,she cried silently and disappear in a trace.The doctor tell us there is no hope for him anymore.
But I know...I can't live with her anymore and I had choose my pathway.
Date:20,July.2007
Location: Raub,Graveyard...
It was the first visit graveyard on him.I did not cry but I was hurt deeply inside that 1000 times I can't feel my happiness.That is where the last time I will meet him and her.
I leave one step away and go.
When I was at home..I leave alone and stay inside the room for a long time.I can't eat,sleep even hard to study.
Then,I became fierce...alone...did not talk to anyone and stay alone in the room.
Date:07,January.2008...
It was my first year to in Form 1.I certainly stay where I wanted.I stay here cause I want to study.
But...can I meet Wendy back or maybe can I meet her again in someday..I wish I could..
I follow my choices that I will go stand alone but I don't know how.Will we re-meet again or not??
Never mind....I certainly sure we can re-meet.
Date:11.December.2009
I started to repeat this nightmare that always cause me cannot sleep for almost the whole night.
I know it was camp that time.I fainted there and i almost lost my breath.I feeling so weak and unconsciously I losing my breath.
It was 50 second....I can't breath.Am I dead?Am I lost?Am I dying??
I don't know exactly what happen.
Then...I heard many voice come from my mind and saying my name.."Ben...."
Date:01,January.2010
I wish I could wish Wendy and Lawrence Happy New Year.It was New Year...a year of satisfying myself...When I watch the clear moon...it reminds me that I,Wendy and Lawrence going moon watching at a garden.I try to forget it but I can't.
Date:4,March.2010
I dying to know more.It was hard and complicated.I try to study hard my my brains hard to work out!!
Date:5,March.2010
Then i met this girl...named Riby...almost like my best friend but the weird thing is...how??
Hmm...I also don't know...we shared many many thing together include our own self.And also I very long never met my foster brother,Fong...now 18 still working and waiting for his graduation.I know he is smart as always.
Date:11,march.2010
It was SPM graduation day...Fong got 9A's and a B.I was proud to hear that.Jeez...if like this...I wanna study hard too.And also I wanna be a better person one day.
Date:13,March.2010
Happy Birthday,Wendy...I wish I will by your side but I can't met you anymore...I'm sorry.I wish I can find you somehow...
Date:14,March.2010
Then...I want to meet Riby before the last day I will go on to my career.I remember that Taman Tasik..I always go there with Wendy and Lawrence see the sunsets and fishing there.But that was long ago.
And also Riby...I know...Thanks a lot...
Date:21,March.2010
It was a long journey...I must return to Raub...meet my friends and my dad.I was happy that I arrived home safely.
But I received a call from my phone...it was...Wendy....and asking me..."I want to meet you....and can we go out this Sunday?"
I was shocked and happy to hear that...
To Be Continued....==''
Monday, March 22, 2010
Night Of a Moon Sky...
It was dark purple pale with a bright moon on it.I was so deeply sight on the moon.No sound...windy....flowing like a wind touch my hand.I looks up for ward it was shadow around me.
But when that night I woke up...I was on bed...lying down sleeping in darkness.
As I woke up...I saw this man gripping his card deck...he says"Choose one,boy"
I choose a card with my face in it and my eyes were yellow inside with dark spirit aura,flowing into my body and head...I was scared that time.
Then...I look at someone whose body were burn into ashes..feeling of guilt.
I look at that man and said to him.."What is this!!"
He smiled evilly and push me into a wail and intense inside what I have arrived.i saw a bright light and woke up inside a strange paradise.there was many flower and green beautiful and colorful sight.Oh My gosh...where am I??
After that..I woke up and I saw I was on bed...waking up in a headache.
I was just dreaming only I guess.
But...would it be reality??..I guess not...and this nightmare I dreamed was repeated always...
I guess it's a dream after all...
Benny Liew...
But when that night I woke up...I was on bed...lying down sleeping in darkness.
As I woke up...I saw this man gripping his card deck...he says"Choose one,boy"
I choose a card with my face in it and my eyes were yellow inside with dark spirit aura,flowing into my body and head...I was scared that time.
Then...I look at someone whose body were burn into ashes..feeling of guilt.
I look at that man and said to him.."What is this!!"
He smiled evilly and push me into a wail and intense inside what I have arrived.i saw a bright light and woke up inside a strange paradise.there was many flower and green beautiful and colorful sight.Oh My gosh...where am I??
After that..I woke up and I saw I was on bed...waking up in a headache.
I was just dreaming only I guess.
But...would it be reality??..I guess not...and this nightmare I dreamed was repeated always...
I guess it's a dream after all...
Benny Liew...
Peace and Fill...
After what I have done a week...finally I got my freedom and return to Raub.
I was so happy..and I will meet my friends again.... especially my best friends like Riby and Fong.
Time:2.51pm
Location:Home...
Date:22.March.2010
I just received a call from someone special.It was...Wendy....Oh My Gosh!!
I was shocked when I heard her voice in the phone.
I said"Is this really you??..Wendy???"
She said.."Yes...come on Ben..we like best friends right?"
It was like a living stone transfer.I was so glad that she is now okay.She tell me that she wants to meet this Sunday.But...on that Sunday...I had no plan.
Well...she ask me to go out with her alone and I had no idea can I go out.
But one thing I curious is about.."HOW THE HELL SHE GOT MY NUMBER??"
At least I'm happy that my long best friend can reunited again and she decided to come back Raub...that's what I guess she told me.
But...I know her feeling towards Lawrence is to deep inside but...I know...that I can be him I mean...my face...never mind...
I hope this Sunday I can go out with her.Maybe I'll invite her to Kopitiam Raub,KFC or maybe Marrybrown.Or maybe after that I can invite her the place we use to go always...Taman Tasik Raub that I,her and Lawrence use to seat.
I hope I can make it...(sigh)...and I hope she will not sad always...I mean it as a best friends...(P.S:Not girlfriends that GF..)...
Well...I guess I'll stop here.And I was very happy to hear someone who long gone can return to me...
Benny Liew...
I was so happy..and I will meet my friends again.... especially my best friends like Riby and Fong.
Time:2.51pm
Location:Home...
Date:22.March.2010
I just received a call from someone special.It was...Wendy....Oh My Gosh!!
I was shocked when I heard her voice in the phone.
I said"Is this really you??..Wendy???"
She said.."Yes...come on Ben..we like best friends right?"
It was like a living stone transfer.I was so glad that she is now okay.She tell me that she wants to meet this Sunday.But...on that Sunday...I had no plan.
Well...she ask me to go out with her alone and I had no idea can I go out.
But one thing I curious is about.."HOW THE HELL SHE GOT MY NUMBER??"
At least I'm happy that my long best friend can reunited again and she decided to come back Raub...that's what I guess she told me.
But...I know her feeling towards Lawrence is to deep inside but...I know...that I can be him I mean...my face...never mind...
I hope this Sunday I can go out with her.Maybe I'll invite her to Kopitiam Raub,KFC or maybe Marrybrown.Or maybe after that I can invite her the place we use to go always...Taman Tasik Raub that I,her and Lawrence use to seat.
I hope I can make it...(sigh)...and I hope she will not sad always...I mean it as a best friends...(P.S:Not girlfriends that GF..)...
Well...I guess I'll stop here.And I was very happy to hear someone who long gone can return to me...
Benny Liew...
Saturday, March 13, 2010
A Failure Leader.....
I try to lead three of us as best I could..(sigh)..I wish I was better at it.But I learn one thing for all we being through...I am what I am.And no matter how much I wanted be...I can't just changed.
Everyday I miss you all smile,and I've promise that our life will go on until the safeties spot we all call home.
And I kept my promise.
That's how everywhere...the same stories and distrust people of our own traitors.They think we all are fools.
I couldn't even say goodbye to you.Even a word,I could not do it for you and him.
If you read this,Wendy,I know it would be how sad and broken your heart is to him.But...cheer up,although we may never meet again,but we'll never forget each other.No matter where we are,our hearts will bring us together again.
But...what we three go on is just 4 years ago since he's gone.4 years ago..just...gone.And we walk our own pathways and never meet again.
Happy birthday,Wendy...
A Fate in Life....
Release...I just release it...I just choose my own pathway.
But...why am I so selfish?
(Sigh)....he just pass away and she go on her own road neither do I too.What way she will choose and what way will I choose then?
Her road is choose to go herself on her own life while I start to make a career for my own.
If he was here,nothing would ever happen at all.
But...after i choose my career,I met a lot of friends but i not so friendly with them.At least I can learn something for them.
But...will our friendship last like that?
I think....whatever it is..we can be friends forever.....no matter what...
But...why am I so selfish?
(Sigh)....he just pass away and she go on her own road neither do I too.What way she will choose and what way will I choose then?
Her road is choose to go herself on her own life while I start to make a career for my own.
If he was here,nothing would ever happen at all.
But...after i choose my career,I met a lot of friends but i not so friendly with them.At least I can learn something for them.
But...will our friendship last like that?
I think....whatever it is..we can be friends forever.....no matter what...
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
To Bad Anyway....
Oh My...what a failure am I....a fool...(sigh).What should I do this time? What should I do this day???...What is needed me most and who??? I needed my life to go on neither my family and friends.Like"Afternoon passage is a night passage way".
For example like time has go on to front but not back.
Well...I think I will getting old soon.Every too.
What am I talking about!!??.....(hahaha)
For example like time has go on to front but not back.
Well...I think I will getting old soon.Every too.
What am I talking about!!??.....(hahaha)
The meaning of a Phrase words.......
1."Sometimes you can't do what your heart tells you to... sometimes you have a duty to something greater than yourself."
2."You're my friends, and this is my home. If those things are not worth fighting and dying for, then what is?"
3."When the Dragon's roars, do not look for the Rat."
4."We may be doomed to fall, but before we do, we'll give our enemies reason to regret the day they set foot here. Let's show them you don't have to be a hero."
5."Right now, I have friends back in that cave who need rescuing. If you’re any good with that sword, I could use your help."
6."When danger threatens from every side, faith-trust is hard to come by."
7."It ends here. One thousand years of fear and violence and darkness even in the daylight... all over now."
8."Earth and stone, victors under the sea!"
9."It serves no purpose to be false, for the earth cannot be decieved."
10."If we appear to be heroes, then we are heroes!"
11."Everyone respects what they fear, and they can't help but look up to us when we always look down on them."
12."We’re not looking for a new home, focus on the job."
13."Age makes us loud as well as wise."
14."I don’t care if it sings, dances, and can juggle things blindfolded. Can it get us out of here?"
15."And just how are we supposed to track him down? Knock on the doors at somewhere and ask if he can come out to play?"
16."Not luck. It's what you do that makes you a hero."
17."You just saw our technique - we laugh in the face of danger. But sometimes danger doesn't get the joke."
18."There is a wish you can help me accomplish, a world without enemy!"
19."Maybe they will not see me win today. But the human race will go on, and someday they will triumph!"
20."You might say I saw the light ... by looking into the darkness."
21."No idea. But it was sure fun! I just thought about us going faster, and zing! "
22."Why are you hiding? You always used to talk so brave … come out and fight!"
23."All those years we spent hiding in the light ... we were wrong. We should have embraced the darkness from the start."
24."I don’t need to kill you now, I’ve beaten you. Every breath you take from now on is only because I allow it. No matter where you go, who you fight, how many battles you win – you’ll know you’re only walking, talking, living because of me."
25."You cannot destroy me... for I am nothing."
26."I have no allies, For I have no equals."
27."We shared our victories, and our punishment... so we will share the power of this day as well."
28."I have no friends, only enemies I haven't killed yet."
29."There's more to winning a fight than fancy weapons."
30."You are the trash of the desert. And I am the one who will celebrate at your grave.''"
31."Civilized society has no place for me. I will let you leave with your life … if you leave now."
32."Once you fall into my claws it's all over."
33."The secret to being a winner is already knowing the mistakes losers make … and not making them yourself."
(This phrase specially made to everyone...enjoy reading it...=='' )
Benny Liew...
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
The meaning...
What is the meaning of life?
Well...you live just to sleep,eat,do this and do that??
I will say NO!
What I mean is what we are who come to Earth almost like doing invasion and run it like no peace and hell???
No...not even at all actually.
Do you wanna know why I create this blog?
I want to share what life best come to us.
I also don't know what to do.Always the same.
Well....
==''
.....to be continued.....
Benny Liew...
Well...you live just to sleep,eat,do this and do that??
I will say NO!
What I mean is what we are who come to Earth almost like doing invasion and run it like no peace and hell???
No...not even at all actually.
Do you wanna know why I create this blog?
I want to share what life best come to us.
I also don't know what to do.Always the same.
Well....
==''
.....to be continued.....
Benny Liew...
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